Wednesday, March 31, 2010      0 comments

Well, I haven't been on for awhile. Truth be told I've been having ups n downs. Sleep issues at night, Hormonal issues from all the different treatments and well....as I walk on the treadmill I'm still trying to get back on track. Anyone ... Read more
A prayer answered and a means to walk.
Saturday, March 13, 2010      2 comments

What a delightful way to wake up! The other day I was talking to my husband about weight gain. There have been several reasons we've both been gaining weight, but one is the stress and deep sadness we've felt over the loss of our infant... Read more
Why I DON'T support March Of Dimes for Infant Loss (as a grieving parent myself)
Friday, March 12, 2010      4 comments

While they have "some" good intentions, their politically "in bed" and have an agenda and it's NOT to help those of us in the community who've lost their children through miscarriage and preterm birth or infant loss. Take a look at the email th... Read more
Our Meeting Is Thursday
Tuesday, March 09, 2010      3 comments

Well, the day is getting closer. The day we meet with the hospital and discuss with the Board of Directors issues we see within the hospital that need to be changed, some policies that could be tweaked and organization between inter-departments... Read more
Make A Difference Or Give In To Helplessness? A Human Choice.
Thursday, March 04, 2010      2 comments

((sigh)) This has been such a process. Grieving. Those of you who've lost a loved one can certainely understand. Watching a child as he or she passes to heaven is just unthinkable no matter how old they are. I'm finding more and more that... Read more
Celebrating Our Son
Tuesday, February 23, 2010      3 comments

Today is my due date. The day Doug and I had dreamed for quite some time. Instead of dwelling on the crushed hopes and dreams we had for Jackson Jeffrey, I decided I wanted ... Read more
EXCELLENT Day Today...
Friday, February 19, 2010      2 comments

For the first time since the miscarriage, I woke up at 830am this morning. I had a nice breakfast with fiber and decided I needed to make a chiropractic appointment for an adjustment. He got me right in since my neck and back have been hurting.... Read more
Ho hum
Thursday, February 18, 2010      2 comments

Not too much going on here. I think I'm fluctating. Mainly because my moods are up n down. The Dr. said once the insulin levels go up, I'll be more hungry. I think it's in combination with hormones right now. I'm moody and holding on to carb... Read more
Praise God!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010      2 comments

So many things have taken place over the past couple of days. We are moving forward to try to have another baby. I miss Jackson, he'll NEVER be forgotten or replaced. While we miss him dearly, we're hoping to give him a brother or sister here... Read more
Barrel Of Nerves But Looking Ahead with Joy
Sunday, February 14, 2010      1 comments

Goodness it's been a few days since I've last been here at Sparks. With all the appointments, our Anniversary and Valentines Day things have been pretty busy. Tomorrow is our appointment with the OB. I have to say I'm a barrel of nerves. ... Read more
Another Dr.'s appointment, A Faithful Prayer For A Baby and Clearing The Mind
Wednesday, February 10, 2010      1 comments

Things are getting pretty busy around here these days. I seem to have quite a few Dr.'s appointments and I'm honestly starting to like the new team I have who are working together. Today I met with my new Primary Care physician. I absolut... Read more
9 Years Ago Today....
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      7 comments

I married my best friend. Those days, Love was young and had no bounderies. It was falling inlove with my friend and living happily ever after. Pastor mentioned in o... Read more
Out Sick for the weekend
Friday, February 05, 2010      2 comments

Well, I'm pretty sick today. Coughing up a bit of blood. So I called the Dr. and made an appointment for Monday. Hopefully it's just a rough cough. I do have a sinus infection and my face and head feel as though a Mac truck hit me. S... Read more
A HUGE barrier is being climbed
Thursday, February 04, 2010      0 comments

Today I called the hospital and spoke with the CEO's executive secretary Wendy. I did this to get the ball rolling on a promise I made when we watched our son go home to be with Jesus. This is a HUGE emotional and spiritual obsticle for me... Read more
Little of This N That
Wednesday, February 03, 2010      2 comments

This is my second week of 50 thousand units of Vitamin D. I have to say that my mind feels more clear and I'm finding with each day, a new joyful spirit. Not sure if I mentioned this in the past couple of entries, but I'm noticing that there a... Read more

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