I am so beat down
This year has been the most turmoiltouous year I have ever have. I am exhausted by everything in my life. And everything just keeps piling and buring me deeper and deeper.
I'm at nearly 250 pounds now. I feel like total and complete crap - insi... Read more
Weigh in Wednesday selfie
2 lbs less than last week -- but I wouldn't say that I lost 2 lbs....its just.....wow.
Lots of bad decisions lately.
... Read more
Weigh in 240.8 this week.
Got a ton of chocolate for my bday. And for valentines day. And fast food (which I don't eat).
It is impossible not being home.
I fee... Read more
Is it nap time?
New temp job is awesome and insanely busy and insanely so much to do to catch up.
Working 8.5 hr days at the shop, and bringing home 5-7 hours a night.
Having fun though.
Weigh in, up a lb, but ate a Brazillian Ste... Read more
The answer? 3000.
Yep. Both days of this weekend, tracked: 3K each. OUuuuuuuuuuuuch.
Not going to get it get me down.
Today, I worked my tiny little feet off (they're not tiny, but I still worked them off!!)
I ran from 8:30 a to 8:15 pm on... Read more
Not me, my foods!
I've made some DELICIOUS-ly bad choices the last two days. I need to track it.
Yesterday I had a Perkins breakfast, complete with Chicken biscuits and gravy, bacon, sausage, and eggs........and a milkshake. (C'mon, they... Read more
How did I not blog for four days?
I'm trying a new years resolution to blog often.
Get things off my chest.
Keep me accountable.
Keep a document of whats goin' on overall.
And yet, here I am, slackin' already!!
Well, we started working out. I've rode my s... Read more
Day one of the rest of my life!!!
Too dramatic? Maybe. But I mean it this time dang it all.
Today, after a week of not, I got up and worked out.
I had yet another horrible nights sleep. Went to bed with a head ache, woke up with a headache and a ton of tossing and turni... Read more
Why am I happy today? Well, I'm forcing myself to be happy, because in all honesty, my anxiety is a level freaking 11 today.
BUT - I got two packages in the mail today.
The first: a photo collage canvas that I made of pictures I've taken... Read more
Happiness in the midst of poo
Remember last blog's sleepless night. Ha! Last night was a ditto. Now, it had nothing to do with pets, just insomnia and pain. But, I went to bed somewhere between 1:30-2 (yes, still late - but I got up at 1 for petes sake!)......was still wide ... Read more
Well, that was a rough night!!!
Well, first time in....ever(?)....I just got up after noon. 1:00 pm was my rise and freakin' shine.
My evening started out, going to bed at 11pm. Then Bud freaking out with some sort of ear ache/itch. So, we came out to sleep in the living... Read more
I took all five pets to the vet......
......because I am a glutton for punishment!!
Happiness of today? Surviving the trip to the vet! And everyone getting a (pretty much) clean bill of health! This year my pets will turn, 7, 13, 13, 13, and 17; so any trip to the vet is alway... Read more
I cheated on you, sparkpeople
It is true.
Today I joined the free trial of "dailyburn".
Really customized and seemingly use-friendly. Haven't started the videos yet, but I really like they give you one 30 min video a day and just like - bam - use this.
I won't ... Read more
Bring on the happy....and the cough syrup
In my effort to maintain happiness all year, yesterday I drove to my moms and got her some groceries. Then went to visit my gram, and she also needed groceries! So I headed back into town, and got those. It made me happy to make them happy - and... Read more
My new years resolution(s)
My new years revolution: to do something everyday to bring happiness to my life.
No matter big or small, make a conscious effort to be happy.
This may include a walk with the dogs.
Reading a book.
Calling a loved one.
Watc... Read more