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Female Issues: What do you do?

Friday, January 23, 2015      4 comments

Yesterday I honestly felt like I was dying. Very rarely do I become completely unfunctional while my AF is visiting, but yesterday I had bloating and cramps wrapped comple... Read more

Before (current photo) and a Previous Before/During

Friday, January 16, 2015      4 comments

::January 15th 2015, My new Before photos:: Starting weight: 356.8, Waist: 55", Hips: 61", Thigh: 34", Upper Arm (R): 21", Neck: 15", Calf (R): 20.5" ::Januar... Read more

Body Aches and Pains

Friday, January 16, 2015      0 comments

I'm documenting my aches, pains and troubles for comparison. Unsure about my hips hurting right now because I just did a dance workout yesterday, although super short, m... Read more

Baby Steps: Staying Positive

Thursday, January 15, 2015      1 comments

First, thank you to everyone who commented on my last blog. It really did help to calm me down. It's just so hard when you find yourself in a certain position and can't thin... Read more

Scars that won't heal

Wednesday, January 14, 2015      5 comments

I just want to cry. I feel like I have no control in my life. I'm really tired of struggling with every possible thing in my life. Kids. Work. Weight. Relationships. Pets.... Read more

I think I'm Actually Ready

Friday, January 09, 2015      0 comments

Ugh. If you've read my last 5 or so blog entries, you'll know this has been EXTREMELY hard for me. I get desperate, get gung-ho and excited and then I flop after a f... Read more

Time for some _reality_ and _truth_

Wednesday, January 22, 2014      1 comments

Over the last several years I have started and stopped my "journey" to a better be numerous times. I've fallen down, picked myself up and lost myself so many times I've l... Read more


Monday, July 29, 2013      1 comments

So I'm no longer where I was before in many ways. I struggled, suffered and let myself be broken over the years. I was held back and even though the best was wanted for m... Read more


Wednesday, April 10, 2013      3 comments

(Sept 22, 2012 w/ my sister-right) Spring is here and for the first time since losing both my parents, I'm back. I feel good about myself, I feel like I can move forward wi... Read more

Happy Un-Birthday

Saturday, September 15, 2012      5 comments

Well. First I want to say thank you all for the birthday wishes. Second I have to say I was just laying in bed (which I'm still doing) in a trailer outside my in laws thinking about how I went from leading an incredibly unhealthy lifesty... Read more

Update: X-Ray

Wednesday, December 14, 2011      2 comments

This is a photo of my hips (With my jeans on, I don't have an internal zipper lol). I have mentioned before I am limited to what I can do based on my previous hip break wh... Read more

Waisting Time

Monday, October 24, 2011      2 comments

That's not a typo. I am literally "waisting" my time. The longer I wait to do something, to bigger my waist grows. I have been silently grieving the loss of my pa... Read more

Is there no one? (vent)

Friday, July 29, 2011      6 comments

Who can help me? No one around here who can save me from myself? I sure as hell can't. I was going strong and now I am stuck on a broken yo-yo wagon. I am so constantly disappointed with myself and my lack of just being anything that I want ... Read more

3 Weeks

Thursday, March 10, 2011      1 comments

Argh Down with all the "angled" photographs! That's a picture of me from last week shot from above. Minus the belly and arm bulge I don't look 336lbs. Which makes me fee... Read more

1 year in progress (pic)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011      15 comments

I actually started with Spark People in October 2009... But I didn't get serious about it until January 2010 when I lost my Mother. She had many obesity related illnesses and it terrified me that I might suffer in the same ways she did. I was... Read more

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