i do feel incredibly blessed..and i was raised in a Christian home....
and i was taught to believe in God..and i guess i sort of do..... just not maybe 100% like the Christian God........
i don't want to offend anybody and i KNOW that God... Read more
today is my oldest son's 22nd birthday......he just graduated from college and is in good health.... i also have a fantastic 17 year old who will be 18 in July and hardest of all for me to believe..i have a 14 year old!
my baby! 14!
th... Read more
i am in pain due to my pelvic prolapses
i am getting fatter by the minute possibly due the side effects of medications
one of my dogs is having liver problems
my 17 year old is going to be joining the Marines
i need to think about the... Read more
yeah....i am wearing a dress i hadn't worn in quite a while... i am ready to go out to eat this Thanksgiving.. a nice vegan feast...... (not raw though obviously)...
well.....i am not as happy about being able to fit into my old clothes ag... Read more
i talked to my Voc Rehab counselor and told her what my psychiatrist said... now she is reluctant to do anything without my pyschiatrist's approval..
sighs... i don't think i am that crazy..am i ?
i really feel like... Read more
as all of you know i lost the NTI/IRS job after four days in training... well that hit me hard emotionally as i had been trying to get that job since May.. sending in all sorts of paper work and jumping through hoops...etc....
anyway...toda... Read more
this morning.....i feel a lot better.. i remembered how we have fun doing anything together....
like...we are silly together and wrestle around on the bed.... (nonsexually and then sexually sometimes)...we play thumb war......
when we ... Read more
he is feeling better today after getting that all off his chest...
me i am feeling very depressed.....
the sad thing is..he might be right. we might not have anything in common anymore..
and we try to think of things to do together and ... Read more
so ...last night..my husband starts talking to me.....and he says we have nothing in common anymore...... and that he feels a certain sense of inevitability ...he says that he isn't happy and that i am probably not happy either.. (i am happy dam... Read more
i did a whole yoga class Wednesday...til i was like a pool of water on my mat......
today i managed to do 14 whole minutes of yoga at home to a DVD before i crapped out..(quit from being very tired)
the wanna be yoga tea... Read more
today has not been a very good day
my youngest son went back home yesterday :(
today i have been running a fever and my joints have felt like they are on fire! i could barely walk!
i have spent most of today in bed..... and i think i... Read more
today i need to change my ticker.. in the DOWN direction... i had been weighing in between 195 to 200 all last week.... but today i made it to 194.2! not a lot of weight lost.... but i am just glad the ticker is moving in the right direction..
... Read more
so it was all good and within normal limits!
haven't gotten my hormone results yet (estrogen) so i won't know about that for another couple of weeks....
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even though the nurse who drew my blood yesterday said i would have my results in the morning....last i checked...they hadn't come in yet.... and now it is 5:30 so i guess i have to wait a whole weekend...
also i mentioned to the... Read more