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    ELPAJARONEGRO   19,637
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First day back

Monday, March 11, 2013      1 comments

My first day back on SP, I did pretty well. Stayed under 1500 calories. Didn't get any exercise but that's because Sunday is my only real day off, and I don't work out that day. Pretty happy with the day, will try to keep it going tomorrow. Work... Read more

I gave up

Sunday, March 10, 2013      4 comments

So, for a couple of years, I gave up. I'm not happy about it but it happened, for a lot of reasons. I am past the point of beating myself up for being fat. I've been fat my whole life. I am not like other people, my body is not like other bodies... Read more


Thursday, August 25, 2011      0 comments

No energy this whole week plus hanging on to some water weight. It's hormonal and will pass but lord I am still in a bad mood!... Read more

Weight loss tracker

Saturday, August 20, 2011      0 comments

I wish the little tracker on here would record your total weight loss since you joined, instead of resetting itself if you reset your goals. I reset mine recently and my tracker reset, so now it says I've lost only 3 pounds instead of 43! I know... Read more

bad mood saturday

Saturday, August 20, 2011      0 comments

I'm glad today is my rest day from the gym because I am in such a bad mood with no energy! I really wish I could take a nap but I have to work until 7. Looking forward to tomorrow, tho. Gonna switch up my workouts for the day and go do a bit of ... Read more


Saturday, August 20, 2011      0 comments

Made it through another week of workouts. Tomorrow is my rest day--no workouts and I get to add a little bit of extra calories to the day. I've kept up good momentum for the past couple of weeks and I'm seeing a lot of progress for such a short ... Read more

Still going

Friday, August 19, 2011      0 comments

Still keeping calories around 1400, more pounds dropping off (although the scale won't show it right now because of good ol' Ovulation--I pack on the water weight during this time). Just gotta keep remembering to keep my calories LOW...not too l... Read more

Well well well

Wednesday, August 17, 2011      2 comments

So....last week I lost FOUR pounds. That's unheard of for me. Normally it takes me a month to lose four pounds. And it's not water weight, either, it really is a loss of four fat pounds. I still kinda can't believe it. Clearly I need to keep doi... Read more

Your rules don't work for me

Monday, August 15, 2011      2 comments

Dear people in my life, I know you mean well, but most of you are thin. Your rules don't work for me. Your suggestions have no relevance to me because you have no idea what life is like as a fat person. You mean well, surely, but please stop mak... Read more

Going to bed hungry

Saturday, August 13, 2011      3 comments

It's midnight, I'm about to go to bed, and my stomach has started to grumble like it does every night. I go to bed hungry. Every single night. My friend says she does the same thing, and almost likes it, that it makes her feel like she won that ... Read more


Thursday, August 11, 2011      1 comments

A mere three days ago I cut my calories by 200 a day. That plus my workouts means I've already lost a pound. I KNOW this works. I KNOW cutting calories is the ONLY way I'll consistently lose weight. WHY do I keep forgetting this?... Read more

Doing better

Wednesday, August 10, 2011      0 comments

I've cut my calories to around 1400 a day. Hope to start losing again. I have to keep trying.... Read more

Binge time

Tuesday, August 09, 2011      0 comments

I ate a whole pizza today and I kinda don't care. I'm going to bed now. Tomorrow is another day.... Read more

Still here

Monday, July 25, 2011      2 comments

Still here, still trying, haven't lost anything since this time last year. It's NOT because I haven't tried. I've been working my ass off, or trying to, but something's just not right. I keep trying, and I'll keep trying from now on. It's just S... Read more

On again

Tuesday, January 11, 2011      1 comments

Kinda fell off the wagon, gained a little bit back, only about five pounds and that was over the holidays. Holidays throw me for a loop. I have no willpower against all that food. None. So I just shrug it off, try not to overdo it, and enjoy mys... Read more

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