1 month to change :(
I went for my diabetes check up and my doctor told me that I have to get my blood sugars down or I will have to go on insulin. There is no more chances, this is it.
I know I've said this before and for awhile I was doing good, in fact my A1c ... Read more
Gods blessings :)
Wow! In one day GOD answered my prayers.
I went for an interview for a different job, and everything I wanted and prayer about was given. I have the work shift I need the pay rate is exactly what I wanted, and the words I wanted to hear were s... Read more
Where is my place? :(
It's been a long month since April and I've just recently started working. The thing is, that I am not happy :( and my emotions are in such turmoil because of another big financial mistake I've done. I am trying to help my family get through it ... Read more
So my Birthday has passed and I am now 42. It feels so good when friends tell me that I'm still just a baby :) and it's because they are in their 50s and 60s. I just love them for that. It makes me feel like I still got time to do what I must, a... Read more
Such turmoil :(
GOD, I need you more now than ever.....Please
Last week my nephew tried to commit suicide, and he is now at a behaviorial health center. One of my Aunts who had been sick has passed away, ( which is a blessing for her as she was very tired) an... Read more
Well I went to my TOPS weighin yesterday and I knew it wasn't going to be good. I had a gain of 2.25, making it my highest weight ever at 319. I know that constipation has a lot to do with it and I am dealing with that now. I also know my eating... Read more
My Weightloss Prayer
Prayer For Dieters
Lord God, it is said that every journey begins with
one step. For this reason I bring to You my request that
You help me to start to lose weight. Help me to take
the first step to restoration.
I have watc... Read more
I'm Ready :)
I'm ready to move forward, in my weight efforts, in my school, in my faith.
I will exercise daily 15-45 minutes per day, I will have my milk & fruit servings daily, I will journal everything daily. I will do my homework, I will read my Bibl... Read more
My angel RILEY
Last as I was going to bed and I felt so sad, while thinking of my son and I wanted so bad just to hug him. I asked GOD why, why can't I just hold him one more time? Then I remembered this little bean bag lizard that my son had given me and i... Read more
A miracle! almost :S
I stepped on the scale the other day and it said 273! not I know that couldn't be true, but my thoughts turned YES! I could happen. So I know things are not impossible I can and will get down that weight, I will make one of my short term goals,... Read more
As each day passes, I am seeing the hope that my Lord, has given and I am ready to live forward.
I am doing my best to not let myself fall in to dispair as their are many who need my help. I know I must get my body in the best possible shape s... Read more
Take A Pill
Take a pill!
I wish all of life were that easy. Take a pill to be
Happy, energized, motivated, not sad, not hungry.
BUT it's not.
I did take a pill to help me sleep last night, and I do feel a little better today. BUT, my sadness stil... Read more
In my mind, I have so many messages of Love from my baby boy RILEY and from my Lord GOD. How do I express and share that with others is my question, but I do my best when I can.
From my dreams these words/items I remember:
family - Lydia,... Read more
Remembering my son RILEY
Remembering my son RILEY
Friday, March 3, 2006
It was a cool crisp morning when GOD called to RILEY.
Even though he wanted to stay he knew he had to leave, for Angels were waiting to take Him to Heavens pearly gates.
He heard his mot... Read more
JESUS take the wheel :(
As the day draws nearer (Friday March 2) I am falling into such dispair. I have lost sight of hope, No I FEEL like there is no hope.
I miss my baby boy so much that, all I want now is to go there to Heaven to be with him. I know it is impossi... Read more
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