A Glimpse into my Mind today
I was looking through my camera photos this evening when I came upon one I hadn’t shared before, a picture of all my medals from running:
I have 2 others, but Kaylee ... Read more
Since my last journal entry, I have gone off and done things on my own a bit, it fits with the blossoming. I would love to go more into it here, but I am not sure that will happen. It's a part of my life that I don't think I ever want made "publ... Read more
I have an appt with my therapist next Wednesday, but I know I'll be throwing him for a loop. I have made quite a discovery about myself. It has to deal with a very private part of me, and my relationship with my husband. I can't go into detail a... Read more
Yesterday was quite the day. I didn't mention it much (or at all) in yesterday's blog because it just felt like it needed to be separate.
Two days prior to Thanksgiving, I really felt like I was going in the right direction and that things... Read more
A New Mindset
Whew...so where do I start?
In my last blog, I talked about reinvention. And it has been a work in progress. It's been so hard. Starting is hard. Making the right choices. I can't believe it is SO hard to do.
I know it gets better, ge... Read more
I have been feeling mighty fine this last week/end. I didn't feel that good on Monday/Tuesday, but a lot of it was picking my way through feeling ravenous (for good reason) on Monday, and then continuing the cycle of eating too much on Tuesday. ... Read more
I have so many reasons to eat, eat, eat.
It's someone's birthday.
It's a full moon.
I'm a woman.
I have a kid.
I have stress.
S... Read more
I have so much I need to blog about, but it seems the only time I have to do this is the few minutes between my daughter finally staying in her bed and me needing to go to bed myself. That is, of course, if I'm not stuffing my face with food.
... Read more
My First Marathon, Long Report plus pictures!
The Twin Cities Marathon, my first marathon.
My training was at about 70%, or possibly less...so I had quite a few doubts, and fears of failing/dropping out, and disappointing people around me, and/or letting down my friend who I ran it wi... Read more
Long time, no see...
First of all, I miss you all, and I miss this site. It's like so many things, once you stop, it can take forever to start back up. That goes for SP. SOOO much has happened this summer, and even more will be happening this fall, so there has been... Read more
Okay, not the avoidance one probably thinks of when they see that title, but it was an avoidance nonetheless. An avoidance of the GOOD kind.
Yesterday was day #3 of my plan to "overcome binge eating." I already had 2 days binge free before ... Read more
Change in Goals
I am not going to go into all the details until I feel...stronger about what I am doing, but basically have changed my goal from losing as much weight as I can, to work on arresting my binge eating.
It seems like the harder I try to lose w... Read more
Half Marathon Pictures
Yeah, I'm purchasing these two pics, but I guess I just wanted to post these for you all to see! And yes, ... Read more
Plans - Day 1 - June 1
Keeping myself accountable....
~ Got my food plan together for the day which includes breakfast, snack, lunch, snack, dinner, small snack.
~ Drink 80 ounces of noncaffeinated fluids
~ Rest day from cardio (ran 3 miles... Read more
Goals To Get Me Going....for June
First off, I took a bit of a hiatus from here, barely even lurking around except to pop up and chirp about the half marathon and 5K I ran with a lovely, lovely friend (TJDOESLIFE). Although I am not going to apologize for stepping away (I though... Read more