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Bummed

Sunday, May 31, 2009      0 comments

I think my hormones are getting the best of me today. Today I feel so depressed and weepy and I can't even pinpoint a reason. I need to bring myself fully back to the way I was a few months ago. I think past events and maybe even the loss ... Read more

Sparkpage Change

Sunday, May 31, 2009      1 comments

Changed my background again. I've changed it several times. I just need a change I think. I just have a different vibe every time. Oh well. Hope it is pleasing to the eye.... Read more

New Background

Friday, May 29, 2009      0 comments

I've been searching for weeks for a new cheery background with vibrant colors but I can't find anything else I like. Anyone have any ideas?... Read more

Weekly Goal

Monday, May 25, 2009      1 comments

Last weeks goal was not to eat out and if I did to have a salad. I didn't completely follow that one, but I had healthy alternatives for the most part. I believe we ate out twice that week. We went to Subway and then to this family restuarant ca... Read more

Weekly Goal

Monday, May 18, 2009      1 comments

Short Entry To help myself meet my main goal I am going to take some advice and set smaller weekly goals! My Goal this week is to not eat out and if I am caught in a situation where it is difficult to be avoided I will have a healthy salad... Read more

New Week

Sunday, May 17, 2009      0 comments

I've still been struggling all week trying to get myself to eat better. My weight loss has been slowing down a -lot- and I feel like I'm failing. Today though I made better decisions I think. I didn't eat out. I stayed away from sweets. There wa... Read more

I've come so far!

Friday, May 15, 2009      4 comments

I found this old picture I took of me at my heaviest weight around 296 pounds and compared of a picture I took of myself today at 212.5. It is amazing how far I've come. I u... Read more

Still Struggling

Thursday, May 14, 2009      2 comments

I'm not doing well on my calories this week. I didn't even track everything I had yesterday because I got so out of control and I know why. I didn't take the time to have a satisfying breakfast. I ran out of the house only eating a banana and b... Read more

Good News!

Thursday, May 07, 2009      5 comments

I really hate rewriting entries because of computer failure. Usually I just say forget it and I end up not putting up an entry but I am feeling so good I am rewriting it! I GOT A JOB! It feels so good to be able to pick one up so soon after... Read more

Dreaming About Being Below 200

Wednesday, May 06, 2009      3 comments

I've lost about 81 pounds and to think I am a mere 15 pounds away from being below 200 pounds for the first time in perhaps seven years. It is amazing to know I came so far, but also discouraging because I have a long time before I am satisfied ... Read more

Job Interview

Monday, May 04, 2009      1 comments

Going to keep this short! I had a job interview today and it went really well. I have another appointment to set up giving them my information and signing more paperwork on Thursday. I am feeling better. Good. I feel like I have been blessed. I... Read more

Huff Puff!

Sunday, May 03, 2009      2 comments

Still struggling with my diet. All this week I have been having trouble saying "no". When I know I shouldn't have what I am eating. I am having the most difficult time I have had since I began this journey. There are of course external factors... Read more

Focus

Friday, May 01, 2009      3 comments

With my unemployment situations I have already allowed myself to lose focus on my goals. This week has been full of stress and tears. This morning I decided that no matter what I am going through I am not going to use it as an excuse to treat my... Read more

I need help

Thursday, April 30, 2009      1 comments

There are thoughts I just can't get out of my head and I need to settle down and relax. When I close my eyes I see things I don't want to see and I cry. I keep going over the same events. I'm all worried over things that haven't happened and I'm... Read more

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Thursday, April 30, 2009      2 comments

I've no idea what to put for the title of this entry. I lossed my job today. So if anyone wants to hire a registered nurse let me know. Even in the health industry jobs are tight. Not sure what I will do if I lose the house.... Read more


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