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falling apart. fighting binges. fighting to not fall apart.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011      8 comments

and so it continues. i woke up with high hopes today. get everything back on track. the septic people would come. i could get the bathroom cleaned up and disinfected. i co... Read more
choosing between a binge and not eating myself into oblivion.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011      9 comments

well... if last night wasnt terrible enough. :o) so i sleep on the couch when the boyfriend is gone. if you saw our bedroom and could feel it, you'd know why. it is c... Read more
stress. incredible stress.
Monday, April 11, 2011      10 comments

well, back down to 155.8 so that is good. i pretty much figured i would be. had to just be the extra food from the 1665 calorie day. today was a medium calorie day with ... Read more
bridge to 10k and calorie cycling....
Sunday, April 10, 2011      6 comments

so after i posted my blog last nite..when i even said i would not go over my calories... what did i do? i went over. hahahahaha. i cant really get down on myself on it b... Read more
129 pounds gone and questions.
Saturday, April 09, 2011      7 comments

i woke up and was very worried about weighing in. but i weighed in at 155.8. ill take that! i feel pretty dang guilty, though. i do have to say. i dont feel like ive wor... Read more
photos. 128 pounds lost.
Friday, April 08, 2011      42 comments

i thought i would see 156 on the scale today and i did. last night i weighed in at 158 so i thought i would. and i did!! that's 3 pounds!! i lost 3 pounds this week! who... Read more
Thursday, April 07, 2011      10 comments

okay so last night, 159 was my fat weight! i hope that maybe tonite will be the last of that and 158 might be my fat weight! i was really worried this morning that i wo... Read more
my nephew didnt recognize me.
Wednesday, April 06, 2011      15 comments

so i weighed in a pound down at 157! okay, technically its not a pound completely but it is a new number on the scale and i will take it. 157!! me!! every time i get on/of... Read more
thinking of taking a break from spark....
Tuesday, April 05, 2011      19 comments

i weighed in at 158.4 again today. am okay with that. thought it might be lower cos last nite i weighed in at 160 but but its okay. cos i certainly just cant compla... Read more
c25k day one of week nine.
Monday, April 04, 2011      8 comments

wow. i cant believe the scale. i weighed in at 158.4 this morning. i almost fell off the scale. i tried to get a photo of my analog scale too but every time i bent down, the... Read more
the whole weekend, i was the cow.
Sunday, April 03, 2011      11 comments

i dont know where all this "willpower" is coming from lately but ill take it! first, we got up and ...boom. television was broken. it was acting wonky yesterday but compl... Read more
strange saturday. i actually did it.
Saturday, April 02, 2011      13 comments

day went a little ...odd. duncan pumpkin decided he was lonely at 5.18 this morning and began barking his baby bark. there is no stopping it other than me coming out to the ... Read more
c25k/candybars/determination and 125 pounds lost.
Friday, April 01, 2011      9 comments

so i weighed in at 159.6 today. was pleased! thats 125 pounds down! i think that the calorie cycling is helping? either that or the lower calories. maybe both. i had... Read more
im not an inspiration...
Thursday, March 31, 2011      15 comments

i weighed in at 160.4 today. which is two ounces down from yesterday but i really thought today would be 159. last night i weighed in at 162 and i usually am 3lbs heavier at... Read more
i should be thin by now....
Wednesday, March 30, 2011      6 comments

even if you only count how many calories i burn just in getting up to pee all the time. today went okay. not much to say. today was strength training--weights, kettlebe... Read more

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