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I'm BACK

Wednesday, November 14, 2012      1 comments

Well Hurricane Sandy hit and it tossed me right off the wagon. It's taken this long for many of my neighbors to get power (some are still in the dark) and took me this long to stop the binge! I am happy to report I have NOT gained any weight d... Read more

You know it's time to toss jeans when . . .

Tuesday, October 16, 2012      2 comments

When you can remove your jeans without unbuttoning or unzipping them . . . when you are actually not just using a belt but rolling the top to try to keep them up . . . when they look like they are hanging awkwardly off your rear . . . yep -... Read more

brink of insanity

Monday, October 15, 2012      0 comments

I typed a nice long blog about my stress and anxiety aka a pity party. I've deleted it and now I'm moving on with a course of action. ... Read more

From 0 to disaster

Tuesday, October 02, 2012      1 comments

My house can go from 0 to disaster in less than an hour. It then takes me days to recover. I work from home and nothing gets me anxious like the house being trashed. I can't focus and feel overwhelmed . This is the main cause of my current w... Read more

Over an entire day in 1 meal

Sunday, September 30, 2012      1 comments

OMG I had more calories in ONE meal today then I've had in an entire day since starting spark people. It's just CRAZY to think about it. I actually went over my daily allowance in one meal . . . one meal! Funny thing . . . I'm not upset about... Read more

This time is different.

Friday, September 28, 2012      4 comments

I decided to blog today about my change. I changed. For over a year I binged, ate nothing but crap, didn't exercise . . . the more I did those things the worse I felt about myself . . . the more I did those things. It was a cycle I didn... Read more

Dragging - today's plan

Thursday, September 27, 2012      0 comments

Not going to be an easy day. I can already feel it. The house is trashed because the kids were home from school yesterday . . . for the same reason I feel behind in work. I say "feel" because although I have a lot to do - I am not really behi... Read more

First 20 officially gone

Tuesday, September 25, 2012      3 comments

It's to easy to focus on how much more I need to lose and feel overwhelmed and depressed. However, at 20 pounds it's easier to focus on how much I've lost and not think about how far I still need to go. It's like when you run, when you ... Read more

Clawing my way back

Thursday, September 20, 2012      2 comments

When I started a month ago I was doing 5 minutes at a time on the elliptical trainer. 5 minutes was the longest I could make before having to take a break. I would do 5 minutes break for 10 , 5 minutes, break for 10 . . . Today I did 10 minut... Read more

one meal

Saturday, September 15, 2012      2 comments

Today I missed breakfast - as per usual. Didn't have lunch until late . . . had an AMAZING grilled chicken wrap . . .VERY healthy . . . but VERY big. Since I am still VERY full and it's almost dinner time, this will most likely be a one meal d... Read more

Lacking Focus

Friday, September 14, 2012      1 comments

Today I am lacking focus and inspiration. Problem is there is so much to do. I have tons of work for both jobs and a messy house with company coming tomorrow. Definitely not lacking in things-to-do. Problem is today I have no desire to do an... Read more

Blue Screen of Death

Thursday, September 13, 2012      0 comments

I work with computers - but I assume EVERYONE knows what the "blue screen of death" is. It's when your computer just up and dies on you and you get a pretty blue screen with some text on it. Thats how I feel. I feel like my brain is giving me... Read more

Sensitive

Wednesday, September 12, 2012      1 comments

Now that I'm NOT binge eating I seem to be more sensitive to food accusations. For example last night when my daughter saw there were 2 ice cream bars left she asked me not to eat them, I didn't want one thank you. I took dinner out of the ov... Read more

Making a bad day good

Wednesday, September 12, 2012      0 comments

In a bad mood today. went to bed in a funk, toss and turned all night and woke up feeling worse. I'm am cranky, tired, depressed, overwhelmed and anxious. Combination that can lead into a serious binge. But I am telling me, you and the world... Read more


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