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Today was a rough day...

Saturday, November 17, 2012      4 comments

Saying good bye to good friends is always hard, but when it's under such horrific circumstances it is even harder. My heart goes out to both families. Loosing loved ones sucks. The thing I hate the most is the fighting after a loved one has p... Read more

I went to the party...

Friday, November 16, 2012      4 comments

I went to the party and did pretty good not bringing everybody down. The last hour was the worst. A friend of mine runs a support group for people who have experienced losses like this and I joined a couple months ago. I am still having a har... Read more

This site is my salvation...

Thursday, November 15, 2012      5 comments

At times like these when I can't talk to others I can come here and lay my heart out in all it's painful glory and know that someone is listening. It is freeing in a way that you just can't get with people you know in person. The support I get... Read more

Still reeling...

Wednesday, November 14, 2012      4 comments

I am still having trouble wrapping my head around things. I think it is because of the guilt I feel. I have just started crawling out of the hole of depression I have been in for the last few years. I just started reconnecting with friends an... Read more

Sometimes the world is senseless...

Tuesday, November 13, 2012      9 comments

This morning I am having trouble understanding the world. I had to go to Seattle yesterday to a doctors appointment. A friend of mine Mary Hoover was supposed to go with me but she got the flu. So I had called another friend of mine strangely... Read more

Lazy day...

Wednesday, November 07, 2012      6 comments

Other than going to my regular doctor for my blood check I did nothing. I just spent time at home and enjoyed a lazy day. In response to a question asked I am having surgery to remove kidney stones. Not elective I hate surgery and I don... Read more

New goal to start...

Wednesday, November 07, 2012      2 comments

Another Sparker that I recently for or rather they recently found me is doing a bike around the world goal. I thought this was a fantastic idea so I asked her how she knew how far she was going and letting her know I like to join in her goal. ... Read more

Tomorrow...

Sunday, November 04, 2012      2 comments

So I didn't hear from the doctor on Friday so I am going to give him another call in the morning. I am then going to attempt to get in another workout. It is killing me being at home and not working out. Depending on my pain level I am going ... Read more

Got in a bit of a workout...

Saturday, November 03, 2012      1 comments

My friends Britt and Alex asked me to go swimming with them tonight so I thought I would give it a try. I swam some laps and then I started hurting so bad that I just took it easy for the rest of the time. I am just happy that I got in the wat... Read more

Busy Busy Busy...

Monday, October 29, 2012      2 comments

I love this time of year. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays and this year I went out again for the first time in about 4 or 5 years. My friend Mary has really been a great additive to my life. I am so sorry we were separated for so lon... Read more

Had a great day yesterday...

Monday, October 22, 2012      3 comments

So I got my new ink and got the other retouched so it looks much better. This is the new one. Th... Read more

New Ink...

Saturday, October 20, 2012      3 comments

Since I hurt to bad right now to get in the pool I have decided to get some new ink! I need to turn this negative into a positive. I figure if I get my pain managed I could ride my bike for exercise instead of going to the pool until I can hav... Read more

The Urologist...

Friday, October 19, 2012      1 comments

So I have to go to Seattle to a different Urologist because of my weight they won't do the surgery hear. Which frankly I am okay with because I would rather not do anything major at our hospital. The kidney stone in the right kidney is about t... Read more

Finally some answers...

Monday, October 15, 2012      6 comments

Well I just got a call from my doctor and they are sending me to a urologist urgently. I several kidney stones in each kidney and they are too large to pass. So this means surgery. I don't know much more than that so far but this leaves me wi... Read more

Embarrasing day...

Sunday, October 14, 2012      11 comments

I went to the Y today to go down the water slide. Despite talking to three lifeguards about weather or not there was a weight limit and what it was if there was one, and being told by all three that there was not a weight limit, I climbed all t... Read more


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