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Thursday, July 14, 2011      2 comments

Having watch this movie 1000 times, I find myself watching it again as if it were the first time... Black Mamba is no joke! While watching the movie, I was on the phone with a friend...He was talking and I was busy watching KB2. I felt bad becau... Read more
Monday, June 23, 2008      8 comments

This past week, I felt something I have NEVER felt in 33 years. I felt pretty. Something else happened, I didn't care what others thought. I have NEVER felt comfortable in my skin. Between an unhealthy diet, and 101 insecurities, I was... Read more
Nothing comes between me and my Calvin's...
Friday, June 06, 2008      1 comments

I've come to realize I have to be apart of a challenge. Once my team's Spring challenge was over, I found myself feeling lost. I don't have any goals like the most of the people on SP, and this scares me. I read so many pages through out the... Read more
Wednesday, May 21, 2008      1 comments

I am all packed for Miami. This is totally a new experience for me. I have never been on a plane. I have never worn a bathing suit. I have never taken a vacation. I have never thought positive doing anything new. This is a reflection. I w... Read more
That "little black dress. Charge it to the game.
Monday, March 31, 2008      2 comments

Two months ago, I brought a black bubble dress. I can't wait to add little in front of it, lol. I was excited because I knew I was losing. Just a few inches here and there, I've grown to appreciate. I thought the dress would wear much better... Read more
Scale wars
Sunday, February 24, 2008      1 comments

I've had my little pink scale for over five years. Since I've started SP, I've realized the importance of a good scale. Last week at weigh in, I weighed in at 240. That is a total of 8 pounds. I felt good. But I didn't trust it. I was afra... Read more
Step it up!? :(
Friday, February 15, 2008      0 comments

I'm sitting here trying to figure out just what I want to say. I was a little concerned about my calorie intake this past two weeks. My monthly friend paid me a visit the first week of February. I've been fighting since then. Two days before... Read more
Ooh, look what I found.
Friday, February 01, 2008      0 comments

I'm sitting here playing around on SP. There is so much support here. Today I tried to do a little cardio. But I only done15 mins on the treadmill. I'm feeling sluggish. I'm thinking, why am I feeling so hungry? So I go check my nutrition ... Read more
Tuesday, January 22, 2008      1 comments

I am able to fit back into a size 16. But this time it's different. Two years ago I made it to a size 16. It's not that small, but the jeans I wanted were 16 and they looked way better than 18/20. So I finally dieted down to a 16. But a tig... Read more
Friday, January 18, 2008      1 comments

I'm going to start a MC regiment. I have been feeling sorta sick for two days. I know I have toxins going crazy. My friend told me it's my body adjusting to the change. I hope it isn't anything else beside me having to go to the bathroom. I... Read more
Thursday, January 17, 2008      1 comments

I've always carried this deep seated fear. I thought I was safe from "life". But this separation from my boyfriend has caused me to do some serious soul searching. I'm so scared of what I might discover. I have let my weight be an excuse all... Read more
I finally do see a resemblance
Wednesday, January 16, 2008      0 comments

I was told a few years ago, when I lost a few pounds that I favored Kerry Washington. I shrugged it off because she is beautiful. I heard it again. Even though I would say, "no I don't" In the back of my mind I wish I did. Now looking at my ... Read more
This too shall pass
Wednesday, January 16, 2008      1 comments

I have been apart from my boyfriend for 19 days. We are separated (shrug) His mom just passed away. It has been hard for me. We got to see one another this past weekend. I was looking and feeling good. So I had this "I'm good" air about mys... Read more