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What do you wanna do with your life?

Thursday, July 23, 2015      2 comments

She closes her eyes Ready for her surprise Today she turns eighty-five She reflects on her life The memories shine so bright Proud mother of three With countless grandbabies Her passport holds all her amazing adventures ... Read more

Hope and Faith

Sunday, July 05, 2015      2 comments

I've been on vacation for the last two weeks from job as a Teaching Assistant. During the beginning of my vacation I could feel myself sinking lower and lower. Possibly the lowest I have felt in a long time. I wrote this one night on my phone. I... Read more


Tuesday, June 16, 2015      1 comments

Behind that smile she's been lost for a while Drifting farther and farther away from their perceived realities For when she stops she hears the devil's thoughts She melts into the dark where she's buried her splintered hea... Read more

My Weight Over Time

Thursday, April 09, 2015      2 comments

So I am feeling very motivated today and am determined to make a change in my life. Early this week I looked at all my previous recorded weights on Spark People so that I could analyze my drastic weight gain. It was both devastating to see how f... Read more

Getting Closer

Tuesday, February 10, 2015      4 comments

Here is my new original poem "Getting Closer" Holding on tight, even though it hurts Wondering what's on the other side If only I knew, I'd finally open my eyes But would I even recognize my face Without all of the scars that lie ... Read more

Failing Forward

Monday, January 19, 2015      3 comments

Someone on SparkPeople recommend that I read Failing Forward by John C. Maxwell. The book is really inspiring. I definitely recommend the book if you are someone, like me, who is really hard on yourself when you make mistakes and you are constan... Read more

Make every moment count! We deserve better!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014      4 comments

How did this happen? How is it possible that 2015 is upon us? It's that time of year where my regrets start to feel extra heavy. Where did the time go? It has been almost four years since I have been felt like I knew who I was and I was happy (o... Read more

The Real Problem

Thursday, October 23, 2014      3 comments

The truth is that the real problem isn't my weight. The real problem is that I don't feel good enough and I probably never will. I wish I could figure out why I feel this way, but I don't think I will ever know. It is because of this that I stuf... Read more

Setting Fire to the Life That I Know

Monday, October 20, 2014      4 comments

One day I'm up, the next day I'm down, but I am not giving up yet. I am hanging on tight to that glimmer of hope that one day things will get better. In hopes to get myself back on track I made these two motivational collages. Read more

Autumn Breeze Poem

Friday, October 17, 2014      3 comments

Autumn breeze come carry me away From all the scars that lie beneath I'm tired of hiding these broken wings I just wanna find some peace Autumn breeze rejuvenate my soul Before I completely let go Although I pray that there's mor... Read more

Losing Myself

Monday, September 29, 2014      2 comments

It seems like my struggles are getting worse by the day. I'm losing myself. The only thing scarier than being at your lowest is not caring that you are at your lowest. How can I pick myself up off the floor and change my life? I'm too weak and i... Read more

If I'm Being Honest

Saturday, September 27, 2014      2 comments

A life of pain I can't let go It's hurt more than you know So, if I'm being honest I've given up These days are numbered And that won't stop My soul aches from the truth Yesterday, today, and tomorrow Will be spent without you... Read more

One Day You Will

Tuesday, September 09, 2014      2 comments

One day... will have a voice will feel strong will be healthy will be adventurous will see the world will make mistakes and be okay with it will love that girl in the mirror .... Read more


Wednesday, August 27, 2014      1 comments

Hello stranger in the night I think of you all the time The stars made a promise they didn't keep Maybe it's never meant to be But still my heart waits for you In hopes that dreams do come true 'Cause I would give it all away To... Read more

I really do WANT it but...

Saturday, July 26, 2014      7 comments

I can remember back to the days where I used to care. I used to log onto Spark People every day. I used to have hopes and goals. I used to care. But, those days are becoming more and more rare. I may have been clinically depressed before, but th... Read more

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