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Finding it difficult to forgive myself!

Tuesday, January 27, 2015      5 comments

I have done some things I am not proud of in the past. Terrible in my eyes. The ppl affected have already forgiven me, mostly. But I am finding it difficult to forgive myself. The scenes keep replaying themselves in my mind. I feel so bad! I kee... Read more

Fabulous Homecooked Steak Dinner!

Saturday, January 24, 2015      5 comments

I bought a piece of grass fed topside beef for a good price. That one piece was enough for 2 meals! Imagine if you had gone to a restaurant, they would have given you a hu... Read more

Got up early today! Went for a walk!

Friday, January 23, 2015      7 comments

Got in roughly 4,000+ steps today! Not exercising now though. Just finished dialysis. Not advisible. I've fainted before! Tmrw, I am making myself and my Dad grass fed beef steak with garlic potatoes!... Read more

Sights from my walk today!

Thursday, January 22, 2015      3 comments

An unusual effect of a sunset. I was stunned by the beauty of God's creation! Unfortunately, this picture doesn't do it full justice. I hope you can see it! Read more

Worried abt my parents

Monday, January 19, 2015      8 comments

My parents are getting older day by day. They are getting absent minded and my Dad's hearing isn't what it used to be! And yet he still has to continue working because I m on dialysis and can't support myself financially. I m worried abt ho... Read more

Just got myself a curling tong

Sunday, January 18, 2015      3 comments

Haven't got the hang of it yet though. I just need practice, then I'll have va-va-voom hair for special ocassions! It's a vidal sasson travel sized curling tong. It looks so cute! Cost abt RM98 though! I think I'll go practice curling my hair no... Read more

Upset stomach along with a cold!

Saturday, January 17, 2015      4 comments

Sigh! This is just not my day! Not my weekend more like! Can't exercise and my belly isn't getting any smaller! Ppl are starting to comment on my rounded appearance! Not good! Not good at all! All I can do is keep trying but it upsets me th... Read more

can't stop sneezing! i think i have a cold!

Friday, January 16, 2015      3 comments

I think I got the bug from my Dad. He's been coughing for days now. My Mom can't stop sneezing too! The weather is bad! Lot's of ppl are sick! I hope I recover soon! Lot's of exercise planned but I can't do it atm! Rats!... Read more

Frantic & Worried

Thursday, January 15, 2015      3 comments

The nurses in the dialysis center I go to have been remarking how much fatter I look. I am also aware that though my clothes still fit, I am developing a big tummy problem. It wasn't so bad in my 30s but now in my 40s, it's pretty bad! I can lit... Read more

Very disappointed with myself!

Monday, January 12, 2015      4 comments

I keep telling myself to keep my weight down, to drink less, because I am on dialysis but I keep failing! My weight keeps going up! Even the nurses have started to notice and are remarking on my rounder face and belly fat! I had worship dut... Read more

Some Undeniable Facts

Thursday, January 08, 2015      8 comments

People my age with similar educations are now earning big bucks, having luxurious/nice homes, driving nice/fancy cars and having steady/good jobs. I may be on dialysis but there's nothing wrong with my brain. My main weakness is, I'm too se... Read more

Taking it one day at a time!

Tuesday, January 06, 2015      8 comments

I know my recent blogs have been negative. It's true, I do feel this way but I've decided to change my way of thinking to be happier. I've decided to count my blessings instead of focusing on what is wrong in my life. I have good ... Read more

What must I do?! I just never had a choice!!

Monday, January 05, 2015      7 comments

I have a huge problem! I just can't seem to keep my weight down! Esp on a Monday! I keep going to the dialysis center with a 4kg or more weight gain. Mostly, it's because I drink too much water. It's just sooooo hard! I wish I never had SLE and ... Read more

Thinking of this cut!

Friday, January 02, 2015      5 comments

What do you think? Does this cut suit me? I sure will miss my longish hair though!... Read more

Am I Expecting too much?

Thursday, January 01, 2015      2 comments

I recently acquired a pedometer app on my mobile. It's very handy because it tracks my steps fairly accurately while going easy on the mobile's battery! I'm very happy with it! At least now, I'm aware of how many steps I take. Previously, I... Read more


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