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KIYOSHI04's Blogs

the secret life of food. or: why i hoarde, sneak and lie..
Saturday, January 09, 2010      3 comments

i did not do any working out today. idiot. i did get in the water. i was cleaning cos r.'s friends were coming over for the game, i thought, and planned to workout then.... Read more
having a bonfire tonite in the snow. the kindling? my scale.
Friday, January 08, 2010      4 comments

okay so the biggest loser stupid scale weighed me in at 253. 253!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is going to burn. im not going to weigh in on that damn thing again until feb 1st i th... Read more
my history of fatness..
Thursday, January 07, 2010      7 comments

why am i fat? a question ive been thinking about all day as i have put off working out. been thinking about my family, all of it. i did work out. not what i wanted to do,... Read more
she lives in the ocean cos she's afraid but it's alright cos she's catching a wave...
Wednesday, January 06, 2010      5 comments

not sure about my day today. i woke and had eggs for breakfast with broccoli and red peppers in it. im conflicted about eggs and really probably should stop eating them... Read more
This was what could happen to you: you could end up this far from where you thought you were going.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010      9 comments, thanks to everyone who left kindness and support. sometimes it gets so hard and you get so bitter. i had an okay day today. i babysat the nephew, for ... Read more
facing up to what i am: fat.
Monday, January 04, 2010      10 comments

in 2008, i began this weight loss journey. i went from 284lbs to the 230s from february of that year to december, getting stuck in the 230s for 4 months. in 2009, i got dow... Read more
it's my choice.. save my life.. roll the dice, it's my choice..
Thursday, December 10, 2009      9 comments

not a good day at all today. i only got in two hours on the bike due to a migraine. gah. im not used to them in the winter. seems like every single day i have one now. ... Read more
i thought she said polar bear..
Wednesday, December 09, 2009      2 comments

only got in four hours biking today. wanted to do five, but i wanted to do three hours tomorrow so ill just bump that to four hours and we're square. i have 61 miles to g... Read more
lying awake in the dead of the night...
Tuesday, December 08, 2009      1 comments

have been doing okay on the exercise front. yesterday i got in five hours bike, the day before none.... i was alone all day but couldnt muster up the motivation to get off the ... Read more
not the birthday i had imagined..
Wednesday, December 02, 2009      8 comments

well, i had planned on staying here today, getting my 50 miles in. actually, last night the boyfriend and i had talked, and he said i should do 60 miles. so that was my goa... Read more
my birthday present to myself..
Tuesday, December 01, 2009      8 comments

ive had amazingly productive days, i guess you could say. im not sure when the last i blogged was. monday before thanksgiving, looks like. thanksgiving was good. foodwise,... Read more
Monday, November 23, 2009      2 comments

this is not my photo, but it is of the whale shark at the georgia aquarium that my cousin took for me. i woke up extremely sick to my stomach today and went shopping wit... Read more
i fell in to a burning ring of fire..
Sunday, November 22, 2009      5 comments

tomorrow is my bird's birthday. i wish i realized when i was younger the importance of watching someone grow up. i would have done so many things differently. i know he will n... Read more
30 some pounds in 3 months..
Friday, November 20, 2009      3 comments

so i went to the dr. today regarding the b/c... last time i was there--three months ago to the day--i was 30 some pounds lighter. the dr. was completely ..flabbergasted.... Read more
hey hey!
Thursday, November 19, 2009      1 comments

i went shopping with my mom today. had a good time like usual. got rid of all the cookies from last night. when r. came home, he ate most of them and the ones he didnt, ... Read more

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