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Fresh Start

Monday, August 20, 2012      4 comments

I just love starting things fresh on Mondays. It's like the slate is clean again. I have decided not to do anymore crash dieting. Hopefully that will stop the binges that follow because I just can't handle the restriction anymore. I have to ... Read more

Wow!!!!

Friday, August 17, 2012      4 comments

What a year it's been! I had my baby girl May 31st and she is the joy of my life. I had a great pregnancy (no gestational diabetes or preeclampsia) and a pretty easy delivery with no complications. God is so great! Now it's time to los... Read more

Pregnant?!

Friday, September 30, 2011      7 comments

How did this happen? I suppose my goal now is to maintain my weight or not gain much. I will be using the food tracker to monitor my intake so I can keep myself in check... Wow! I'm still in shock, but I'm happy. Read more

New start...

Monday, September 12, 2011      7 comments

I've been having the worst year. My emotions have been up and down and through the ringer and so has my weight. I've gained 30 pounds since March and as much as I tried to fight it, I just couldn't control my emotional eating. As I was pr... Read more

Giving myself some credit

Saturday, August 06, 2011      4 comments

After losing 70 pounds, so often I would look at myself now and think, hmph you look the same - still fat. So I asked my husband if I looked like I had lost weight... he then said. "Absolutely, are you crazy? Let's take a pic". That was abo... Read more

3 months

Wednesday, August 03, 2011      3 comments

Three months from today I will be 30 years old. I promised myself that I would not live my 30s like I spent my 20s... fat and depressed. So far, I'm not on track to live up to that promise, so I'm starting today with a new set of goals that I ... Read more

Disgusted

Monday, July 25, 2011      5 comments

I ate like a total pig this weekend. I don't even know what I was thinking. I guess I wasn't thinking. I feel like I was in a trance all weekend. Then last night as I was going to bed, I thought about all that I had eaten and was totally and... Read more

50 Questions

Tuesday, July 12, 2011      1 comments

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? I have my mom's name as my middle name 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? May 31. Fight with the hubby. 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Nope. It's chicken scratch. I'm a lefty. 4. WHA... Read more

Strange...

Monday, April 18, 2011      3 comments

I got the nastiest cold over the weekend. I cannot taste or smell, so therefore I have no desire to eat. Being an emotional eater and compulsive overeater, I would think that lack of taste and smell would not stop me from eating, but it has. ... Read more

Why do we self-sabotage??

Thursday, April 14, 2011      3 comments

I think itís a multiple prong issue. First when you are dealing with any addiction, especially food where you need it to live you will always have relapses. Second itís the fear of something new. You have had your current body for... Read more

Getting back on track...so much to say

Tuesday, April 05, 2011      7 comments

So the month of March was a total bust! I completely blew my Lent challenge goals (no binge eating, no chips, cookies, or cursing). I've actually done ok with the cursing but not the other things... I also went to the doctor to have my bl... Read more

Changing my goals and rewards

Tuesday, March 01, 2011      4 comments

So yesterday I had a HORRIBLE binge. The pressure of trying to lose weight and not meeting my goals is causing me to spiral out of control... so for the next 28 days, I will change my focus from weight and food to exercise. I must exercise eve... Read more

My husband says that I obsess about my weight...here's why

Wednesday, February 23, 2011      12 comments

When I was 7, my mom put me on Weight Watchers. She thought that that was best for me because she didn't want me to be fat. At that time I was 80 pounds. She also made me walk on the treadmill for an hour everyday. So I started binging and s... Read more

You can't conquer what you don't confront...

Friday, February 18, 2011      3 comments

This statement is so powerful and resonates so deep within me. It applies to so many aspects of my life... not just my weight. There are so many things that I need to conquer but have not confronted, yet I complain that the problems still exis... Read more

My trainer...

Monday, February 14, 2011      2 comments

So my personal trainer seems to think that I'm not eating enough or I'm not eating the right things. He has suggested that I cut fruit for a while to see if I lose because it has a lot of sugar and then he recommended that I increase my intake ... Read more


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