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other peoples preconceptions of us and our own conceptions.

Monday, January 18, 2010      6 comments

when i was writing my status this morning i didn´t think it would start me thinking about myself and the past and about something a goodfriend of me once said to me. first to the thing my friend once said to me over her false preconceptions... Read more

woo.hoo. 5lbs under.

Friday, January 15, 2010      12 comments

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this blog is well overdue,you know what they say.better late than never.

Sunday, January 10, 2010      6 comments

so much for me blogging on a more daily usual with my got in the way.once again i appologise to all my spark friends that i haven´t been keeping in contact as much as usual or been so involved in teams,reading peoples blogs etc... Read more

update and thanks.

Saturday, December 26, 2009      5 comments

first i will do the thanks.thanks to everybody who answered my last blog,sorry i was too ill to get back to people if i have time will do it sometime over the next few to the update,not a good one i am afraid.still feeling ill with lit... Read more

blog over not blogging.

Monday, December 21, 2009      10 comments

sorry no blog i have caught the tummy flu off ayman feel really ill and really sorry for myself.even writting this blog is an effort.sorry and bye.... Read more

zakariya´sbirthday party preperations for tomorrow(will there be a party?)

Saturday, December 19, 2009      6 comments

brought all the stuff for zakariya´s birthday party but at the moment looks like no one once to come now because they are afraid to catch what ayman has as some of his friends celerbrate christmas and a couzple who don´t are going away on holida... Read more

busy,busy,busy,busy,so tired could drop off to sleep.

Friday, December 18, 2009      10 comments

sorry for not blogging yesturday my plan was to blog everyday to try and keep me accountable but as usual life gets in way.ayman had 40,6 high temprature yesture and was sleeping and crying on and off the whole day.tried to get all the shopping ... Read more

in a rush,but must be done,today´s goals.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009      5 comments

1#get the kids ready for school and kinder garten(though zakariya is still not a100% he has someone coming to do an intelligent teast on him today)so has to go.##goal met. 1#take aymen to his play group.##goal met. 3#school phychologis... Read more

in spite of a lack of sleep,todays goals

Tuesday, December 15, 2009      7 comments

was up all night with zakariya and ayman being sick,this morning they both started off with diareehae as well.ayyub must also stay at home even though he is well but as i am on my own i couldn´t leave zakariya and ayman to take him to kindergart... Read more

resetting my life,or should that be goal setting.

Monday, December 14, 2009      12 comments

for the last two and a half weeks since i had my shock over ayman(seems longer than that really)have i let my emotions get away with me and my eating as much so that in two weeks i have put on is now the time to reset my life and... Read more

i thank all of you for all the comments on my last blog

Friday, December 04, 2009      3 comments

i thought it would be easyier to thank everyone who commented on my last blog through this the moment i don´t have the time and if i was honest the energy to go to everyone´s spark page to thank them personally for their comments so i th... Read more

yesturday i had the most horriblist of shoichs and am still reeling from it.

Monday, November 30, 2009      14 comments

i thought my son ayman who has just turned one was dead.thanks be to god he wasn´t but the way i felt when i thought he was i wouldn´t wish anyone to go through the past there have been times when we thought he might die,which was always f... Read more

alive and kicking one year on.

Thursday, November 26, 2009      7 comments

a year ago today was a very happy as well as traumatic time for our family.i got preclamcia in the pregnancy and both my son and me nearly lost our lives.after an emergancy c-section my son was taken to intensive.(i never even got to see him fir... Read more

life is good and full of change like my spark page .check it out it´s updated.

Saturday, November 21, 2009      8 comments

first the stress of the last two months with the baby being twice and zakariya being in hospital three times seems to be over.zakariya came out of hospital yesturday,thanks be to god and evryone seems ok at the moment.the first time in i don´t k... Read more

proverbs,sayings are they true or just illusion?or are they lifelines?

Saturday, October 24, 2009      6 comments

been doing a lot of thinking theese last weeks trying to keep my mind of fsomethings,trying not to let some thoughts from forming and trying to block them out when i couldn´t stop them.set sayings kept popping into my mind like.god wouldn´t send... Read more

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