Guess who's back? Back again...Chelsea's back...tell a friend!
Back again. Sigh. I come back on SparkPeople and then stop when I start to fail. Here I a trying again. I'm 26 years old, 346 pounds (last I heard), and I want to be 28 and 130 pounds.
Okay, so, that's my dream, but I'm not going to focus o... Read more
Struggling but plugging
I've had a really, really hard time getting my steps in. Grr! Part of the reason is that my sleep schedule is so messed up. I'm up all night and have to get over the 'I can't exercise at 1 AM because it doesn't count' hump. I've been documenting... Read more
What is this, my 30th time?
It certain feels that way. Here I am, back again, to lose weight. Normally, I try to make it super complicated. I don't mean to, but it happens all the same. This time, I'm going at it an easier way. Want to hear how?
I'm going to walk in p... Read more
How, how, how?
How do you do it? When you feel like you've sunk so low and you can't possibly be more unhappy with your life and yourself than you already are, but then you keep eating, eating, eating, trying to change your life and failing, trying again and o... Read more
Nice to meet you! My name is Lazy Sourpuss.
I spoke with my mom yesterday and told her how bummed out I am about life in general. Whenever something good happens, it's like 3 bad things happen to negate it.
I spoke with my mom about going to a counselor for depression/anxiety/binge e... Read more
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Possible spine surgery
Well, this has nothing really to do with weight loss, but it's a big thing going on in my life right now. I'll try to be as brief as possible.
About a year ago, I began having excruciating low back pain whenever I was on my feet (standing, ... Read more
First Weight Loss/Binge Eating Entry
Sorry I look so gross...I've been sick for the past few days. Just a bad cold. Feeling a bit better now :) I never realized how much I say 'you know' until now...... Read more
Back again, sigh. Part of me feels glad to be back :D but also, sad. I've tried so many times (for nearly 20 years) to lose weight, and I have always failed. What is going to make this time any different? ... Read more
The last couple of days have been mehhhhhh. Binging left and right, drinking, grrrr. I think a lot of it came from the stress of my mom having to have spinal surgery, and the stress of finals week. Thank GOD I'm done with school now.
The g... Read more
Getting harder now
The last few days have been...not so great. I didn't exercise Thursday or Friday. I haven't exercised today either but, in my defense, I am sick as a dog, so all I've done is lie on my couch and sleep lol. Yesterday, I didn't eat much and had a ... Read more
I had an audience at the gym today
So, today was my first day at the YMCA gym. I was super stoked--still am, even though it was incredibly awkward. I went to the gym and, after looking around like I knew what the hell I was doing, found the workout room. It was much smaller than ... Read more
November 28th's Goals
Today was not a bad day, not bad at all. I went to a Buddhist temple, as part of one of my classes. THAT was awkward. I arrived exactly at the time it was supposed to start. The website said that there was a little chanting beforehand, so I Thou... Read more
Homework, homework, homework.
I am a procrastinator. Much better than I used to be, but I still have the tendency to put things off. Not until the night before they're do, but the week before. I leave myself plenty of time, but in my panicky brain I think, omgsh I have so mu... Read more
The Good Thing About Being Trans
The good thing about being transgendered is that you're not welcome at family functions. "And this is a 'good' thing?", you ask? Well, okay, you're right. It's not good. However, it IS good that I will not feel tempted by all that food! Instead ... Read more