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thought it was time to make time for another blog.

Sunday, April 11, 2010      15 comments

so here it is.i am tired as all the kids are ill again but apart from that and my hay fever i have never felt better.for the first time in a long time(so long i canīt remember when it was)i have not had to give in or fight even emotional eating/... Read more

every cloud has a silver lining.

Friday, March 26, 2010      14 comments

sorry i am abit late writting this blog but life seemed to get in the way. after all the stress with waiting for aymans test results which was negative thanks be to god.i learned a valueale lessons for me.and that is that i can stop my emotion... Read more

up date,aymans test results.boy am i peeved.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010      20 comments

here is the score.i phoned the hospital yesturday at 10am the sister who answered the phone took my number and said the dr would phone.every time the thone would ring i was on tender hooks.a couple of times it rung and when i picked it up they h... Read more

still waiting for the results of aymans test.

Saturday, March 20, 2010      12 comments

phoned the hospital for the results of aymans cystic fibrousis test on thursday.the person on the phone said they have just got the test results but she couldnīt give it out to me.i have to phone back on monday to speak to professer von meutius ... Read more

zakariya and aymans lung specialist visit.update.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010      10 comments

yesturday was at the lung specialist with the kids.the result was not good for both of them. zakariya lung funtion has gone down again,she put him on atibiotics,doubled his dose of viani forte and also add acc with the pari boy.renewed the ... Read more

dr put ayman on what she calls the full programme=emotional eating.

Monday, March 08, 2010      14 comments

ayman was really bad again yesturday and in the night(not that he has been really healthy for a long time)but he was a lot this morning was back to the dr and she has put him once again on what she calls the full programme.which means a... Read more

under 250lbs

Saturday, March 06, 2010      14 comments

when you read the title you would think i was doing good but when you think i hit this goal on my birthday last year(1st of may)i havenīt really come far or have i?i think yes in one sense i have ,i put weight back on but this time it hasnīt sta... Read more

thanks paula for the reminder.

Sunday, February 28, 2010      4 comments

hi this is just to say to paula thanks for the reminder that we can do this.i read paulas blog this morning and her saying how near she is getting to under 300lbs it made me realise how near i was to getting under 250lbs again.1 more lb to Read more

lookinf forward again,baby steps here we go again.

Saturday, February 27, 2010      11 comments

first i once again want to thank each and everyone of you again for your friendship,support,encourageme
nt and just for being is much appreciated and the thanks come from the has been a hard year for me with the last two wee... Read more

and the stress goes on is it never ending.

Sunday, February 21, 2010      12 comments

today i spent the whole day in emergancy,infact two emergencyīs as the first hospital sent me by ambulance to the second hospital.for once it was not for one of the kids but for me.i havenīt been feeling to good for ages but because of my family... Read more

time to snap out of it.

Saturday, February 20, 2010      13 comments

first i want to thank all my spark friends for putting up with my bad mood,depression etc this week each and everyone of has been a real tough week for me and i hit rock bottom you can see by my name i am not one to stay at r... Read more

fluids only!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010      5 comments

well managed to get to talk to my mans surgeon today.he said that when my man comes home for the first three weeks at least he is to have fluids means there is less pressure for me re cooking(my man will only eat tunisian food and if any... Read more

fear,stress,eating or should i say gorgeing chocolate.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010      7 comments

today my husband has his operation and anyone who knows me know i have a real fear over operations with good grandmother died in an operation so did my mother technically but the drīs mange to revive her on the operation table.also i h... Read more

hide and seek.

Saturday, February 06, 2010      9 comments

after having a terrible night with little sleep(ayman is ill again)and the kids playing up all morning as they think they should have the attention not ayman.i had to laugh just as i thought my nerves were coming to an end.the two older ones see... Read more

eating without coarse,or binge eating.

Thursday, February 04, 2010      3 comments

i nearly didnīt write this blog as i didnīt know what to put for a title,it still propably insīt the right title.or how i would word or write down what i did and why.especially as i am still not certain why i did it.ok here goes.the other week a... Read more

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