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Getting Closer

Tuesday, February 10, 2015      4 comments

Here is my new original poem "Getting Closer" Holding on tight, even though it hurts Wondering what's on the other side If only I knew, I'd finally open my eyes But would I even recognize my face Without all of the scars that lie ... Read more

Failing Forward

Monday, January 19, 2015      3 comments

Someone on SparkPeople recommend that I read Failing Forward by John C. Maxwell. The book is really inspiring. I definitely recommend the book if you are someone, like me, who is really hard on yourself when you make mistakes and you are constan... Read more

Make every moment count! We deserve better!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014      4 comments

How did this happen? How is it possible that 2015 is upon us? It's that time of year where my regrets start to feel extra heavy. Where did the time go? It has been almost four years since I have been felt like I knew who I was and I was happy (o... Read more

The Real Problem

Thursday, October 23, 2014      3 comments

The truth is that the real problem isn't my weight. The real problem is that I don't feel good enough and I probably never will. I wish I could figure out why I feel this way, but I don't think I will ever know. It is because of this that I stuf... Read more

Setting Fire to the Life That I Know

Monday, October 20, 2014      4 comments

One day I'm up, the next day I'm down, but I am not giving up yet. I am hanging on tight to that glimmer of hope that one day things will get better. In hopes to get myself back on track I made these two motivational collages. Read more

Autumn Breeze Poem

Friday, October 17, 2014      3 comments

Autumn breeze come carry me away From all the scars that lie beneath I'm tired of hiding these broken wings I just wanna find some peace Autumn breeze rejuvenate my soul Before I completely let go Although I pray that there's mor... Read more

Losing Myself

Monday, September 29, 2014      2 comments

It seems like my struggles are getting worse by the day. I'm losing myself. The only thing scarier than being at your lowest is not caring that you are at your lowest. How can I pick myself up off the floor and change my life? I'm too weak and i... Read more

If I'm Being Honest

Saturday, September 27, 2014      2 comments

A life of pain I can't let go It's hurt more than you know So, if I'm being honest I've given up These days are numbered And that won't stop My soul aches from the truth Yesterday, today, and tomorrow Will be spent without you... Read more

One Day You Will

Tuesday, September 09, 2014      2 comments

One day... will have a voice will feel strong will be healthy will be adventurous will see the world will make mistakes and be okay with it will love that girl in the mirror .... Read more


Wednesday, August 27, 2014      1 comments

Hello stranger in the night I think of you all the time The stars made a promise they didn't keep Maybe it's never meant to be But still my heart waits for you In hopes that dreams do come true 'Cause I would give it all away To... Read more

I really do WANT it but...

Saturday, July 26, 2014      7 comments

I can remember back to the days where I used to care. I used to log onto Spark People every day. I used to have hopes and goals. I used to care. But, those days are becoming more and more rare. I may have been clinically depressed before, but th... Read more


Friday, June 13, 2014      2 comments

So my mom is going on a trip to visit my uncles in North Carolina which means I have the next five days off from work so I can babysit my nephews. So, I wanna use this time to kick start my journey again. The problem is that I have lost motivati... Read more


Tuesday, June 10, 2014      3 comments

~Whispers~ Dream big. Dreams die. Run. Run away and hide. Too late. No choice. Why bother. You can't. It's over. Forget. The past. Doubt. The future.... Read more


Saturday, April 12, 2014      4 comments

I am starting to realize that I AM DIFFERENT! I always thought that being big is what made me different and that is why I always gravitate towards other people who are weird or different. But, now I am starting to think that isn't the case. It i... Read more

What does this mean?

Monday, March 31, 2014      3 comments

I seem to see bunnies a lot by my home. I come home from work really late and several times I have seen bunnies running across the road, even in the middle of winter. Also, I have seen them in the bushes by where I park. Then, last night I got o... Read more

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