My angel RILEY
Last as I was going to bed and I felt so sad, while thinking of my son and I wanted so bad just to hug him. I asked GOD why, why can't I just hold him one more time? Then I remembered this little bean bag lizard that my son had given me and i... Read more
A miracle! almost :S
I stepped on the scale the other day and it said 273! not I know that couldn't be true, but my thoughts turned YES! I could happen. So I know things are not impossible I can and will get down that weight, I will make one of my short term goals,... Read more
As each day passes, I am seeing the hope that my Lord, has given and I am ready to live forward.
I am doing my best to not let myself fall in to dispair as their are many who need my help. I know I must get my body in the best possible shape s... Read more
Take A Pill
Take a pill!
I wish all of life were that easy. Take a pill to be
Happy, energized, motivated, not sad, not hungry.
BUT it's not.
I did take a pill to help me sleep last night, and I do feel a little better today. BUT, my sadness stil... Read more
In my mind, I have so many messages of Love from my baby boy RILEY and from my Lord GOD. How do I express and share that with others is my question, but I do my best when I can.
From my dreams these words/items I remember:
family - Lydia,... Read more
Remembering my son RILEY
Remembering my son RILEY
Friday, March 3, 2006
It was a cool crisp morning when GOD called to RILEY.
Even though he wanted to stay he knew he had to leave, for Angels were waiting to take Him to Heavens pearly gates.
He heard his mot... Read more
JESUS take the wheel :(
As the day draws nearer (Friday March 2) I am falling into such dispair. I have lost sight of hope, No I FEEL like there is no hope.
I miss my baby boy so much that, all I want now is to go there to Heaven to be with him. I know it is impossi... Read more
There are many things that have happened in the past few weeks, most are good.
My car is finally done (should be here today)
I have started my online class (I need to do some catchup tho)
I love going to Curves (except misse... Read more
Good Things :)
I just couldn't get to the computer this past week but some good things have happened.
For me, I lost 3.25 pounds, also started school.
For my husband, he got new tires for his truck.
For my oldest son, he is out of jail.
For my daughter... Read more
Every onuce counts :)
I went to my TOPS group yesterday and had a 3/4 pound loss :) WooHoo! I am going the right way.
Ok not assessments, I know I could have done better in the exercising because I only did 3 days of walking, also those carbs just call me every... Read more
What GOD has given
I am so very thankful for everything GOD has given me. From the smallest to the largest of things. From the sorrow to the joy also, for my family and friends.
I am comforted, and have more understanding for my grief. I also understand more abo... Read more
Measurements & Curves
Well here are my measurements for the beginning of 2007
Bust 59 1/2
Abs 58 1/2
Arms 17 1/2
Well I did it, I joined Curves, or a... Read more
Wow, that is so cool :)
I am very greatful, because I was needing that motivational boost. I was feeling sad yesterday, or on New Years eve. It was just the previous year that my son RILEY and I were at home when that midnight hour struck and ... Read more
Dreams & Stuff
I had a dream the other day about my Beloved Mom, and she was getting upset with me because she thought I was drinking and partying. Although I would never do this, but in my dream I was with my neices who did. I guess it hurts to see my mom ups... Read more
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I did a bad thing and again I pay for it. I gambled money that I could have used elsewhere and I am feeling such guilt. It is a failure that I just can't get over. I didn't make us poor, but it bothers me. My excuse, is that for a few hours it t... Read more