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This site is my salvation...

Thursday, November 15, 2012      5 comments

At times like these when I can't talk to others I can come here and lay my heart out in all it's painful glory and know that someone is listening. It is freeing in a way that you just can't get with people you know in person. The support I get... Read more

Still reeling...

Wednesday, November 14, 2012      4 comments

I am still having trouble wrapping my head around things. I think it is because of the guilt I feel. I have just started crawling out of the hole of depression I have been in for the last few years. I just started reconnecting with friends an... Read more

Sometimes the world is senseless...

Tuesday, November 13, 2012      9 comments

This morning I am having trouble understanding the world. I had to go to Seattle yesterday to a doctors appointment. A friend of mine Mary Hoover was supposed to go with me but she got the flu. So I had called another friend of mine strangely... Read more

Lazy day...

Wednesday, November 07, 2012      6 comments

Other than going to my regular doctor for my blood check I did nothing. I just spent time at home and enjoyed a lazy day. In response to a question asked I am having surgery to remove kidney stones. Not elective I hate surgery and I don... Read more

New goal to start...

Wednesday, November 07, 2012      2 comments

Another Sparker that I recently for or rather they recently found me is doing a bike around the world goal. I thought this was a fantastic idea so I asked her how she knew how far she was going and letting her know I like to join in her goal. ... Read more


Sunday, November 04, 2012      2 comments

So I didn't hear from the doctor on Friday so I am going to give him another call in the morning. I am then going to attempt to get in another workout. It is killing me being at home and not working out. Depending on my pain level I am going ... Read more

Got in a bit of a workout...

Saturday, November 03, 2012      1 comments

My friends Britt and Alex asked me to go swimming with them tonight so I thought I would give it a try. I swam some laps and then I started hurting so bad that I just took it easy for the rest of the time. I am just happy that I got in the wat... Read more

Busy Busy Busy...

Monday, October 29, 2012      2 comments

I love this time of year. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays and this year I went out again for the first time in about 4 or 5 years. My friend Mary has really been a great additive to my life. I am so sorry we were separated for so lon... Read more

Had a great day yesterday...

Monday, October 22, 2012      3 comments

So I got my new ink and got the other retouched so it looks much better. This is the new one. Th... Read more

New Ink...

Saturday, October 20, 2012      3 comments

Since I hurt to bad right now to get in the pool I have decided to get some new ink! I need to turn this negative into a positive. I figure if I get my pain managed I could ride my bike for exercise instead of going to the pool until I can hav... Read more

The Urologist...

Friday, October 19, 2012      1 comments

So I have to go to Seattle to a different Urologist because of my weight they won't do the surgery hear. Which frankly I am okay with because I would rather not do anything major at our hospital. The kidney stone in the right kidney is about t... Read more

Finally some answers...

Monday, October 15, 2012      6 comments

Well I just got a call from my doctor and they are sending me to a urologist urgently. I several kidney stones in each kidney and they are too large to pass. So this means surgery. I don't know much more than that so far but this leaves me wi... Read more

Embarrasing day...

Sunday, October 14, 2012      11 comments

I went to the Y today to go down the water slide. Despite talking to three lifeguards about weather or not there was a weight limit and what it was if there was one, and being told by all three that there was not a weight limit, I climbed all t... Read more

So our local Y has a water slide...

Wednesday, October 10, 2012      2 comments

There is no weight limit on it. If you can climb the stairs and fit in the tube you can ride it. The last time I went down a water slide was when I was a senior in high school. There are 48 steps to reach the top. I know I can do that many s... Read more

What a great day...

Sunday, October 07, 2012      3 comments

Me and Trice my workout buddy decided to hit the road and take the bus out to Westport. I walked around the town for over 2 and a half hours. I went up an observation tower two levels. I think I could have gone up to the third and final level... Read more

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