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Saying no to fun and adventure sucks...

Saturday, July 24, 2010      7 comments

I got invited to go to sundance with one of the indian tribes in our area. It is an honor just to be asked. You have to be invited and I was lucky enough to have some one think of me, and I had to say no. I can't sit on the ground because I w... Read more

Good love gone bad...

Friday, July 23, 2010      9 comments

I love food. All food. I love veggies and meat and all the healthy things, and all the bad things. I don't know if eating in moderation is something I am able to do at the moment...see previous blog...but I am not limiting my food choices or ... Read more

The cupcakes won...

Thursday, July 22, 2010      13 comments

I had a low moment yesterday...I had a friend who dropped cupcakes by the office for me. My first instinct was to send them home with my co-worker and I did offer her some to take home but she declined, so I took the whole dozen home. I was th... Read more

So far not screaming in pain...

Wednesday, July 21, 2010      8 comments

So hoping that the pain will not get so bad today. I am using the prescribed cream but still swollen and in pain, just not as bad. Will consider the day a success if I can make it through the entire day that way. LOL! So I bought a new ... Read more

They said I need surgery....

Tuesday, July 20, 2010      12 comments

So the pain got to the point that I couldn't stop crying and my pain threshold is pretty high. Not to mention the fact that I am almost 400 lbs and don't want anyone looking at my ass in clothes let alone naked and close up! They prescribed me... Read more

Embarrassing question need help...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010      12 comments

Okay so here it goes... I don't have health insurance and can't afford a doctor easily so thought I would ask all of you if you have had this problem and what you have done about it. I have the worst case of hemroids ever! It is so painful... Read more

My children are good reflectors...

Monday, July 19, 2010      7 comments

Sometimes it doesn't feel as though I have made much progress. I think that it feels about the same and that it still takes me to long to get where I am going figuratively and literally. Then my boys will say something like:" Today was the bes... Read more

They were right...

Sunday, July 18, 2010      5 comments

We had a blast yesterday in Olympia, but they were right there was no way I could have done the Bite of Seattle! I did however do way better than last year when we went to Oly for their birthday. I had my pedometer with me and I did almost 5oo... Read more

My boys...

Saturday, July 17, 2010      12 comments

My boys went to their dads for the last couple weeks and the first things they asked when they got home were: Did you lose weight? and Did you walk the track? The first answer was simple yes! The second answer as you know was not. I told them ... Read more

Not embarrassing your children: Priceless...

Friday, July 16, 2010      7 comments

Fitting into a smaller pant size $16.99 Going to the movie with your kids $30.00 Picking out a present for your childes birthday$$$$ Not having to worry about embarrassing your children... Priceless... I talked to my children this mo... Read more

The bite of Seattle...

Friday, July 16, 2010      3 comments

I have been considering taking my kids to the bite of Seattle for their birthday on Saturday. However it raises several questions that concern me. For all of you who don't know what it is, it's a festival at the Seattle Center where all the re... Read more

16 days!

Thursday, July 15, 2010      6 comments

What is 16 days you may be asking? Well it is my sparks streak for logging in! I have been on her for awhile now and that is my longest streak by far. I find if I make the commitment to be here it makes me keep weight loss as a focus for the... Read more

Looking in the mirror...

Wednesday, July 14, 2010      7 comments

You know how when people are anorexic and they look in the mirror all they see is a fat person? Well I don't see a skinny person when I look in the mirror but I do picture myself a lot thinner in my head. It is a bit of a shock seeing a pictur... Read more

This is a picture of me at my heaviest...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010      6 comments

I was at my nephew's wake surrounded by family. I hadn't seen the pics yet and just found them posted on the web. This was taken February 2009. I am just a hair under 50 lbs... Read more

Making things to eat...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010      5 comments

I have twin boys who are about to turn 15, and don't get me wrong when I say this next part cause I love them very much and I miss them lots when they are away, but cooking for me is way easier than cooking for three! This last week they have ... Read more

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