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I turn to Spark in Times of Loss and confusion

Sunday, March 01, 2015      2 comments

Now to convince myself to turn here everyday. It is hard to go through life changes alone, espeically when someof us have not chosen "aloneness" so much as chosing "un-abusedness". If you've never been in that situation you won't understand what... Read more

9 monhts ago

Friday, November 07, 2014      2 comments

nine months ago I lost my daughter and I've kind of lost em too, along the way. Both the youngest and i are still mourning, jsut not ever second of every day now. So muc we could have said, or done. Oddly, I know that if she were here right now,... Read more

Getting to a better place?

Saturday, March 22, 2014      1 comments

Well, i made this a post and realized its more of a blog. I lost my 27 year old daughter this past month, and haven't been "right" since. sorry, but that is how i feel. i don't even know that i'm back yet....but this last six months has been awf... Read more

4 a.m. and I cannot sleep

Saturday, August 03, 2013      0 comments

So I decide to take the dog for a walk, because all I've been able to think about since midnight is Ben and Jerry's and thank goodness the kid is spending the night at friends', or she and I would be on our way to the grocery.... But...I digress... Read more

So why do i sit here.......

Sunday, May 26, 2013      1 comments

So why do i sit here eating these crackers when I know the calories make me go quakers I know that the wheat makes me feel fatter makes tummy puffy and never grow flatter. I eat and I snack, I chomp and I chew and all the goo... Read more


Thursday, April 25, 2013      0 comments

Finally decided to invest. Works like a dream if you follow the directions. I will give it some time to see if the liquified fruits and veggies works for me -- i love veggies but hate fruits and this is an effort to balance my diet a little. ... Read more

So far, so good

Saturday, February 16, 2013      1 comments

So even though I ate junk, I stayed below my calorie and carb limit. Trying hard to think of stuff like frozen greek yogurt as alternatives to hardcore junk foods. So far, so good. I could have eaten the whole container, instead of soemthere bet... Read more

Another death.......

Friday, February 15, 2013      1 comments

2013 has been very stressful. I don't think i know anyone that hasn't had a death either in their family or close circule of friends in 2013. Tomorrow is the service for my dear friend and religous advisor, my "cousin from a different oven". He ... Read more

Temporarily, my Coffee plan is derailed

Sunday, February 10, 2013      1 comments

I spent this week detoxing from coffee. I felt like I was coming off heroin (and I have a child that was addicted to heroin, so we know what it is like). Did real well. I think I finally shook it. THEN I GOT SICK. Like S*I*C*K. You guessed... Read more

So it's all on my butt again.......

Sunday, January 13, 2013      1 comments

Finally forced myself to get back on the scale and yesssss indeed I am back at 280. I'm actually surprised it is not more, but still. The combination of the holidays and a very traumatic death in the family just about did me in. Methinks i... Read more

Man made disease: Diabesity

Friday, January 04, 2013      2 comments

In my work, I had a client request that I do a study on "diabesity" for them. I'd never heard of it. Much to my surprise, many parts of the world are calling the combination of diabetes and obesity "diabesity". It's not a very complementary dise... Read more

Serves 4

Thursday, January 03, 2013      3 comments

Not at my house, it doesn't. Scary. Today I made a great casserole (very tasty) that served 4. Carefully I split it up and put half in the fridge for lunch tomorrow. Angel and I had our serving. We worried about food all evening. ... Read more

An on-and-off pattern

Thursday, November 08, 2012      3 comments

Clearly there's an on-and-off pattern in my behavior! It seems that Spark People is the first thing to go when I'm under stress, even though I'm literally desk-tied. You'd think that with being forced to be on the computer all day, Spark People ... Read more

The Unofficial I WILL NOT QUIT PLEDGE, passing the spark!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012      0 comments

Wednesday, September 12, 2012 - Fitting pledge for today! "Today, I promise I will not quit. I pledge that no matter, how many ups and downs I pass through, I will continue on my journey. I pledge to make a NEW START today, and... Read more

Mystery Vegetable Plant - calling all Gardners

Tuesday, September 11, 2012      1 comments

Quite late in the season (it took a while to warm up this year) I spotted two mystery plants growing where no one had planted anything. They are huge, now expanding roughly 15 feet into my driveway. These pix were taken about 2 weeks ago. The bl... Read more

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