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and the stress goes on is it never ending.

Sunday, February 21, 2010      12 comments

today i spent the whole day in emergancy,infact two emergency´s as the first hospital sent me by ambulance to the second hospital.for once it was not for one of the kids but for me.i haven´t been feeling to good for ages but because of my family... Read more

time to snap out of it.

Saturday, February 20, 2010      13 comments

first i want to thank all my spark friends for putting up with my bad mood,depression etc this week each and everyone of has been a real tough week for me and i hit rock bottom you can see by my name i am not one to stay at r... Read more

fluids only!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010      5 comments

well managed to get to talk to my mans surgeon today.he said that when my man comes home for the first three weeks at least he is to have fluids means there is less pressure for me re cooking(my man will only eat tunisian food and if any... Read more

fear,stress,eating or should i say gorgeing chocolate.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010      7 comments

today my husband has his operation and anyone who knows me know i have a real fear over operations with good grandmother died in an operation so did my mother technically but the dr´s mange to revive her on the operation table.also i h... Read more

hide and seek.

Saturday, February 06, 2010      9 comments

after having a terrible night with little sleep(ayman is ill again)and the kids playing up all morning as they think they should have the attention not ayman.i had to laugh just as i thought my nerves were coming to an end.the two older ones see... Read more

eating without coarse,or binge eating.

Thursday, February 04, 2010      3 comments

i nearly didn´t write this blog as i didn´t know what to put for a title,it still propably ins´t the right title.or how i would word or write down what i did and why.especially as i am still not certain why i did it.ok here goes.the other week a... Read more

2010 update.

Tuesday, February 02, 2010      5 comments

well january is now over and i lost 9lbs i was hoping for 10lbs but will take the 9lbs.apart from being in a lot of pain,i havr the dr tonight.i am still very motivated and with my best spark buddy genia we are both going to try to loose 10lb fo... Read more

one year here at spark people woo hoo.

Monday, January 25, 2010      13 comments

not been feeling well theese last few days .infact my husband wanted me to go to the hospital be honest i was tempted but didn´t go because i was afraid they would keep me in and now is not the right ayman has his inoccul... Read more

other peoples preconceptions of us and our own conceptions.

Monday, January 18, 2010      6 comments

when i was writing my status this morning i didn´t think it would start me thinking about myself and the past and about something a goodfriend of me once said to me. first to the thing my friend once said to me over her false preconceptions... Read more

woo.hoo. 5lbs under.

Friday, January 15, 2010      12 comments

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this blog is well overdue,you know what they say.better late than never.

Sunday, January 10, 2010      6 comments

so much for me blogging on a more daily usual with my got in the way.once again i appologise to all my spark friends that i haven´t been keeping in contact as much as usual or been so involved in teams,reading peoples blogs etc... Read more

update and thanks.

Saturday, December 26, 2009      5 comments

first i will do the thanks.thanks to everybody who answered my last blog,sorry i was too ill to get back to people if i have time will do it sometime over the next few to the update,not a good one i am afraid.still feeling ill with lit... Read more

blog over not blogging.

Monday, December 21, 2009      10 comments

sorry no blog i have caught the tummy flu off ayman feel really ill and really sorry for myself.even writting this blog is an effort.sorry and bye.... Read more

zakariya´sbirthday party preperations for tomorrow(will there be a party?)

Saturday, December 19, 2009      6 comments

brought all the stuff for zakariya´s birthday party but at the moment looks like no one once to come now because they are afraid to catch what ayman has as some of his friends celerbrate christmas and a couzple who don´t are going away on holida... Read more

busy,busy,busy,busy,so tired could drop off to sleep.

Friday, December 18, 2009      10 comments

sorry for not blogging yesturday my plan was to blog everyday to try and keep me accountable but as usual life gets in way.ayman had 40,6 high temprature yesture and was sleeping and crying on and off the whole day.tried to get all the shopping ... Read more

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