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Struggling but plugging

Tuesday, June 30, 2015      6 comments

I've had a really, really hard time getting my steps in. Grr! Part of the reason is that my sleep schedule is so messed up. I'm up all night and have to get over the 'I can't exercise at 1 AM because it doesn't count' hump. I've been documenting... Read more

What is this, my 30th time?

Sunday, May 24, 2015      6 comments

It certain feels that way. Here I am, back again, to lose weight. Normally, I try to make it super complicated. I don't mean to, but it happens all the same. This time, I'm going at it an easier way. Want to hear how? I'm going to walk in p... Read more

How, how, how?

Tuesday, April 28, 2015      7 comments

How do you do it? When you feel like you've sunk so low and you can't possibly be more unhappy with your life and yourself than you already are, but then you keep eating, eating, eating, trying to change your life and failing, trying again and o... Read more

Nice to meet you! My name is Lazy Sourpuss.

Thursday, March 12, 2015      6 comments

I spoke with my mom yesterday and told her how bummed out I am about life in general. Whenever something good happens, it's like 3 bad things happen to negate it. I spoke with my mom about going to a counselor for depression/anxiety/binge e... Read more

Update (video blog)

Monday, May 05, 2014      3 comments

May 5 2014... Read more

Possible spine surgery

Wednesday, May 15, 2013      2 comments

Well, this has nothing really to do with weight loss, but it's a big thing going on in my life right now. I'll try to be as brief as possible. About a year ago, I began having excruciating low back pain whenever I was on my feet (standing, ... Read more

First Weight Loss/Binge Eating Entry (video blog)

Wednesday, May 15, 2013      3 comments

Sorry I look so gross...I've been sick for the past few days. Just a bad cold. Feeling a bit better now :) I never realized how much I say 'you know' until now...... Read more


Tuesday, May 07, 2013      8 comments

Back again, sigh. Part of me feels glad to be back :D but also, sad. I've tried so many times (for nearly 20 years) to lose weight, and I have always failed. What is going to make this time any different? Read more


Tuesday, December 11, 2012      2 comments

The last couple of days have been mehhhhhh. Binging left and right, drinking, grrrr. I think a lot of it came from the stress of my mom having to have spinal surgery, and the stress of finals week. Thank GOD I'm done with school now. The g... Read more

Getting harder now

Sunday, December 02, 2012      4 comments

The last few days have been...not so great. I didn't exercise Thursday or Friday. I haven't exercised today either but, in my defense, I am sick as a dog, so all I've done is lie on my couch and sleep lol. Yesterday, I didn't eat much and had a ... Read more

I had an audience at the gym today

Monday, November 26, 2012      12 comments

So, today was my first day at the YMCA gym. I was super stoked--still am, even though it was incredibly awkward. I went to the gym and, after looking around like I knew what the hell I was doing, found the workout room. It was much smaller than ... Read more

November 28th's Goals

Sunday, November 25, 2012      7 comments

Today was not a bad day, not bad at all. I went to a Buddhist temple, as part of one of my classes. THAT was awkward. I arrived exactly at the time it was supposed to start. The website said that there was a little chanting beforehand, so I Thou... Read more

Homework, homework, homework.

Friday, November 23, 2012      5 comments

I am a procrastinator. Much better than I used to be, but I still have the tendency to put things off. Not until the night before they're do, but the week before. I leave myself plenty of time, but in my panicky brain I think, omgsh I have so mu... Read more

The Good Thing About Being Trans

Wednesday, November 21, 2012      4 comments

The good thing about being transgendered is that you're not welcome at family functions. "And this is a 'good' thing?", you ask? Well, okay, you're right. It's not good. However, it IS good that I will not feel tempted by all that food! Instead ... Read more

On a Tuesday...

Tuesday, November 20, 2012      6 comments

I haven't eaten yet today. Not by choice; it just hasn't happened. I barely made it in time for my Physical Therapy appointment (for my back) because I was soooooo sleepy. I could hardly get out of bed haha. So I had my physical therapy, stopped... Read more