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Monday, October 18, 2010      7 comments

Spent the weekend clearing out all the non essentials and getting them over to the new apartment. I have too much crap. I am taking the time to go through stuff and get rid of allot of junk as I go. I am trying not to take stuff with me that ... Read more
I think I am almost to a plan...
Thursday, October 14, 2010      9 comments

I really am trying to make the best choice in regards to my future. I want to open my life back up and have fun again. I want to enjoy the time that I have here, because I know every moment is precious. I have to do some leg work and research... Read more
Life changing moment...
Wednesday, October 13, 2010      10 comments

Yesterday I had someone point out to me that I am in a life changing moment, and if you can recognize that your in one, you can direct the change. So what does that mean to me.... I have been thinking about that since he mentioned it. I see t... Read more
I gained one pound and I am grateful...
Tuesday, October 12, 2010      8 comments

I remembered to weigh in this morning and I am up one pound. However during a time like this in the past I would have been up ten in a week so I am grateful. I am still looking forward to my new apartment. I can't wait to get the key. I am g... Read more
I got it!
Monday, October 11, 2010      11 comments

All the crossing of things and the prayers and good thoughts must have worked, because I got approved for the apartment! Wooo To The Hooo! Don't uncross things yet though! I can't put money on it until Friday. They said they would hold it for... Read more
Wish me luck!
Friday, October 08, 2010      8 comments

Renting an apartment when your credit has tanked due to medical bills and you are about to lose your job isn't as easy as you might think! I have found a cute apartment and it is somewhat in my price range just under $100 more each month. It is... Read more
Pile on the CRAP!
Thursday, October 07, 2010      11 comments

My life is a crap sandwich and it's to stuffed to eat!!! I got home last night in a good mood looking forward to a nice ride to get my heart pumping. I get home and put my purse down and a knock on my door turns me right back around. I answer... Read more
Wonderful Wednesday!
Wednesday, October 06, 2010      7 comments

I am trying to keep the anxiety attacks away. Thanks for the deep breath thought. I will try it but it squeezes my lungs like an asthma attack and deep breaths are hard if not impossible to get in. I had to wait so long to get my breath back a... Read more
Made it through Monday...
Tuesday, October 05, 2010      7 comments

Work is definitely stressing me out at the moment. I made it through Monday and today I am doing good so far. I am not sure what to do to keep from taking it in so much. My neck is tight my shoulders hurt and it is hard to breathe. I hat anx... Read more
Another week...
Monday, October 04, 2010      7 comments

Well I am off to work again this week... I am not looking forward to it. I know that people are upset with the company, unfortunately that means me in most of their eyes. I have been with the company for 11 years and allot of them assume that... Read more
Feeling better...
Sunday, October 03, 2010      7 comments

I am less stressed and way better today. I am proud to say that I did good eating yesterday too. I didn't exercise but I didn't eat bad either. Not looking forward to work this coming week. I hope it will be better but it is stressful closing... Read more
Made it through...
Saturday, October 02, 2010      11 comments

I had a really week at work. I have been so stressed that I am suffering from anxiety attacks. I feel like I can't breathe and I usually head for food which only makes it worse. Last night after work I was in the grips of a bad one so I tried... Read more
Woooooo Hoooooo!
Friday, October 01, 2010      12 comments

Thirty minutes! Thirty fricken minutes! It nearly killed me getting back to the house but I did it! I may have pushed a bit far last night but even though I was in pain almost to the point of tears, as I was limping into the house I was still t... Read more
A beautiful evening...
Thursday, September 30, 2010      7 comments

After I got home last night I got curious to see how far I was managing to go on my nightly ride so instead of parking my car I checked my odometer and drove my route. I was surprised to see that I was doing just over a mile one way! So that m... Read more
Things I would have missed...
Wednesday, September 29, 2010      12 comments

I went riding again last night and on the way home there was a mama dear with twin fawns grazing on the side of the road. It got me thinking about the things I would have missed if I hadn't been out riding a bike every day that I can. I wo... Read more

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