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Going for it all

Friday, March 06, 2015      4 comments

Today will be the day that I stop feeling sorry for myself and starting seeing my life in a whole perspective. I started the day off by waking up early and having breakfast, which is one meal I never eat lol. Put I am going to start because I wa... Read more

The greatest 5 reasons of all

Sunday, March 01, 2015      3 comments

the greatest 5 reasons for me to workout are as follows 1. I want to be able to feel better about myself and to reach my goal of losing weight. 2. I want to show my family that I can lose weight and keep it off. 3. I want to be able to go ... Read more

One heck of a Major Set Back

Sunday, February 01, 2015      9 comments

I hate to say this but here it goes, I had one heck of a major set back this past 9 months and it has thrown me off track big time. I lost control of the big picture and now I am fighting a losing battle with myself. I thought I had everyth... Read more


Friday, October 31, 2014      13 comments

I am writing this blog because it is the only was i can express my feeling towards my goal. You see I lost my dad yesterday to cancer and Pneumonia. He was hoping that he could see me when I loss this weight and get to my goal weight but he didn... Read more

Will Things Ever Change For Me

Thursday, June 05, 2014      2 comments

The week has been so busy for me and I swear I lost weight because I have been busy keeping my house clean and now I have to trash it because my landlord is getting painters in on monday to paint and then they will be putting in new windows and ... Read more

Feeling is so lonely

Thursday, May 08, 2014      2 comments

Well my heart was ripped out of my chest today because social services and child protection came to my house while I was away shopping for groceries and paying bills and took my son away from me and placed him a foster home. I feel so alone with... Read more

Feeling So truly Inspired

Tuesday, March 11, 2014      4 comments

Today I feel so inspired by a true friend. She helped me see that my goal is my own and to do it for me and not for everyone else. I feel that I can do anything as long as I set my mind to it. I can feel that my heart soul body and spirit is sta... Read more


Tuesday, March 11, 2014      9 comments

emoticon Well here I am again failing at the one thing that I wanted more than anything in this world. I have been s... Read more

My Big Mistake

Saturday, January 18, 2014      8 comments

Have you ever had a feeling that you think you have a goal plan figured out in your mind and then life throws you a curve ball and it all fails miserably well that is the way I have been feeling lately. I had this planned out from day one t... Read more

Going To Makes Some Much Needed CHANGES

Monday, October 07, 2013      3 comments

I have been going around my house as if I had my head cut off because I am so bored and I didnt know what to do with my time until I had a talk to a dear friend of mine. She told me to listen to the inner me and see what was good for me. SO now ... Read more

Taking This Goal one Day at a Time

Tuesday, September 03, 2013      8 comments

Hello everyone. I am posting a new blog to let you all know that i am taking this weight lose goal one day at a time because I have failed again. I was sitting at 210 for over 4 months and then I ended up getting into a rut and couldnt get out o... Read more

Get Back What I Lost

Saturday, July 20, 2013      5 comments

I have been so lost lately, I have lost my self-esteem and self confidence as well as my motivation. I know that when times get tough then I should get back on that horse and ride as hard as I can. But lately all I want to do is waddle in self p... Read more

Doiong Great

Tuesday, July 09, 2013      5 comments

Hi I know i havent been in for some time but let me tell you what has been going on with me lately. For starters I have been sick for about 2 weeks and now I am finally over the flu. I have been also very busy with cleaning but withou... Read more


Saturday, April 20, 2013      6 comments

I have been so depressed for the past few weeks but now things are looking up for me. I have decided it was time for me to start looking at my goals more closely and I am thinking that there is one more goal that I have to set forth and that is ... Read more

April 5 2013

Friday, April 05, 2013      3 comments

I have been so depressed lately because I haven't been able to come into SparkPeople for awhile until now. I just g opt my internet back and I just hope that I don't loose it again because that would just send me over the edge of despare. ... Read more

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