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the nightly battle in the kitchen continues....
Thursday, February 19, 2009      10 comments

70 lbs done as of today. yay. i am so scared to get on the scale tomorrow and see something like 216... but i know i can take anything. am in such a funk this w... Read more
One final deed, she will plead, I proceed...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009      11 comments

this picture is for you, ms. squisshy. :o) a very very off day. going through something .....intensely painful and embarrassing emotionally and today showed it. i was ... Read more
giving up on myself. ...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009      14 comments

i cant wait to be able to put my legs up like that someday, again, comfortably. i was thinking about giving up on myself. no, not like now. but before. i gave up on myse... Read more
That's when the hornet stung me and I had a feverish dream...
Monday, February 16, 2009      10 comments

me and bird. this picture actually makes me tear up. i missed a lot of bird and jo growing up. granted i did see more than most aunts get to see, but i was a teenager who w... Read more
I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you...
Sunday, February 15, 2009      7 comments

this is me and bird. he's thirteen now, and im much heavier. fat girl so down. in all ways. knee is still bad. still eating bad. although i did pull it out of the gutter... Read more
the death of true romance..
Saturday, February 14, 2009      12 comments

and yet another off day. sister ended up calling me, telling me to go to lunch with them. i said no thank you and it just kinda escalated from there. i dont know. i ended u... Read more
its not like her to make me feel guilty... to reduce me to nothing
Friday, February 13, 2009      6 comments

kinda a weird day.. went shopping with my mom, had to go to a different direction today for my aunt to get her medicine, went to some places we dont normally go. which also m... Read more
If I could be who you wanted...all the time, all the time.
Thursday, February 12, 2009      10 comments

well ... babysitting went well. a. was so happy to see me and we had a good time putting together puzzles and whatnot. on the way back i was hungry and wanted to stop at a smal... Read more
but there is a way to refuse and resist.. we dont need to be ruled with the iron fist..
Wednesday, February 11, 2009      13 comments

well i accidentally took advil pm last night instead of nyquil. whoops. i slept so good but woke up feeling blah this morning. kinda like ...foggy. and still sick. i had grand... Read more
to my surprise, im hypnotized by the sight of flesh and the scent of skin..
Tuesday, February 10, 2009      17 comments

no waking up early. sick. no exercise. although making 200 literally (i counted) stars out of playdough should count for something. but, i am down to 215 today. thats... Read more
do you have the time to listen to me whine....
Monday, February 09, 2009      13 comments

sick. still. ugh. i got 100 minutes into the workout and couldnt do more which really messes up my week because i was supposed to do strength training today. tomorrow i ... Read more
Calling back and forth through heavy air...
Sunday, February 08, 2009      15 comments

me as a little chubby girl with one of the sisters... yup. im sick. my mom has been gone this weekend, but when i just talked to her and told her she was right, she laugh... Read more
pull me under, pull me under, pull me under im not afraid..
Saturday, February 07, 2009      18 comments

okay. well ive worked out every day this week 120 minutes, did strength training three times, did new workouts twice, and also ran for six minutes on the treadmill at once. (... Read more
im falling in love all over again. this time with ghost, man.
Friday, February 06, 2009      8 comments

had a weird kinda day. been reading what ive written --notebooks and notebooks full of stories ive been writing since high school. well, actually i only read the one story, bu... Read more
you say that i changed. well maybe i did. but even if i changed, what's wrong with it?
Thursday, February 05, 2009      20 comments

my sister. i never thought about a concussion. i woke with a dull headache today and got nauseated as the day wore on. its hard because i do get migraines with the nause... Read more

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