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9 monhts ago

Friday, November 07, 2014      2 comments

nine months ago I lost my daughter and I've kind of lost em too, along the way. Both the youngest and i are still mourning, jsut not ever second of every day now. So muc we could have said, or done. Oddly, I know that if she were here right now,... Read more

Getting to a better place?

Saturday, March 22, 2014      1 comments

Well, i made this a post and realized its more of a blog. I lost my 27 year old daughter this past month, and haven't been "right" since. sorry, but that is how i feel. i don't even know that i'm back yet....but this last six months has been awf... Read more

4 a.m. and I cannot sleep

Saturday, August 03, 2013      0 comments

So I decide to take the dog for a walk, because all I've been able to think about since midnight is Ben and Jerry's and thank goodness the kid is spending the night at friends', or she and I would be on our way to the grocery.... But...I digress... Read more

So why do i sit here.......

Sunday, May 26, 2013      1 comments

So why do i sit here eating these crackers when I know the calories make me go quakers I know that the wheat makes me feel fatter makes tummy puffy and never grow flatter. I eat and I snack, I chomp and I chew and all the goo... Read more


Thursday, April 25, 2013      0 comments

Finally decided to invest. Works like a dream if you follow the directions. I will give it some time to see if the liquified fruits and veggies works for me -- i love veggies but hate fruits and this is an effort to balance my diet a little. ... Read more

So far, so good

Saturday, February 16, 2013      1 comments

So even though I ate junk, I stayed below my calorie and carb limit. Trying hard to think of stuff like frozen greek yogurt as alternatives to hardcore junk foods. So far, so good. I could have eaten the whole container, instead of soemthere bet... Read more

Another death.......

Friday, February 15, 2013      1 comments

2013 has been very stressful. I don't think i know anyone that hasn't had a death either in their family or close circule of friends in 2013. Tomorrow is the service for my dear friend and religous advisor, my "cousin from a different oven". He ... Read more

Temporarily, my Coffee plan is derailed

Sunday, February 10, 2013      1 comments

I spent this week detoxing from coffee. I felt like I was coming off heroin (and I have a child that was addicted to heroin, so we know what it is like). Did real well. I think I finally shook it. THEN I GOT SICK. Like S*I*C*K. You guessed... Read more

So it's all on my butt again.......

Sunday, January 13, 2013      1 comments

Finally forced myself to get back on the scale and yesssss indeed I am back at 280. I'm actually surprised it is not more, but still. The combination of the holidays and a very traumatic death in the family just about did me in. Methinks i... Read more

Man made disease: Diabesity

Friday, January 04, 2013      2 comments

In my work, I had a client request that I do a study on "diabesity" for them. I'd never heard of it. Much to my surprise, many parts of the world are calling the combination of diabetes and obesity "diabesity". It's not a very complementary dise... Read more

Serves 4

Thursday, January 03, 2013      3 comments

Not at my house, it doesn't. Scary. Today I made a great casserole (very tasty) that served 4. Carefully I split it up and put half in the fridge for lunch tomorrow. Angel and I had our serving. We worried about food all evening. ... Read more

An on-and-off pattern

Thursday, November 08, 2012      3 comments

Clearly there's an on-and-off pattern in my behavior! It seems that Spark People is the first thing to go when I'm under stress, even though I'm literally desk-tied. You'd think that with being forced to be on the computer all day, Spark People ... Read more

The Unofficial I WILL NOT QUIT PLEDGE, passing the spark!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012      0 comments

Wednesday, September 12, 2012 - Fitting pledge for today! "Today, I promise I will not quit. I pledge that no matter, how many ups and downs I pass through, I will continue on my journey. I pledge to make a NEW START today, and... Read more

Mystery Vegetable Plant - calling all Gardners

Tuesday, September 11, 2012      1 comments

Quite late in the season (it took a while to warm up this year) I spotted two mystery plants growing where no one had planted anything. They are huge, now expanding roughly 15 feet into my driveway. These pix were taken about 2 weeks ago. The bl... Read more

New and Healthier Menu? Who are we KIDDING?

Sunday, September 09, 2012      1 comments

So I ordered takeout Chinese, from a local restaurant who advertises a "new healthier" menu and whose pictures show beautiful, healthy food. So....I got it. Who are they KIDDING? About 1/3 the container was shrimp and veggies, the remainder pork... Read more

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