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not sure what to hope for.

Monday, June 27, 2011      8 comments

well, i called the vet today. and ended up crying. felt like an idiot. i had tried to steel myself but it didnt work. we have an appointment for saturday to find out for sur... Read more

making a plan of attack, vows, and being sad.

Sunday, June 26, 2011      5 comments

did i wake up magically cheerful after last evening? no. if anything, i woke up more hurt. ive tried to put it into words but it sounds petty, i guess. ill just sum... Read more

ive lost almost 130 pounds. and im just realizing that i can do this?

Saturday, June 25, 2011      5 comments

i should just stop having get togethers here. they always make me incredibly, incredibly sad for various reasons. today was no exception and as usual, nothing worked out ... Read more

two pounds.

Friday, June 24, 2011      4 comments

well i weighed in at 158 today and that made me happy... i think part of my issue is that i DO seem to be indulging more and it takes longer and longer for that indulgence to ... Read more

hi, my name is dee and im struggling.

Thursday, June 23, 2011      11 comments

instead of coming here and planning to just rip myself apart like ive been doing about how im failing and not losing, etc. etc. etc.. im deciding to come here and say som... Read more


Wednesday, June 22, 2011      3 comments

so i was asked the other day why my family is so miserable... there are many different reasons and after thinking about it, here are the answers. some members of my fam... Read more

the days. long days.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011      7 comments

yesterday wasnt a great day. oh, i got in a great workout. i am ending at 1470 known calories.... and then the pasta happened. well, i should begin with lunch. i stru... Read more

the brady bunch, we are not.

Sunday, June 19, 2011      9 comments

day 19: review fitness and food logs to be sure of accuracy. yeah, i keep my own logs so they are accurate. day 20: examine victories. still same weight. completed... Read more

just the saturday.

Saturday, June 18, 2011      5 comments

blerg. well, i dont know. i weighed in at 159 today, which is to be expected due to eating dinner late and a lot of it last night at the nephew's graduation party. but i... Read more

staring down the barrel of a milky way..

Friday, June 17, 2011      6 comments

i ran across someone's blog the other day who said... "Sometimes my mouth waters thinking of all the delicious foods that I like. I try to think that these foods will kill m... Read more

helping the nephews lose weight.

Thursday, June 16, 2011      7 comments

today's revolution challenge: try something new fitness-wise. i decided to do a 15 minute walk with ms. leslie and then did a 7 minute kickboxing video. never did kickboxing... Read more

catching up & dinner fiascos.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011      6 comments

okay. ive been gone from spark for a few days. so i have to catch up on revolution challenges for posting since i havent posted. day 13: identify and forgive yourself f... Read more

what 3 years on spark can do.

Sunday, June 12, 2011      17 comments

anyone who follows my blog knows that i dont have a true before photo. cant say that any longer. here it is. today is my 3 year sparkversary and the other day, i just happened across a true photo of me. here i am in all my ....glory.... Read more

fears, hope, regrets...

Saturday, June 11, 2011      3 comments

today's revolution challenge is to share my fears, regrets and hopes. fear..... mostly non-weightloss related and too many to get into. my weight loss fear is like everyo... Read more

what i am: a dog and a whale.

Friday, June 10, 2011      10 comments

today's revolution challenge is to weigh in and discuss what can be improved from phase one. today i weighed in at 158 but that was after chinese buffet yesterday and subsequently eating the world so ill take it! what can i improve? i met... Read more

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