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JUDDLL's Blogs

Monday, November 26, 2012      2 comments

I am so bloated. I think it is because I haven't been able to exercise as much as I would like. I am retaining my water something fierce. I think most of my weight gain is just from that. I am only up six now not eight. My feet are swollen a... Read more
Wednesday, November 21, 2012      5 comments

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and thus begins the holiday food parade. This time of year is hard for anyone trying to maintain or lose a few pounds. I love food. It is so hard to eat reasonably when there is so much around. Even snacking gets out... Read more
I feel drugged...
Tuesday, November 20, 2012      2 comments

You know that feeling you get when you cry so long your eyes just don't feel the same? I am sad. I feel like I don't want to smile and I am not really enjoying things very much. I feel tired and yet I can't sleep. The weather is bad and I just... Read more
Today was a rough day...
Saturday, November 17, 2012      4 comments

Saying good bye to good friends is always hard, but when it's under such horrific circumstances it is even harder. My heart goes out to both families. Loosing loved ones sucks. The thing I hate the most is the fighting after a loved one has p... Read more
I went to the party...
Friday, November 16, 2012      4 comments

I went to the party and did pretty good not bringing everybody down. The last hour was the worst. A friend of mine runs a support group for people who have experienced losses like this and I joined a couple months ago. I am still having a har... Read more
This site is my salvation...
Thursday, November 15, 2012      5 comments

At times like these when I can't talk to others I can come here and lay my heart out in all it's painful glory and know that someone is listening. It is freeing in a way that you just can't get with people you know in person. The support I get... Read more
Still reeling...
Wednesday, November 14, 2012      4 comments

I am still having trouble wrapping my head around things. I think it is because of the guilt I feel. I have just started crawling out of the hole of depression I have been in for the last few years. I just started reconnecting with friends an... Read more
Sometimes the world is senseless...
Tuesday, November 13, 2012      9 comments

This morning I am having trouble understanding the world. I had to go to Seattle yesterday to a doctors appointment. A friend of mine Mary Hoover was supposed to go with me but she got the flu. So I had called another friend of mine strangely... Read more
Lazy day...
Wednesday, November 07, 2012      6 comments

Other than going to my regular doctor for my blood check I did nothing. I just spent time at home and enjoyed a lazy day. In response to a question asked I am having surgery to remove kidney stones. Not elective I hate surgery and I don... Read more
New goal to start...
Wednesday, November 07, 2012      2 comments

Another Sparker that I recently for or rather they recently found me is doing a bike around the world goal. I thought this was a fantastic idea so I asked her how she knew how far she was going and letting her know I like to join in her goal. ... Read more
Sunday, November 04, 2012      2 comments

So I didn't hear from the doctor on Friday so I am going to give him another call in the morning. I am then going to attempt to get in another workout. It is killing me being at home and not working out. Depending on my pain level I am going ... Read more
Got in a bit of a workout...
Saturday, November 03, 2012      1 comments

My friends Britt and Alex asked me to go swimming with them tonight so I thought I would give it a try. I swam some laps and then I started hurting so bad that I just took it easy for the rest of the time. I am just happy that I got in the wat... Read more
Busy Busy Busy...
Monday, October 29, 2012      2 comments

I love this time of year. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays and this year I went out again for the first time in about 4 or 5 years. My friend Mary has really been a great additive to my life. I am so sorry we were separated for so lon... Read more
Had a great day yesterday...
Monday, October 22, 2012      3 comments

So I got my new ink and got the other retouched so it looks much better. This is the new one. Th... Read more
New Ink...
Saturday, October 20, 2012      3 comments

Since I hurt to bad right now to get in the pool I have decided to get some new ink! I need to turn this negative into a positive. I figure if I get my pain managed I could ride my bike for exercise instead of going to the pool until I can hav... Read more

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