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Angry

Tuesday, March 12, 2013      4 comments

I'm feeling angry and extremely anxious and I'm trying with all my might to resist stuffing my face for that quick rush of serotonin. Rationally, I know it crashes so quickly and really leaves me more miserable than I was in the first place....b... Read more

Can't Go Back, But Don't Have to Stay Here

Monday, March 04, 2013      5 comments

This little phrase popped into my thoughts this morning and I'm finding it inspirational today. No, I can't go back. I can't change how I've behaved or what I have eaten. I can't go back to where I was a year (and 20 lbs) ago. BUT! But I don't h... Read more

Feelin' Blue (Just Venting)

Sunday, January 20, 2013      4 comments

I'm just not feeling it lately. I feel totally disconnected from my husband, my kids just drive me nuts, I'm feeling inadequate at work and I just feel lousy/blue/depressed lately. My husband has been really into conspiracy theories and an... Read more

Panicking and Sick :(

Thursday, October 04, 2012      2 comments

Sorry for the long rant, but I have to get this off my chest. First a little background... 1. My husband lost his job last November (the day before Thanksgiving so that he wouldn't be paid for the holiday - real nice way to fire someone aft... Read more

Trying Again

Monday, October 01, 2012      2 comments

I don't even know what to write. I'm depressed. I'm sad. I'm hurt. I'm angry. I'm disappointed in myself. I'm sitting at work trying not to cry at my desk, literally fighting back tears. I've been eating my feelings (again) for a long time it se... Read more

Backed Up

Thursday, July 26, 2012      1 comments

My poor 6 year old son has been constipated for the last few days and it's really, really stressful for me. I'm going to have to start giving him Miralax again, which isn't a big deal, but I really thought we were past this. Potty training was a... Read more

Doing Okay

Saturday, June 23, 2012      3 comments

My stepdad is out of the hospital and doing much better. Unfortunately he needs to have someone with him pretty much all the time for awhile, but that's okay. That means he's still with us. :) My kids spent the night at a neighbor's for the... Read more

Rough Weekend

Monday, June 18, 2012      2 comments

They say that anger is an emotional mask. I suppose that's true. I feel angry right now, but if I take a minute to examine why I have to admit it's because I'm scared and hurting. Today is the 29th anniversary of my father's death. It's al... Read more

Rambling

Wednesday, June 13, 2012      2 comments

I'm starting the process of refinancing the mortgage(s) so that my husband can continue staying home with the kids. It's been so nice not having the stress of having to deal with my mother-in-law on a daily basis and I think the kids have really... Read more

Trying to be Positive

Monday, April 23, 2012      1 comments

After a relatively nice weekend, today is challenging me. I don't feel very good...feel like I'm catching a cold or fighting something. Then I found out that I really messed up on a project at work. I hate that. I know I'm only human and things ... Read more

At Least It's Friday

Friday, April 20, 2012      3 comments

Well, I drank enough water on Wednesday, but didn't exercise. : / Yesterday was a little better. I drank 10 glasses of water and got in a 30 minute "Walk at Home". I feel really good about that, but I'm still disappointed that I overate... ... Read more

Getting Back on Track, Again

Wednesday, April 18, 2012      2 comments

It's been a rough couple of months for me. I've gained 6 lbs and haven't been exercising at all. I have a whole list of reasons (excuses), but at the end of the day the "why" doesn't really matter. I have to commit to taking better care of mysel... Read more

Workout Buddies

Tuesday, March 06, 2012      4 comments

For the past week my kids, 5.5 year old boy & 4 year old girl, have been joining me for my workouts. I enjoy Leslie Sansone's walking aerobics. Having them do the 1 or 2 mile walk with me is actually really fun! They ask me if we can exercise no... Read more

Bittersweet; Hold the Sweet

Monday, February 20, 2012      1 comments

My little sister has worked with me for the last 18 months. It's really been great getting to see her every day and watching her blossom professionally. But she was offered a job elsewhere and it is definitely what is best for her, so I fully su... Read more

Struggling to Get Back on Track

Monday, January 09, 2012      1 comments

I just haven't been feeling it lately. emoticon I haven't been exercising consistently for a long time, even though ... Read more


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