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KAMCCLARY
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Got through
Wednesday, June 22, 2016      2 comments

I got through Father's Day, ate my emotions. Got through my testing for skilled trades at work and for my studies at IIN. Getting through my father-in-law's illness and attempting to squash these negative feelings and emotions as I continue my... Read more
June bug
Thursday, June 02, 2016      3 comments

How about that, made it to June. To God be the glory. I must say it has been a rough six months, without Daddy now. Therapy does one good, didn't realize I have been dealing with a lot of anxiety that has gone unchecked in my life. Now... Read more
Fitbit
Tuesday, May 17, 2016      2 comments

All around the corner and back, found my regular fitbit charge-after returning the alta (didn't like it) and the charge HR (programming issues) and now I have the Blaze-question is do I keep the Blaze or stick with what works-my old charge???? H... Read more
Work Anniversary
Tuesday, May 10, 2016      6 comments

Tomorrow will be sixteen years I have been with my current employer. To God be the glory is the first thing to come to mind. I have to have a made up mind to put in fourteen more years so I can retire at age 67. I have to have a made up mind ... Read more
A day in May...
Tuesday, May 03, 2016      2 comments

Moving right along with spring and all the pollen. I return to work without too much stress..I must say this medication keeps me calm and focused. I know what I need to do to accomplish what I want in this life. All the lying around in bed an... Read more
Happy Born Day to Me
Tuesday, April 05, 2016      7 comments

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Getting back to me
Saturday, April 02, 2016      3 comments

Well it is April now, allergies full blown, off work for another week for grief therapy and I just want to take time to get back to me. Forget all the pills, all the appointments, all the chatter in my head, I want to get myself back on strong ... Read more
Spring is here
Wednesday, March 30, 2016      6 comments

I kinda of been stuck in a rabbit hole so to speak these past few weeks. I went out on stress leave through my job to work on my emotions and get a grip on life in general. Tired of feeling sad and emotionless, no zest for living, just living.... Read more
Mental Flushing
Tuesday, February 23, 2016      4 comments

I took the first step today by sitting down with the behavioral therapist to get some insight on keeping mental balance in life. My life has been in a tailspin since I had shoulder surgery last September and my father's passing in Decembe... Read more
Just thinking
Saturday, February 13, 2016      9 comments

Just thinking about all of the things I want to accomplish in life and how sometimes its a drag to "be on a diet". I just bought some girl scout cookies, a flavor for hubby and of course my fav-peanut butter patties. Like, I want to devour the... Read more
Daddy's Eve
Wednesday, February 10, 2016      3 comments

My Dad turns 86 years young in heaven tomorrow. I have the day off for dental work. I have been thinking how to honor him because all my life he has owned February 10th. In light of what my family has endured with his past illness, we chose t... Read more
January done
Monday, February 01, 2016      3 comments

This last day in January, a Sunday and I went to work for seven hours. I have been back for a week and what an eyeopener week it has been. This has been an emotional month for me. I have ran the gamut of feelings from A to Z. I had to lean h... Read more
Getting this Whole 30 in...
Wednesday, January 06, 2016      6 comments

Day three, oh boy...my husband says I am biting his head off as I stop eating the whites (sugar, carbs, dairy, beans and legumes). I thought I was going to lose it last night and then I stepped on the scale this morning and I went through Pinte... Read more
Reflections of 2015...
Thursday, December 31, 2015      4 comments

2015. Didn't expect to end with burying my Dad. Didn't see that coming. I have been on exist mode since his death two weeks ago. I am have thinking about what do I do now, where do I go, what is next in store for me. I look at my own mortal... Read more
Christmas Eve
Thursday, December 24, 2015      3 comments

My heart is a bit heavy this Christmas eve, both my parents in heaven now and I am just existing, going through the motion, not really in awe and wonder of this precious time of the year. I am sad, but I am glad that both of my parents are free... Read more

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