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i read dead russian authors volumes at a time.. i write everything down except what's on my mind..

Friday, May 22, 2009      7 comments

i am pooped. pooped i say. i havent been sleeping well at all. damn birds wake me beginning at 4:44 am every single morning. this morning no exception. then i layed there f... Read more

i dont want you... but i need you. dont wanna kiss you, but i need to.

Thursday, May 21, 2009      6 comments

well. a mixed day. i didnt work out today. however, ive been busting my ass cleaning since 7am so i think that counts for something? maybe? okay, not entirely true. gah.... Read more

"but he asked his parents for me. he asked for me, george."

Wednesday, May 20, 2009      7 comments

did my four hours today which seemed to take forever already. did three on the bike, one treadmill and i did strength training. i just feel like its not enough. to... Read more

brian: so alex. i just found out that nothing rhymes with alex.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009      4 comments

an early blog tonite since i have to finish my workout. went with my mom to physical therapy this am and then we went up to a dollar store and then to lunch at a buffet. where... Read more

has lost his faith in all that's good. close the curtain, unplug the clock..

Monday, May 18, 2009      6 comments

my sister, looking absolutely radiant at her graduation. cant remember the last time she has looked this happy or gorgeous. its weird that we now both have degrees in s... Read more

camera one closes in. the soundtrack starts, the scene begins.

Sunday, May 17, 2009      9 comments

so last night found me drinking wine by myself. i finished half a bottle alone. and then i went to sleep. r. was kind enough to re-cork the bottle for me and put it away when ... Read more


Saturday, May 16, 2009      5 comments

well, r. is downstairs with his friend so i opened a bottle of wine ive had in the fridge since at least december but i think it was from the december before that. i havent ev... Read more

the plans i make still have you in them.. as you come swimming into view. .

Friday, May 15, 2009      5 comments

so, not as a productive day as i had planned. that seems to be my running commentary. i woke feeling..okay. but as of noon that okay quickly went into feeling like som... Read more

its a dog eat dog world and im wearing no underwear part II

Thursday, May 14, 2009      8 comments

the period war continues. so i went up today to go shopping with my mom. i got from here to there (an hour) and had to run and use her bathroom. from there, it was about... Read more

it's a dog eat dog world, and im wearing no underwear. ...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009      7 comments

today has been...bad. well, i guess not all bad. the good: my back is all better now, and my knee too! neither has hurt since yesterday. that is awesome. i realized l... Read more

Just a small town girl Living in a lonely world She took the midnight train going anywhere...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009      11 comments

this is my bird. who, i know will never read this but i forgot to commend him and praise him. he went on a volunteer interview at the Y---a real interview. 30 minutes. for ... Read more

oh my neck! my back! my neck and my back!

Monday, May 11, 2009      9 comments

*sigh* not a productive day at all. oh man. im sabotaging myself. admittances: yes, i have my period. and yes, cramps are getting really really bad these past few mont... Read more

take your time.. move yourself to me.

Sunday, May 10, 2009      4 comments

today. went with r. and his family to celebrate mother's day at a breakfast buffet. i didnt know it was a buffet when i was asked to go. but i went and survived it. only went ... Read more

Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful...

Saturday, May 09, 2009      9 comments

feeling fat, frumpy, frustrated. yesterday: went to a community wide garage sale with my mom. i dont know. i think i did a lot of walking. before i left i managed to get ... Read more

Paranoias brought me to my knees Lord please please please Take away my anxiety...

Thursday, May 07, 2009      8 comments

not a bad day at all so far. i feel good from yesterday. not sore that bad. now im like, okay, what next? how can i push myself now? today i did awhile.. not sur... Read more

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