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feeling better about things, regrouped over the weekend

Monday, February 23, 2015      4 comments

thank you all so much for your wonderful support in my last blog. you all really got me thinking that i can't expect this to happen overnight, i will have struggles and it can go very slowly sometimes. i just need to focus, and look at past succ... Read more

giving it my all, or i'm quitting

Friday, February 20, 2015      10 comments

i've been struggling, i've been self-sabotaging myself, i've been lying to myself, i've been full of one excuse after another. when did this start? it's been going on so long i can't even tell. but it needs to change! i've been gaining and losin... Read more

february goals

Friday, January 30, 2015      7 comments

ok, february. the month that is just no good. so, i need to focus and get back on track and not let any other emotional and whatever else issues have an impact on me. this is about me! this is for me! goals: 1. no alcohol 2. stay on... Read more

time for a change

Wednesday, January 21, 2015      7 comments

i turn 35 in a few days so that's where this is coming from. i've been reflecting a lot over the last few days and it hasn't been good. i'm in a pretty dark place today so i thought i'd get this out. hopefully it will put me back in a better pla... Read more

derailed: why i call it a goal and not a resolution

Wednesday, January 14, 2015      4 comments

shortly after the new year i ran into my first obstacle for my 2015 goals of losing weight and getting out of debt. dh's grandfather passed away and we had to leave town this weekend and drive across the state for the funeral. i tried to make go... Read more

2015: finding my passion

Wednesday, December 31, 2014      11 comments

the holidays are almost over. woo hoo! as much as i love this time of year, i just want to get started on the next chapter once christmas is over. i want to get back into a routine. i want to get rid of the junk food! 2015 is the year i'm ... Read more

where is my passion?

Thursday, December 11, 2014      9 comments

i was on instagram yesterday and came across a post about someone (@graciesjourney) being passionate about working out and losing weight. that hit me hard. i have been thinking about it since. i'm still struggling with the interested vs. c... Read more

I need to be committed

Sunday, December 07, 2014      5 comments

I feel like I'm climbing a hill and I just keep sliding backwards. I know what I need to do to lose weight but I just keep sabotaging myself. I feel as though I have no self-control. I have been doing a lot of thinking about interested vs commi... Read more

december goals

Monday, December 01, 2014      7 comments

november went ok, but i'm never going to survive the holiday's if i don't become more focused and stay on track. in december i'm going to focus on eating healthy whenever i can. which is basically monday thru thursday. i'm giving up ... Read more

i effing want this!

Tuesday, November 11, 2014      7 comments

i can do this i have the ability to do this i have the willpower to make good choices i don't need soda i don't need junk food i am stronger than the snooze button i am healthy enough to work out for 60 minutes ... Read more

a couple a-ha moments

Monday, November 10, 2014      4 comments

realized a couple things last week: 1. i use the coaching thing on the spark ap and read the tip every morning. last week there was one about working to your full potential. i realize i don't do this with my workouts. i don't push myself as... Read more

november quest: onederland

Monday, November 03, 2014      6 comments

i'm so sick of weighing 210. i've been here for months, give or take a pound or two, but i can't get below 210. i'm stressing myself out over it, i'm self-sabotaging myself, i'm getting frustrated. on and on this list could go. i have to take co... Read more

100 days of weight loss day 46, and then some

Thursday, October 16, 2014      5 comments

so i've been a bit mia. i don't spark at home unless it's with my phone cause i haven't turned my computer on in months. anyway, my babysitter came down with the flu and the last week of my life has been chaos. luckily dd avoided the virus. I w... Read more

what is wrong with me?!

Thursday, October 09, 2014      10 comments

i have no self control i have no motivation my week is out of control, so i've given up on the only thing i have control over: food and working out my willpower is non-existent why do i keep self-sabotaging myself? i can do this!... Read more

short term goal

Thursday, October 02, 2014      7 comments

on november 20th dh and i will have been together for 15 years. dang! i've been aiming for the holidays as a goal for looking good in a cute sweater. last night i realized it would be great to wear something cute for our datenight in november. i... Read more

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