On the last day.......
Of this year I sit and reflect, not of events but of another time. My entire life I have kept a journal- of hopes, dreams,ups and downs- to show life might be awful today but so full tomorrow. That hope and joy would always come back. And come b... Read more
In the words of Velvet Revolver-"Its been a long year........"
It's been a little over a year now since the morning I got up and COULDN'T get up. So much has changed. I could write all I've lost OR I could tell you the amazing turn my life has taken!!! I can get up each day and ,barring the monthly drs appo... Read more
90 days of Summer
Its been about three months since my last entry. Since then Ive gone from city girl back to the farm life I ran screaming from so many years ago. Thanx to the love and persieverence of my wonderful brother, Ive gone from a helpless lump on the f... Read more
Now this is just annoying..............
Im sitting here very bummed this morning. Last night my very favorite band in the world, KoRn, played a venue about 50 miles away. Did I have the money for the ticket? YES! Did I have a great outfit to wear?YES! But I got this crazy hip that jus... Read more
I miss getting up at the @$$crack of dawn to pray, workout and get ready for work. I miss the quiet in the kitchen while I go around and turn everything on. Changing into my cook clogs and unlocking all the coolers. Starting the laundry and brin... Read more
The Saddest Times....
Some of the saddest times have happened to me in the past two months. Number one, of course, was waking up to not being able to put any weight on my left hip without pain shooting up my spine. Im an on the go kind of person anyway.I work a high ... Read more
Worshiping Satan in the Autozone?????
Last week I went into auto zone to get some parts for my truck. While I was waiting my turn in line, I noticed a girl next to me. Very pregnant, she was wearing a long sweater, a long denim skirt and Birkenstocks. I wanted to ask her about her b... Read more
LIVING THE DREAM!
Yesterday I spent the afternoon doing a photoshoot for my business website! If you wouldve asked me two years ago if I would be where I am in my life, I would have laughed in your face. Sad,alienated, forlorn,letting cancer take my life one bit ... Read more
Autumn- my favorite time of year!
And so its autumn , I love it so much! The blue blue sky against the orange orange leaves. School clothes, football, hockey, no more things from the garden that I have to can, freeze ordry far into the night after Ive worked all day.Going to Le... Read more
Oh sweet vampire weather!!
Its softly raining out this am. I LOVE IT!! Not only is it so "vampire weather" as my friend puts it, I cant walk in the rain ha ha!! Never pretend I love it, I do it because I know its good for the end result!! 10 pounds are gone!!!! I cant bel... Read more
Could NOT have been any worse!
Have had the week from hell! Hope that now that its a new one ,the curse is off! Maybe Elvirakitties has something in her bag of tricks for that!
Monday I had to go to the dr. My ND lives in Canada so it was a trip over the bridge. My tumor ... Read more
Im a what......?
Ah end of week two. Have lost another two pounds!! Bitter victory, Im starving and I look no different....This week was one for the archives! Sunday pm I go for my walk.Since I had been planting flowers all am, I just jumped into a skirt with th... Read more
Ah,end of first week...
Feel like I fell down a rabbit hole and into wonderland here. Needed to find motivation . After having moved from the area for three years, I came back to no friends. Everyone had moved on without me.Cancer came and took up all my time energy an... Read more