No. I am not sick!
Wednesday, December 01, 2010      5 comments

Lately people who i haven't seen in awhile have been coming up to me and hesitantly telling me i look good...then they say...are you ok? i tell them yes. they then ask, so you lost weight on purpose? i assure them i did lose the weight over a l... Read more
so this is what success feels like.
Monday, November 01, 2010      1 comments

well...it appears that i've hit that first goal. i passed it by .2 lbs and when i put my new weight into the weigh in thing, it changed my goal to 174.8 instead of leaving it at 175. i'm not going to let myself rest here too long. i am changing ... Read more
so close, yet so far
Monday, October 18, 2010      5 comments

friday when i weighed in i was so excited to see 175 on the scale...but it was 175.4. i am .4 lbs from the goal i originally set when i weighed 260 pounds. i had a feeling as i got closer to my goal that i wouldn't be satisfied with ending ther... Read more
i'm still me, can't you see?
Thursday, June 17, 2010      10 comments

it's weird, this losing weight thing. i can't say it's been hard. i am not tempted by sweet treats and whatnot...and it's weird that for about the last two or three months people have been suddenly noticing i've lost weight. it's sort of embarra... Read more
Friday, April 16, 2010      9 comments

i was so excited to get up and get on the scale this morning. i started at spark people weighing 260 lbs. i didn't feel huge..but i was. today i got on the scale and weighed 198 lbs. i almost cried to see my weight start with a 1 instead of a 2... Read more
like my dad
Tuesday, January 01, 2008      3 comments

i spent dad's last year with him in many stages stage one was, crap, i'm not well, i should do something ..i should work out or i could start walking. maybe i should eat less sugar so my diabetes can be controlled somewhat. then, i'm so ... Read more
finally, i am an artist.
Friday, December 14, 2007      4 comments

i have been taking ceramics classes for so many years. i love clay. i love to feel it in my hands. it's almost a zen thing. i make mostly figure sculptures, but i am always willing to try anything. this semester was a wheel throwing class which ... Read more
starting over....and at that part i hate
Saturday, November 17, 2007      0 comments

i am in that place where i have to deprive myself of sweets and stuff i want. i am finally getting to the place where i am not sitting here thinking about eating candy 24/7. i'm down to about 20/7 now. i know i haven't been getting anywhere n... Read more