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Changing my life at 47
Sunday, June 17, 2012      2 comments

Yesterday was my Birthday. I kept it very low key. But made major changes in my life in the days leading up to it. I am newly single, living alone, and wanting to learn to love and accept me. I had one binge for my birthday. Can't say it wil... Read more
New Year, New (even better) Attitude
Wednesday, January 04, 2012      0 comments

Over the past couple of years I have tried many diet and exercise plans, but I always come back to Sparkpeople. This is the one that seems to work, so I don't know why I ever leave. I guess when I hear those too good to be true lines, I still ... Read more
Here's to the new and improved me. Nothing is going to stop me on this journey now.
Wednesday, March 09, 2011      6 comments

I have spent my life since Jr High using the sandbags on my chest as an excuse not to exercise. That is not to say I never wanted to exercise and do things, because oh I so did. It is just they always got in the way, so I would make excuses. ... Read more
Happy with who I am
Saturday, November 13, 2010      3 comments

I am so blessed in my life. I just completed a 13 week Divorce Care class at my church to help me deal with things. The most important thing I learned about myself was that, even though the hell I have been put through over the years, God has ... Read more
I feel sorry for the other woman.
Sunday, July 25, 2010      16 comments

She contacted me tonight and he is pulling all the same things on her that he has pulled on me when I tried to leave him over the years. Threatening to kill or hurt himself, etc. When she told me I contacted his sister that he is staying with ... Read more
I am stronger than I thought
Friday, July 23, 2010      7 comments

Today has been one of the longest days of my life, but I learned so much about myself. I am proud of who i am. I filed for divorce this morning. It was hard to say goodbye to 21 years, but I did it without shedding a tear and it seemed like a... Read more
Wednesday, July 21, 2010      6 comments

I have no where else to turn right now and I have to get this out. Please do not feel obligated to read any further, I just need somewhere to vent and get this stuff out, and I am trying to keep it together for my son at home. Monday I was... Read more
Scared of judgement
Tuesday, April 06, 2010      4 comments

I have realized in the last couple of days, that I am so afraid of being judged. The more I thought about it, the more I realized there is not an area in my life that I am not afraid of someone finding fault with me. I do not write status updat... Read more
Letting go and moving on
Monday, March 01, 2010      4 comments

Today I did something I would never have considered doing in the past. I asked for help. I admitted that I was having issues at work and sent out a letter to the other general managers in my district asking for there advice and suggestions on ... Read more
My revelation for this week
Saturday, February 13, 2010      6 comments

I had an revelation this week. I know what I need to do to lose weight, but I can only seem to have control over one of the issues. I seem to have the diet and exercise pretty much down. I was still not losing weight and certain days I wa... Read more
Wish the stress in life didn't have such an effect on my weight
Tuesday, October 20, 2009      8 comments

I have been doing a great job of going to the gym almost daily (only missed 4 days in the last month) and eating well. I am surprised with all the stress in my work life that I haven't gone on any binges and eaten anything I could get my hands ... Read more
Why are some people so obsessed with the scale?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009      14 comments

My husband weighs himself daily, sometimes even 2 or more times a day. I try to explain to him that he should not obsess that it should be about how fit your body is getting and how you are feeling. With him everything is always a competit... Read more
Tomorrow will be another first.
Thursday, September 17, 2009      5 comments

My husband surprised me with a membership to a 24 hour gym so that I can go after work, late at night. That way I do not have to be around too many people (PTSD) and I can work off office stress before I come home and go to bed. I have not... Read more
Even my poor dogs are out of shape
Wednesday, September 09, 2009      9 comments

Took my dogs for a mile and a half hike today, and wasn't sure if the little girl was gonna make it. The boy dog and I had to pull her, all she wanted to do was lay down and sniff the grass. I wish life was as simple for us as it is for ... Read more
Amazed at myself and my commitment and the power of exercise
Saturday, August 15, 2009      9 comments

This last week has been hell. Between work and home I do not know how I am holding up. I have come to believe that it is by the grace of God and my friends here at SP, and amazing unbelievably to me exercise. In the past I would have come hom... Read more

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