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Saturday, June 19, 2010      1 comments

So, I keep falling off and coming back and each time I tell myself that it will be different this time. I have all (at least A LOT) of knowledge about what I can do right. I have made many mistakes and learned from them, at least for a little ... Read more
Highs and Lows
Wednesday, March 04, 2009      0 comments

I have become super excited about derby again. We have a coach who is amazing on skates and teaches very well. On the outside it seems he is teaching the basics, but it's basics that some of the more experienced girls are having trouble with a... Read more
Sunday, January 11, 2009      1 comments

I am not drinking again. I feel so bloated, lazy and depressed. I think about exercising, but I can't get myself to do it today, even the boot camp challenge feels like too much for me. I just want to cry. Practice yesterday was a mess. ... Read more
Wednesday, December 31, 2008      1 comments

I had not set up any visual motivators yet and after the article today, I got to it. It was discouraging to see how far I have to go. It felt a bit like deja vu. I have tried this many times before and was wondering if I am going to stick wit... Read more
Goal 1, DONE!
Monday, December 29, 2008      0 comments

Well, I did it, just barely, though. I made my New Year's goal of 261 by weighing in at 260.6. I do have a few more days before I would have to weigh in, though, but I kept it at my regular day and since I am under goal, I'll keep it at that. ... Read more
Wednesday, December 17, 2008      3 comments

I wanted to scream today. I wanted to kick and scream and shout: "WTF! Look at me!" A parent "M", was picking up her son this afternoon and started talking to our afternoon assistant, "A" who she doesn't get to see often. Mom: "Did... Read more
I Got Sunshine...
Tuesday, December 02, 2008      1 comments

I feel SOOOO good today. I got up, had a good breakfast, exercised a little and took a shower AND my pants already feel loose. Nothing better to gauge a smaller waist than freshly washed jeans feeling a little loose no matter how little of a c... Read more
Best Laid Plans...
Sunday, November 30, 2008      2 comments

FAIL! I had a horrible weekend. My family fought the past 2 days and I ate and drank more than I should have. I am up more than 4 pounds since I weighed in on Thursday morning. Really now, how does that happen? Why, with little effort I ca... Read more
Thursday, November 27, 2008      2 comments

Well, I made it through today and the thing I am most proud of: I skipped lunch (not my choice, work was crazy) and I didn't go off the deep end eating to make up for it. I was cranky and since I got off work early I made dinner about an hour ... Read more
Thanksgiving Plans
Wednesday, November 26, 2008      0 comments

So I'm hoping to maintain over Thanksgiving weekend. I have several challenges ahead and I am planning now how to deal with them. Tomorrow we are taking the kiddos to the movie theater and I am in trouble...I have money and not much will power... Read more