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Twenty pounds gone but in search of self esteem
Wednesday, January 27, 2016      8 comments

I know I should be so happy that I have lost twenty pounds and I am dont get me wrong but it took me 6 months because I backtracked during the holidays. I know that I started this journey from a bad place feeling like my hubby was not attracted ... Read more
Christmas over back to my
Saturday, December 26, 2015      0 comments

Goals!! Setting new goals for the next few days while I'm on vacation. First back to drinking diet soda no more dr pepper. Next going to do my walk workout for thirty minutes and keep going for at least 5 days. Ok that's it for goals right now I... Read more
getting back to it after being sick..
Tuesday, October 20, 2015      4 comments

Last week was a long week and though there's allot of stress in my life I'm going to channel it into a positive direction. Worked out tonight and one other time while being sick. My confidence is still shot and need to get my body and mind to a ... Read more
Thursday, October 08, 2015      2 comments

Today i finally stopped drinking soda so proud that i made this decision and stuck to it if it weren't for succeeding at my first goal i wouldn't be making more goals. So happy in my near future i will be healthy and strong and sexy. I can't wai... Read more
one month later
Wednesday, October 07, 2015      1 comments

Well finally got to weigh myself and gained five pounds even though i worked out all that Dr pepper caught up to me. The good news is because I've been working out I've been paying more attention to what i eat or drink so i caught my main proble... Read more
Tuesday, October 06, 2015      11 comments

One of the hardest things for me right now besides giving up soda is having low self esteem I'm not feeling confident in my relationship and we've been together for almost 13 years. I'm feeling like he might and probably does not find me attract... Read more
new goals
Monday, October 05, 2015      4 comments

Well its time to give up soda I'm going to cut it out of my diet this week starting tomorrow i know its going to be hard and i may have to supplement diet soda or tea so the caffeine withdrawals aren't so bad. I'm scared though just because its ... Read more
New me
Saturday, October 03, 2015      5 comments

I got 15 workouts under my belt i feel like its a start and its great because I've been on the verge of gaining more than ever. I'm starting to feel a little more confident and energetic but my mind is still pretty negative. I'm not giving up th... Read more
Week one Check in
Tuesday, October 21, 2014      4 comments

Well I am proud to say that I completed one week and I met my goals this week. I am on day seven of walking ten minutes and I have been on sp everyday reading and chatting with people. Last week my goals were ten min of fitness daily and get mor... Read more
always starting again waiting for the day i finally get this right...
Saturday, October 11, 2014      2 comments

well today I feel ok upon waking up though my back has hurt so much this week at work and I think that its from me not getting enough exercise at all and just being lazy in general. I am using the sp app so that I can be more aware my calories ... Read more
once again starting over but this time taking it slow and giving myself a chance to succeed
Wednesday, August 06, 2014      2 comments

well I am definitely putting weight on and for me to maintain my heavy butt I need a little over 2000 cals and I know for a fact that I have been eating closer to 4000 cals a day and that is scary in one year I could put on a good 20 more pound... Read more
July 2014 new start but the right kind of start
Monday, July 21, 2014      2 comments

well today I went and took kids to the park and then I walked to the store twice today once after I took the kids. I got pretty hot and drank some water gonna make a point to drink some more before bed. I read something from Maria menunoes about... Read more
A new start
Sunday, August 14, 2011      2 comments

I am starting over again or better yet i am just rededicating myself to my program. Not that ive been doing bad cause i am very proud of my exercising and how strong i am already! Im just ready to give more of myself to my program and pay better... Read more
Back to where I started
Saturday, August 13, 2011      0 comments

Feeling a little down nout lately and i have been exercising now for almost 3 months!!!!Which is awesome!!!!!!!!!Ive got goget myself out of this bad mood all the time it does not take much and i am upset and ruining my day.What can i do to chan... Read more
thought for the day
Friday, June 05, 2009      1 comments

a man who wants something will find a way and a man that doesnt will not... i do tend to focus alot on all the obstacles that lay ahead of me..never just knowing that i can get around all of them and they are not even worth the time that i ... Read more

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