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Sunday, March 15, 2015      2 comments

So for some reason I can't stop taking my mask off. Its getting frustrating. How is this therapy supposed to work if I don't use the mask? I am just getting so frustrated. When I use it, it sorta works. Anyone with ideas on how I can k... Read more
So tired
Friday, March 13, 2015      3 comments

So it's been a week since I got my c-pap machine and honestly I feel worse. I am so incredibly tired all day long. I will admit that I don't always wear the mask all night long but it's not all my fault though. I swear somehow in the mi... Read more
Thursday, March 05, 2015      1 comments

Just got my c-pap machine 2 days ago....or is it 3....tonight will be the 3rd night i will use it. I have a lot of getting used to it to go I feel. The noise is minimal so that isn't the problem. The pressure is fine so that's not it either. ... Read more
Saturday, October 25, 2014      1 comments

Well this past week was my first week working over time. I clocked in 60 hours at work including some today. I'm tired.....really tired and was sitting most of the week but I feel good at the same time. I feel bad that I have not been on he... Read more
Tuesday blues
Tuesday, October 14, 2014      3 comments

For some reason today is a crabby depression high day for me. I don't know why either. I may not be loosing weight since I started working but I certainly feel better about myself. Those with depression will understand this but I am taking be... Read more
Welcome Monday
Monday, October 13, 2014      0 comments

So it's been over a year now since my surgery's to my ankles. I have been wearing heals to work and it feels good. My left ankle isn't always so happy about it but thats ok it's doing good all things considered. Well this morning I wittnessed... Read more
Welcome Friday
Friday, October 10, 2014      0 comments

It's Friday..... And after my breakfast as soon as I got to work I have opened up a soda. It's my morning....ok....all day coffee. I don't really like coffee so I drink soda....most specifically Mountain Dew. I know I know the worst of a... Read more
1.5 weeks in
Wednesday, October 08, 2014      3 comments

I have been back to work for 1 1/2 weeks now and although it's mostly just training and therefore a lot of waiting to get access and what not I am enjoying myself. For the most part I seem to be sleeping better at night. Not all the time but m... Read more
Monday, October 06, 2014      2 comments

Well last week I started my job. For the last 5 years I have been a stay at home Mom and now I am a working Mom. My kids are 7 and 11 so they aren't babies anymore, and to be honest it feels really good to go to work every day. Even if I am n... Read more
Saturday not so blues
Saturday, June 14, 2014      0 comments

For once in a while I don't really feel the Saturday blues. I mean don't get me wrong I don't feel all chipper or energetic either but I don't really feel like I just want to lay around all day either. I am taking that as a good sign. I can't... Read more
Seeing the light - finally
Friday, June 13, 2014      4 comments

Although I keep getting thrown curve balls I seem to be able to hit some of them and am beginning to see the light at the end of this very long tunnel. The house is that's one check of my very long list. The realtor is on her ... Read more
Tuesday, June 10, 2014      1 comments

Things are going ok for me. The house has been cleaned so that helps a lot in everyday feelings. There is still a lot more that needs to be done and going on but I am slowly starting to feel a little better. Now if I could just get some much... Read more
Coming along
Monday, June 02, 2014      0 comments

So I broke down and hired some cleaners to come to my house cause I need to get it cleaned and on the market. My depression is still strong but I am having a few more good days than bad. And that is a good thing. I have gained some weig... Read more
Slowly but surely
Thursday, May 01, 2014      0 comments

I am starting to feel better every day. I have been using essential oils to help with my depression and they seem to be working. On the days that I use them I do feel just that much better. Not always a lot but enough. I am nearing the end o... Read more
Better but not
Saturday, March 29, 2014      3 comments

Well things are getting easier to deal with. I have decided to take a few weeks off from watching my niece and nephew so that I can get things done around the house. I think it will help with my stress levels a little too. We will see.... Read more

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