Scale, scale on the floor who is the thinnest of them all?
.... Not me! But that's okay :)
Today marks 1 week of me being on a journey to get healthy! :) I am super excited, because I haven't even thought about quitting!!
The assistant manager at my store knows I'm on a diet, and yesterday I ... Read more
.... And breathe!
So I was up until 1:30 last night (not late for me) studying for a test today, which I did wonderful on! I am almost positive I only missed one question. It was super easy because I studied hardcore for it.
After the test, all I have is cha... Read more
And real life begins.... NOW!
Okay so I've done well so far, but here comes a true test! I work 1:30 to 10:30 today, missing snack and anything slightly healthy. But on the plus side I have about 550 calories I can use! Woot! I think I'm gonna stick with my grilled chicken w... Read more
Plans for meh life
So I think I have decided I am sticking with this. Why doubt myself, you ask? Because I've failed hundreds of times before....
But I have been using the treadmill 30-45 minutes a day, am eating within my calorie range and eating healthier i... Read more
100 reasons.... How many do you have?
I have to admit.... I love me some projects. When I'm in the mood. Then I'll work on one silly little project for hours, if that's what it takes. Then I'll finish and become uninterested in anything creative or artsy. But last night I was in a "... Read more
So today was pay day. Super pumped about that! I got to go to the store and buy some healthy foods for when I can't make it to the cafeteria. Normally I'm working during cafeteria supper hours, and I don't wanna keep eating fast food, so that wi... Read more
Working.... (my butt off!)
So yesterday I worked 11 am to 7 pm and we were slammed the entire time. I didn't get a break, and so I ended up eating taco bell (2 soft tacos, pintos and cheese) for supper. I tried to get all my calories in, but it just didn't work. But I'm p... Read more
"The only way to get thin is to re-establish a purpose in life."
-- Cyril Conolly
"Gluttony is an emotional escape, a sign that something is eating us."
-- Peter De Vries
"Your body is a temple, not a drive-thru."
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Dun dun dun....
So I've been doing well, eating 1200 calories. It is a healthy amount.
It's just hard because I work fast food.... Until I see the obese people and children. Eating XL foods to match their XL waists. Don't get me wrong, I'm not judging. To ... Read more
Oh the Ignorance and Irony
So I ate almost 2000 calories today.... And that disgusts me. But I know it's better now than it was. I am working on it.
On the plus side, no harmful things (see bulimia, laxatives, etc) were done to my body.
It's a slow process to f... Read more
Funny how those curve balls get ya....
So I've been tracking my food, and doing the best I can.
I've been getting enough sleep.
And I'm happy.
But not healthy.
And that makes me sad.
I notice I've been getting more edgy when people talk about food or ask if I... Read more
Here's my Story....
So I've been on here before. And I did exceptionally well. I lost 50 pounds, got lazy and quit. And I wasn't even to my goal! Too bad for me. I gained 80 pounds back, and so now I weigh 220 pounds at a very short 5'0. Gross.
I struggled wi... Read more