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Looking in the mirror...

Wednesday, July 14, 2010      7 comments

You know how when people are anorexic and they look in the mirror all they see is a fat person? Well I don't see a skinny person when I look in the mirror but I do picture myself a lot thinner in my head. It is a bit of a shock seeing a pictur... Read more

This is a picture of me at my heaviest...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010      6 comments

I was at my nephew's wake surrounded by family. I hadn't seen the pics yet and just found them posted on the web. This was taken February 2009. I am just a hair under 50 lbs... Read more

Making things to eat...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010      5 comments

I have twin boys who are about to turn 15, and don't get me wrong when I say this next part cause I love them very much and I miss them lots when they are away, but cooking for me is way easier than cooking for three! This last week they have ... Read more

Yep don't want to walk the track....

Monday, July 12, 2010      5 comments

So this morning I got up and guess what? I didn't go to the track today either. I have decided that I am just not into the track at the moment so I have changed my exercise. I am doing a four week challenge on the biggest loser for the Wii sy... Read more

Saturday a bust...

Sunday, July 11, 2010      4 comments

Well I didn't go to the track saturday but I did do some exercise at home and I got in some extra walking today. I have my sweat outfit laid out and ready for tomorrow and will be there in the morning. My eating stayed on track so overall not ... Read more

Simple words...

Saturday, July 10, 2010      7 comments

I have been very lucky to have found this site, and then to have wonderful people find me on this site. All the words of encouragement are really helping to keep me going, even when I really don't want to. It's funny to find that strangers wil... Read more

You in dreams...

Friday, July 09, 2010      4 comments

I had a dream last night, and you know how in your dreams, for me anyways, you are always skinny. You never get to see yourself but you just know that you are skinny. Well last night I had a dream in which I was losing weight. The coolest thi... Read more

Not enough hours in the day...really?

Thursday, July 08, 2010      7 comments

I used to think there were not enough hours in the day. I was so tired after I got home from work that I would watch tv or play on the internet until I fell asleep somewhere between ten and eleven at night. I decided that exercise at night aft... Read more

Good Grief!!

Wednesday, July 07, 2010      11 comments

I have a ring that is on my right hand index finger. It is really cute with heart out lines upside down and right side up creating a band where the design goes all the way around. Why is this important? Because this ring is really pissing me o... Read more

Keeping on track after a holiday...

Tuesday, July 06, 2010      3 comments

I walked yesterday, and I did pretty good on my eating. The sad thing is I ate to big of a diner last night. Why is that sad you ask? Well I was sitting there eating my diner and half way through I thought to myself I am full. I don't need th... Read more

Weigh in day did I do it?

Monday, July 05, 2010      4 comments

So after the holiday weekend I had to get on my scale first thing this morning and weigh myself. I am beginning to understand the reason people choose to weigh in on Wednesday or Friday instead. I did okay. I lost 2.14 lbs. I am shooting for... Read more

Skipped one did one...

Sunday, July 04, 2010      6 comments

I decided that I wasn't strong enough to do to celebrations this weekend. I am just two weeks in on this latest start and I know I am not strong enough to limit my eating. So I decided that I would only go to one of the parties I was invited t... Read more

Armed with a plan...

Saturday, July 03, 2010      2 comments

Thanks for the advice I hadn't thought of eating first before I go although that has been mentioned before. I have always looked forward to the food as a reason for going so now I'm at a loss for how to go without eating like I used too. One o... Read more

Weekend full of activities but I scared!

Friday, July 02, 2010      4 comments

I have been invited to a 15 year old mexican b-day party. I can't spell the what they call and need to specify because I am afraid of the food. One of my close friends and co-workers is mexican and she has really made me a part of the family. ... Read more

I want one of those!

Thursday, July 01, 2010      4 comments

I look on other peoples pages and I keep seeing these nifty "I lost 10 pounds on spark" or 25 or 50 you get the idea. How do you get one of those? I am jeleous, I'm down 40+ pounds and I don't have one....pout...pout....... Read more


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