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Friday, September 12, 2008      3 comments

r. is downstairs so im up here alone, bored. i talked to my mom today. obviously i was excited about what the scale said this morning and told her. she's proud of me, and i know she is. i was telling her im worried with the holidays just a... Read more


Friday, September 12, 2008      8 comments

the scale read 230 lbs this morning. 230!!! 230. holy smokes alive, 230. at 229, im running through the neighborhood naked screaming. do you know what this means? i can do this. i am doing this. i know the scale may read 2... Read more

keeping myself honest.

Thursday, September 11, 2008      7 comments

okay, my shopping trip last night. ugh. i had told r. that i would probably spend around 130$. i havent been shopping in 2 and a half weeks.. and we needed things like dog food, garbage bags, soap, etc. so it wasnt just food. i dont know ... Read more


Thursday, September 11, 2008      5 comments

seven years later.. it shouldnt take a day like this to remind me what is important in the world. all the stuff i grumble about doesnt really truly matter. family, friends.. thats what matters. the day after i took this picture, m... Read more

old thoughts... old habits.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008      10 comments

if i am what i eat, then i would be a pizza. i love pizza. pizza accounts for approximately 75% of the chunk i am currently sporting. not like, delivery pizza. but tombstone pizza. i am going shopping this evening and i will be comin... Read more

a big mistake?

Wednesday, September 10, 2008      9 comments

the scale read 232 this morning. yay! i did all 4 sets of 37 on the treadmill yesterday and i kept my calories at about 1500, not really on purpose but i guess it helped. and i ran those seven minutes, and did strength training. my... Read more

forget the fact that i dont look like you.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008      5 comments

233 again today. yay. i have such a bad freaking headache.... it is kicking the crap out of me. at least i have gotten some of the treadmill out of the way. i have one more set of 37 minutes left, and 17 minutes left of a set of 37 that... Read more

a pimple the size of syracuse.

Monday, September 08, 2008      8 comments

yes thats right, i have a pimple the same size as the city i live near. good lord it hurts and will not go away!! argh. oh well. cant be gorgeous all the time i guess. :o) i have a serious issue with not knowing the calorie value o... Read more

but the eyes still stare.

Monday, September 08, 2008      6 comments

my sister dawn and peyton. she's the one i walk with in the evenings. i want to sit here and whine and cry about money but i am not going to. i also want to whine about how i dont feel well, but im not going to do that either. so there. ... Read more

blood runs cold.

Sunday, September 07, 2008      7 comments

i was sitting next to r. this early afternoon reading the shining. i was thinking to myself, today will be my day. no treadmill, as i can barely move from yesterday. i was thinking, i will clean out the fridge, do all the laundry. get everythi... Read more

im beat, beet red. ashamed of what i said.

Saturday, September 06, 2008      6 comments

went to the ymca today with hol and the kids. they had floor hockey practice while she and i did the fitness center. holy smokes am i beat. we did the treadmill which was so much smoother than ours here, but im not complaining. i did a 1... Read more

the end of the night.

Friday, September 05, 2008      5 comments

well we went out to eat and it was okay. we havent been there in a long time--the spaghetti warehouse. i didnt have any bread, no appetizers, no dessert. i had two plates of salad, a sangria and a huge water, and not manicotti. tha... Read more

constantly disappointed with myself.

Friday, September 05, 2008      8 comments

i got back with more than enough time today to workout but i am not going to. i just cant get with it it seems like. now is the time when i NEED to keep going with the workouts because whatever strange illness i have is coming back full f... Read more

this time of year.

Friday, September 05, 2008      3 comments

not taking my mom shopping today. my dad gets paid today instead of last evening because of the holiday on monday. which sucks for me since i was going to ask to borrow money to get some food. oh well. it is a fall day outside, no doubt... Read more

feeling better..

Thursday, September 04, 2008      6 comments

okay ive stopped the pity party. got 3 out of 4 sets of 37 minutes of treadmill in so far. if i walk with my sister later, im not doing the remaining set. my nephew bo can now say my name!! my brother in law called me to let me hear it. ... Read more

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