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GINGERRA1980
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AN ODE TO SLEEP
Friday, March 11, 2011      1 comments

Sleep is something I want so bad...It eludes me like I have a rash...Shutting my eyes is surreal...Hoping to dream...Hoping not to feel...Sleep it taunts me as I sit here...I fight with it like I'm a school girl...O' dear sleep come to me with n... Read more
WHAT A CRAZY WEEK!!
Thursday, March 10, 2011      3 comments

I HAVE HAD NO TIME TO THINK LET ALONE WORK OUT...ITS FUNNY I WORK ON CALL IN THE KEYS..BUT MY FRIEND HAS HAD ME RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO GET MY MIND OFF OF STRESS..I HAVE NOT DONE ANY OF THE THINGS I NEED TO DO..I REALLY NEED TO MAKE A "TO DO" L... Read more
I JUST HUMILIATED MYSELF...
Sunday, March 06, 2011      4 comments

FROM MY LAST BLOG I WENT AND DID SOMETHING STUPID...I CRIED AND BEGGED FOR HIM...AFTER I SAW HE WAS HAVING FUN AND HE WENT TO A GIRLS HOUSE THAT I HATE AND POSTED PIX...I GOT ANGRY AND CALLED HIM AND CRIED BUT OF COURSE HE NEVER ANSWERED AND I T... Read more
I AM SO SAD...
Saturday, March 05, 2011      10 comments

I KNOW THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WEIGHT BUT I CAN NOT HOLD IT IN NO MORE...THE MAN THAT I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH...I HAD TO BREAK UP WITH. IT SUCKS BECAUSE I MISS HIM AND I AM GOING NUTS. BUT I KNOW HE WAS BEING TOO SELFISH AND LYING...HE BETRA... Read more
BROKE MY PLATEAU!!
Wednesday, March 02, 2011      11 comments

I FINALLY BROKE MY PLATEAU AFTER 3 WEEKS BEING STUCK AT 264! I KNOW IT'S ONLY ONE POUND BUT I COULD CARE LESS!..LOL! I AM UBER HAPPY THAT I BROKE THROUGH IT AND STUCK TO IT..I DID NOT GIVE IN TO THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT LOSING! LAST SUMMER I DID ... Read more
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU (POEM)
Tuesday, March 01, 2011      2 comments

For those who do not know I am a writer on my spare time. I write many different types of poems. The first poem I wrote I was 10. I have written many many poems and maybe the ones that aren't so risky I will share here..lol! I hope you enjoy thi... Read more
SparkPeople Appointment Reminder - TELL YOURSELF YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
Friday, February 25, 2011      18 comments

Hello! You asked us to send you a reminder about the following appointment. TELL YOURSELF YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL on 2/25/2011 at 8:00:00 AM Comments: IN THE MIRROR So yesterday I felt so not myself and stressed out as th... Read more
I HAD NO IDEA ....UGH!
Thursday, February 24, 2011      7 comments

WHY DID THIS PROJECT GET ME DOWN! I DECIDED TO DO THE VISUAL MOTIVATOR...AND I GOT SO UPSET AND FRUSTRATED AND SAD...I WAS CRYING! I CAN'T SEE MYSELF LOOKING FIT FOR SOME REASON...I CAN'T SEE HOW I CAN EVEN BE MY OLD SELF LET ALONE SOME ONE ELSE... Read more
CAN I JUST BOTTLE THE STUFF...
Monday, February 21, 2011      4 comments

IF I COULD JUST BOTTLE THE ENERGY MY 4 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER HAS...I PROMISE YOU I WOULD GIVE IT AWAY TO THE MAJORITY OF THE SPARK WORLD!! UNBELIEVABLE HOW MUCH RUNNING AROUND SHE DOES IN A DAY..I FELT EXTRA TIRED TODAY OR ELSE I WOULD HAVE TAKEN HE... Read more
I AM NERVOUS ABOUT WHO I WILL BE....
Sunday, February 20, 2011      8 comments

I HAVE NOT BEEN THIN IN YEARS!! LAST TIME I WAS AT LEAST A DECENT SIZE I WAS 18 YEARS OLD AT A 180 LBS..I AM 30 NOW..WEARING A SIZE 22.. BACK THEN I WAS A TEEN AND MY ATTITUDE WAS WELL NOT SO NICE..LOL! I THOUGHT I WAS THE S*%T THAT KILLED ELVIS... Read more
IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?..LOL!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011      9 comments

OK QUICK FOR REAL I CAN'T FINISH MY PASTA DINNER THAT WE ORDERED!!..I MEAN I USUALLY CAN GET DOWN ON THAT THING..BUT TONIGHT..I COULDN'T BREATH AFTER EATING THE VERY SMALL SIDE SALAD AND FEW BITES OF THE LASAGNA AND ONE DINNER ROLL I AM FULL AS ... Read more
HOLY BANANA SPLITS BATMAN!!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011      6 comments

MY BACK IS ON FIRE...AKA PAIN!! REALLY CLOSE TO MY RIGHT BUTT CHEEK..ITS KILLING ME ALL DAY...I'VE TRIED STRETCHING AND ALL THAT ...I EVEN WORKED OUT THINKING IT WOULD WARM UP THE MUSCLES THERE...UGH! OTHER THAN THAT I THINK I AM GOOD EMOTIONALL... Read more
SAD...AND DEFEATED...(short and to the point)
Monday, February 14, 2011      4 comments

ate extra calories today only because i was pist and sad...ugh! why! i mean i ate maybe 200-300 extra calories but still..i know tommorow is another day..and i have even written a blog about a day i had just like this one...the guilt kills me...... Read more
REALLY..WOW...
Sunday, February 13, 2011      5 comments

HOW CAN PEOPLE TELL ME I HAVE TO CHANGE SO MUCH...HOW CAN PEOPLE NOT APPRECIATE ME...I CAN BUST MY ASS AND NO MATTER WHAT I AM STILL GETTING A NEGATIVE RESPONSE...I CLEANED THE HOUSE, COOKED, WASHED CLOTHES, MADE BREAKFAST EVEN...ALL FOR MY MOM.... Read more
I SCREWED UP THE DAY...
Friday, February 04, 2011      10 comments

WELL I ATE THINGS THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE...AND I KNEW IT WAS WRONG...AND TRIED TO FIX IT BUT I COULDN'T GO BACK TO IT...SATURDAY IS A NEW DAY... THE ONLY THING THAT I WAS GOOD WAS THAT I WORKED OUT...OF COURSE IT DOESN'T FIX THE DAY... I JUST KN... Read more

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