KIYOSHI04
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ashamed pt II
Monday, October 12, 2009      10 comments

to just vent more so i can try to stop the compulsive eating and crying in secret.. the dr. told me that a handful of people gain weight with the shot. we discussed th... Read more
ashamed.
Sunday, October 11, 2009      10 comments

250lbs. i dare anyone to look me in the face and tell me it is not the depo. but the questions are: will it stop? what will i weigh when it does? the weight is ... Read more
day one.
Monday, October 05, 2009      7 comments

got in two hours on the bike. didnt want to do any of it, to be honest. just didnt feel like it. going through a LOT here mentally/emotionally and i just wanted to sit and ... Read more
im freezing to death in the warmth of your arms.. wasting my charm.
Friday, October 02, 2009      7 comments

well, i didnt break the scale today because it read 237. ill take 237. yesterday it was 238. so yay me. even that tiny loss, which even could be a discrepancy on th... Read more
how is it possible?
Thursday, October 01, 2009      8 comments

how is it possible that within two months i have gained so much weight? how is it possible that i can workout for an hour a day and see the scale go up by 4 lbs in a week? ... Read more
and im hungry like the wolf..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009      10 comments

did a half an hour treadmill today. an hour bike. and 30 minutes walking with ms. leslie. it is amazing to me how fast our bodies can adjust to something but also ... Read more
and im hanging on your words like i always used to do..
Tuesday, September 22, 2009      4 comments

weird day. watched r.'s nephew today for longer than i had anticipated. came home starving and shaky. been eating ever since cos as we all know, once i get hungry to that p... Read more
So when Rayanne Graff told me my hair was holding me back, I had to listen.
Monday, September 21, 2009      11 comments

got my hair cut today. and dyed. and got bangs. because my hair was holding me back. :o) i havent weighed myself but im guessing that those 11 inches taken off didn... Read more
save the whales. lose the blubber: go vegetarian.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009      9 comments

and peta does it yet again. idiots. you cant be fat and vegetarian? yeah, right. look at half of my family. look at me. you could be vegan and still be fat if you over e... Read more
all i wanna do is do what i wanna do........
Tuesday, August 25, 2009      2 comments

so i did not get in my hour that i had set as a goal considering i didnt get back till five and came home with a hell of a headache. i weighed in today at 227lbs which is a... Read more
failing before beginning...
Monday, August 24, 2009      6 comments

i had intended to begin again yesterday but saturday night the basement flooded at, of course, around one am. r. and i got to bed at like 2, 2.30 because there was nothing els... Read more
the hungriest girls are the prettiest..
Wednesday, August 19, 2009      5 comments

lets see. been a long time since ive been here. last time i was here, jo was painting the deck and bird was going to the movies with r. and his friends. jo didnt fini... Read more
brownies, peanut butter pie, the scale and days.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009      7 comments

still holding strong at 220lbs. which is okay since im limited in working out due to various time constraints. this week was supposed to be jo's bake sale so he can rais... Read more
birds,his name is jonas and jambalaya... and divine intervention.
Thursday, August 06, 2009      4 comments

this week has been a week of kids. tuesday and wednesday i babysat for r.'s neices and nephews. today i hung out with bird, since he is too old for babysitting. whi... Read more
confessions.. eating, exercise and me.
Monday, August 03, 2009      11 comments

me. everyone has been asking. this is me now with the duncan pumpkinator. we went to the boat launch down the street to meet my sister and her kids and husband who had bo... Read more

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