FINDINGME2012's Blogs

Hateing myself
Thursday, December 06, 2012      2 comments

Today I put on my pants , one of the two that actually still fit me. They were so tight I could bearly stand it. Everytime I come home I take them off and wear my husbands pj bottems. Today I got on the scale. Which I havent done in awhile. I no... Read more
Wednesday, November 28, 2012      3 comments

I am starting to think I will never get back on track. Now I am not only sick with a nasty cold but my hip is suddenly giving out on me. I think it might be my syatic nerve.. Spelling?? I had the same pain when I was pregnant. .. lol maybe my b... Read more
Back on my feet
Saturday, November 17, 2012      5 comments

Well I have learned now when walking in the dark to watch where you are walking.. I now have a flash light attached to my pants ..hehe.I am back to walking agian. My ankle is still sore at times but getting better. I sold my treadmill today. I d... Read more
Cant believe I hurt my ankle now..
Sunday, November 11, 2012      2 comments

Good Gravy it has been a tuff week. Very tuff. I decided that since I cant seem to commit myself to eating my way thin that I would start to exercise everyday. Then hopefully the healthy eating habits will follow. So I was doing great all week w... Read more
Still dealing with my inner demons.
Thursday, November 08, 2012      1 comments

Well the last two days I blew it again. I am convinced that I have a physical addiction to food. Or maybe a mental one at best. I blame my husband in part. I was doing so well yesterday till he annouced he wanted apple pie for dessert. Now I had... Read more
Still excited ...
Tuesday, November 06, 2012      2 comments

I am so proud of myself today. Yesterday I made a small goal. To make it through the whole day eating only vegs fruit, and a small amount of protein for supper. I told myself don't worry about the next day, a month from now. Just worry about to... Read more
Back on track
Monday, November 05, 2012      0 comments

I had a really good day today. The weekend didnt go so well. I always have trouble on the weekends because I am surrounded by my family ... kids , husband.. all eating food I love . Bad food. I caved several times. But today I did great. At vegs... Read more
falling off the wagon
Friday, November 02, 2012      4 comments

I hit the ground running this morning. Did good all day till about 3pm. That of course is when my son gets up from his nap and my daughter is soon to be home from school. I had another chocolate binge. Not as bad as yesterday. But bad enough. I... Read more
lunch day 1
Friday, November 02, 2012      2 comments

So I made it to lunch without a snack. This is progress. However I was pretty hungry. So my second new r... Read more
Starting with Day 1 for the 100th time
Friday, November 02, 2012      2 comments

Today I committed to eating a healthy breakfast. My quest is not to go on a DIET. I hope to make a life ... Read more
Still lost
Thursday, November 01, 2012      5 comments

So much for finding me in 2012. Its November 1st. I dont weigh any less then I did in January. In fact I probley weigh more now. I am tipping the scales at 240 pounds. My mood swings are terrible. I wake up in the morning angry and depressed. I ... Read more
Well I am here again.
Thursday, June 28, 2012      1 comments

The very fact that I am bothering at all to blog gives me hope that one day I will blog that I have made a lot of progress. I havent been totally sitting on my butt. I have lost about 7 ibs. I went from taking 30 to do a mile on my treadmill, t... Read more
Ashamed of myself.....
Thursday, March 22, 2012      1 comments

Well so much for a big plan, its now what... almost April. 3 months since my last post...3 months since the last time I even went on this site.. I dont even have an excuse... I havent lost a pound.. and I havent gained any either Thank You God. ... Read more
Another day...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011      0 comments

Today I almost skipped my workout. However I got myself on the treadmill for 30 minutes. I told myself .. you can spare that much time then if you want to be done for the day so be it. After my workout I decided I would do a few songs on my Wii ... Read more
Gearing up for 2012
Tuesday, December 27, 2011      3 comments

I am slowing preparing myself for my new journey. I am trying to make good choices based on wanting to , not because my new diet has started. I got my kids a Wii for christmas. We have been jamming out to some of the Just Dance games. We also go... Read more