Monday, February 23, 2009
had two more slices of pizza last evening but it is now gone.
i weighed in six times today. i got an equal number of 213 and 214.
i will take 214.
had to babysit... Read more
Sunday, February 22, 2009
so my bird messaged me last night. i didnt know until midnight. i messaged him this am and he said he was okay. i talked to my sister and apparently he had a bad night last ni... Read more
Saturday, February 21, 2009
214 again today. yay!
i am still really really sore from the fall.. my wrist and behind are killing me.
its been a long day. r. and i went to the vet with both dog... Read more
Friday, February 20, 2009
well today was very different than i had anticipated.
we got one hell of a storm. i attempted to make it to see the nephews and sisters at mcdonalds but as i pulled out ont... Read more
Thursday, February 19, 2009
70 lbs done as of today.
i am so scared to get on the scale tomorrow and see something like 216...
but i know i can take anything.
am in such a funk this w... Read more
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
this picture is for you, ms. squisshy.
a very very off day. going through something .....intensely painful and embarrassing emotionally and today showed it. i was ... Read more
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i cant wait to be able to put my legs up like that someday, again, comfortably.
i was thinking about giving up on myself. no, not like now. but before. i gave up on myse... Read more
Monday, February 16, 2009
me and bird.
this picture actually makes me tear up. i missed a lot of bird and jo growing up. granted i did see more than most aunts get to see, but i was a teenager who w... Read more
Sunday, February 15, 2009
this is me and bird. he's thirteen now, and im much heavier.
fat girl so down. in all ways.
knee is still bad. still eating bad. although i did pull it out of the gutter... Read more
Saturday, February 14, 2009
and yet another off day.
sister ended up calling me, telling me to go to lunch with them. i said no thank you and it just kinda escalated from there. i dont know. i ended u... Read more
Friday, February 13, 2009
kinda a weird day.. went shopping with my mom, had to go to a different direction today for my aunt to get her medicine, went to some places we dont normally go. which also m... Read more
Thursday, February 12, 2009
well ... babysitting went well. a. was so happy to see me and we had a good time putting together puzzles and whatnot.
on the way back i was hungry and wanted to stop at a smal... Read more
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
well i accidentally took advil pm last night instead of nyquil. whoops. i slept so good but woke up feeling blah this morning. kinda like ...foggy.
and still sick. i had grand... Read more
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
no waking up early. sick. no exercise.
although making 200 literally (i counted) stars out of playdough should count for something.
but, i am down to 215 today. thats... Read more
Monday, February 09, 2009
ugh. i got 100 minutes into the workout and couldnt do more which really messes up my week because i was supposed to do strength training today.
tomorrow i ... Read more