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Day three and I am here even earlier!

Sunday, January 23, 2011      7 comments

So I did it. After I got off line yesterday I stayed in my chair and acted like a piece of the furniture. Then I had to get up to pee and I thought man it would only take a few seconds to do something that I can post as an exercise and feel be... Read more

Day two and I am here again...

Saturday, January 22, 2011      4 comments

I logged on today again. It took me all day but I am here. I rarely get into a depressed mood so I am not sure why I have descended into this funk. I just read through all the nice comments on my last blog entry and it was very encouraging. ... Read more


Saturday, January 22, 2011      13 comments

I am depressed board out of work and have let all the progress that I had made go up in smoke. I signed on awhile back and even set my home page as the spark website. I just get on everyday and see if I can get it to load a different page befo... Read more

Okay I am depressed...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010      9 comments

I have internet now and I can't even talk myself into coming here to check in. I have been eating but not as bad as I have in the past, what worries me most right now is that my chair has taken on the shape of my ass. I don't move and that is ... Read more

I have internet!

Thursday, November 25, 2010      11 comments

I am back. We are already getting snow and really cold weather. My internet seems a bit spotty but that is so okay. I need to make an effort to be here everyday because the struggle is winning at the moment. I need to get it back under contr... Read more


Friday, November 12, 2010      9 comments

Lord this is such a struggle lately. I am not sure when my home internet will be connected but hopefully soon. I have talked to my ex and now I have to wait on his time schedule and all of you who have ex's out there know what that means! LOL!... Read more

I love you guys!

Tuesday, November 09, 2010      7 comments

Not only did a lot of my regular peeps comment on my blog but I had three new people stop by with words of encouragement too. When I am struggling you always give me words of encouragement. I have been so stressed you wouldn't believe it and w... Read more

Falling off the wagon...

Monday, November 08, 2010      15 comments

Not only have I fallen off the wagon but I sat on my ass watching it disappear over the horizon while stuffing my face! I didn't even make an attempt to get back on. Today was my wake up call I found my scale and got on it to discover that in ... Read more

I hate not logging in daily...

Tuesday, October 26, 2010      6 comments

I really love the encouragement that I get from everyone hear at this site. I really miss not being able to log in daily. I am going to see what I can do about getting an internet connection in my new place. I don't know if I will be able to ... Read more

My plan for moving forward...

Thursday, October 21, 2010      15 comments

The landlord does not like dishes because he thinks they make the property look messy. I got the approval but with many restrictions. I have been thinking though that I may go ahead and switch to comcast anyways. I don't need as many channels... Read more

Dish or not to Dish?

Tuesday, October 19, 2010      8 comments

So I found out that the law allows me to have satellite television even in an apartment whether the landlord likes it or not. The dish company sent me the rules so that I could give them to the landlord and get dish. The problem is do I rock t... Read more


Monday, October 18, 2010      7 comments

Spent the weekend clearing out all the non essentials and getting them over to the new apartment. I have too much crap. I am taking the time to go through stuff and get rid of allot of junk as I go. I am trying not to take stuff with me that ... Read more

I think I am almost to a plan...

Thursday, October 14, 2010      9 comments

I really am trying to make the best choice in regards to my future. I want to open my life back up and have fun again. I want to enjoy the time that I have here, because I know every moment is precious. I have to do some leg work and research... Read more

Life changing moment...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010      10 comments

Yesterday I had someone point out to me that I am in a life changing moment, and if you can recognize that your in one, you can direct the change. So what does that mean to me.... I have been thinking about that since he mentioned it. I see t... Read more

I gained one pound and I am grateful...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010      8 comments

I remembered to weigh in this morning and I am up one pound. However during a time like this in the past I would have been up ten in a week so I am grateful. I am still looking forward to my new apartment. I can't wait to get the key. I am g... Read more

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