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explinations,honesty and ????

Saturday, January 22, 2011      16 comments

sorry for the question marks at the end of the title but how i am feeling and the thoughts going through my head aren´t that easy to put into words especially as i am not certain hgow or why i am feeling like i am at the moment,lol. first e... Read more

second none scale victory in less than a week

Saturday, January 15, 2011      24 comments

weather i am having more none scale victory´s than before or weather i am noticing them more because i am looking for them i am not sure but i am hanging on to them like a life line at the moment to keep me going as the last two weeks the scales... Read more

another none scale victory but oh the embarassement!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011      36 comments

first let me say how glad i am at the moment that the weather is so cold over here now that i was wearing a pair of black leggings under my normal going out trouswers.well you can guess what happened.yesturday when i went to pick ayyub up from k... Read more

no excuses zone

Sunday, January 09, 2011      21 comments

after the binging yesturday and going on the scale today to see i have put on 2lb YES I SAID A WHOLE "LBS something has to be here to get those 2lbs off as soon as possible before they decide to stick was bad enough that i put on 1.5lb... Read more


Saturday, January 08, 2011      11 comments

that is how i feel today,i am in pain,i am down and i am binge eating as if that would help?i have been taking it easy today,well as easy as you can with three small children.also spent quite a bit of time on the computer here at spark catching ... Read more

blc 15

Wednesday, January 05, 2011      11 comments

the blc 15 starts today and i have got onto a bad start by being up 1.5lbs this week. emoticon Read more

looking back to look forwards.

Friday, December 31, 2010      15 comments

sometimes we have to look back to be able tolook i decided to look back on this last year so i go go forward into the next year with hope and a head held high and the knowledge that next year can be a better and stronger year for both... Read more


Sunday, December 26, 2010      17 comments

for those who are wondering why my weight ticker has changed from 270 to 330 for the start weight is because the 270lbs was my weight when i started at sp but 330 lbs is my heaviest weight and the weight i really started out with.yesturday i had... Read more


Saturday, December 25, 2010      9 comments

as you all now we have now a wii well today i plan to set up a training programm etc on the wii fit do that i had to measure my height and guess what i am 5 cm smaller than what i was when i last measured.FIVE WHOLE CM:ok that might not ... Read more

my christmas wish for you

Friday, December 24, 2010      6 comments

first i want to thank sunshine for posting this on my spark page and second i wanted to post this to you,all my spark friends by email but for some reason the button send an email to all my spark friends has disappeared.(anyone else have the sam... Read more

at peace

Wednesday, December 22, 2010      15 comments

it is amazing the diferance being at peace with oneself can has been ages and ages since i have really been at peace but i can say for the last three weeks that is how i have been and because of that everything seems to be easy and not s... Read more

my latest help or should i say inspiration in my war with my lbs.

Friday, December 03, 2010      10 comments

before i begin i will say i would not do this outside or at home if we have visitors.this is only for when i am at home alone or with my family.but as i need this more at home it is perfect.when you are outside and you feel like eating i find it... Read more

WHAT´S FOR DINNER MOM...............IS THAT ALL!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010      15 comments

ever felt un nearly 8 year old made me feel that way today.i have just spent the best part of three hours in the kitchen preparing dinner including making my own pitta bread to be said is that all.any one else have this problem?i h... Read more

new incentive to help me get to goal.woo hoo

Saturday, November 13, 2010      24 comments

when you have been on this journey for a while every now and then you might need a new incentive to get yourself back in gear again so do wont if you are one of those very determined people who once they have made up there mind nothing... Read more

i mean this from the bottom of my heart.thank you spark people.

Sunday, November 07, 2010      17 comments

this is for you spark guy,all the staff,and all the people here especially my spark buddies who keep me going when i don´t always feel like it.thank you.
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