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i was deaf and dumb, and still knew that you're the only one...
Thursday, March 05, 2009      8 comments

off day today. i woke again with a pounding headache. i managed to get in only an hour of working out. i got dizzy while working out and almost crashed through the tv set but tha... Read more
i was blind as a bat and still knew where you were at ....
Wednesday, March 04, 2009      9 comments

this picture is very creepy. did ten minutes shy of four hours of cardio today. did 90 minutes on the treadmill and the rest walking with ms. leslie. and did an hour ... Read more
Call on me - Spin spin sugar...
Tuesday, March 03, 2009      8 comments

bored. r got home late from work and then went right to su game tonite. im spending a ton of time alone lately. normally it doesnt bother me but i feel like i dont see r. a... Read more
Seems I usually get things right But I cant understand what I did last night...
Monday, March 02, 2009      10 comments

me and bird a long time ago. (my hair was just growing in from me shaving my head) havent blogged. havent felt like it, havent had anything to say. kept on the workouts and ... Read more
i heard it all before... what a bore you are..
Thursday, February 26, 2009      12 comments

my handsome bird. an off day today. r. worked till four am, shorter than he had anticipated. i had assumed (wrongly): a-he was going to work b-he would sleep longer ... Read more
he walked with a purpose In his sneakers, down the street...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009      9 comments

well i did three hours today. all walking oh not all most walking with ms. leslie. two were dance videos from exercise tv.. it felt good to do it. i felt proud that i did it. its been such a long time since ive worked out like that. the u... Read more
Can you keep them in the dark for life...can you hide them from the waiting world?
Tuesday, February 24, 2009      8 comments

me and joey. a long time ago. i spent the day with r.'s nephew. gone longer than i thought.. only got in 30 minutes exercise, no strength training. but i did use the s... Read more
ive never been so alone.. and ive never been so alive.
Monday, February 23, 2009      10 comments

had two more slices of pizza last evening but it is now gone. i weighed in six times today. i got an equal number of 213 and 214. i will take 214. had to babysit... Read more
it hurts to write this blog. ..
Sunday, February 22, 2009      14 comments

so my bird messaged me last night. i didnt know until midnight. i messaged him this am and he said he was okay. i talked to my sister and apparently he had a bad night last ni... Read more
my brave little toaster....
Saturday, February 21, 2009      10 comments

214 again today. yay! i am still really really sore from the fall.. my wrist and behind are killing me. its been a long day. r. and i went to the vet with both dog... Read more
saturday, wait...and sunday always comes too late but Friday never hesitate...
Friday, February 20, 2009      7 comments

well today was very different than i had anticipated. we got one hell of a storm. i attempted to make it to see the nephews and sisters at mcdonalds but as i pulled out ont... Read more
the nightly battle in the kitchen continues....
Thursday, February 19, 2009      10 comments

70 lbs done as of today. yay. i am so scared to get on the scale tomorrow and see something like 216... but i know i can take anything. am in such a funk this w... Read more
One final deed, she will plead, I proceed...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009      11 comments

this picture is for you, ms. squisshy. :o) a very very off day. going through something .....intensely painful and embarrassing emotionally and today showed it. i was ... Read more
giving up on myself. ...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009      14 comments

i cant wait to be able to put my legs up like that someday, again, comfortably. i was thinking about giving up on myself. no, not like now. but before. i gave up on myse... Read more
That's when the hornet stung me and I had a feverish dream...
Monday, February 16, 2009      10 comments

me and bird. this picture actually makes me tear up. i missed a lot of bird and jo growing up. granted i did see more than most aunts get to see, but i was a teenager who w... Read more

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