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do you ever feel you just don't belong?

Saturday, January 14, 2012      6 comments

I always thought before it was just the weight...now the weight is gone and I still feel I don't belong. I have a hard time making friends. it is hard for me to let people in to see who I really am. I always feel I won't to good enough, smart en... Read more

Life now and then

Wednesday, January 11, 2012      1 comments

well life sure has changed its hard for me to believe that that was really me. I am scared to death wondering when it will be over. I hear so many horror stories about gaining it all back. I still have all the bad habits of eating junk food. the... Read more

the shower is almost here

Thursday, August 25, 2011      2 comments

My daughter is getting married in October. The family will all be going to Jamaica for her destination wedding! We are all so excited, we have never been and all 4 of my kids will be going. This will be the first vacation we will all have togeth... Read more

Well I did it.....I'm FrankenELL

Thursday, July 14, 2011      6 comments

I kept thinking should I or shouldn't I....well I did. On june 22 I went in and had plastic surgery on my body, tummy, butt, arms, already did the girls in april. Now I'm just healing. The first week was rough, I'm feeling pretty good now. The d... Read more

Garden for you...

Tuesday, May 24, 2011      5 comments

I planted my vegetable garden today in memorie of my dad. I lost my dad last September. Every year he overseen me make my garden, even when he was sick the last few yrs he would watch and instruct me.(my gosh I'd think...Im 50 yrs old!) Dad grew... Read more

Bad habits creeping back....

Monday, May 23, 2011      3 comments

I have done really well on my weight loss, but my biggest fear is uh ohwill it be coming back. I still have alot of problems of eating the wrong things. Why , because they go down so easy. Its very easy for me to eat chocolate kisses and junk ty... Read more

Its a good life

Tuesday, May 10, 2011      2 comments

It feels so good to look back and really see what has happened. I still have a hard time believing. I wish I would have done this years ago but I was so set against having surgery. It does change you, sometimes not always the way you hope for. A... Read more

Things are changing again!

Saturday, April 16, 2011      3 comments

I'm so happy the weather is finally turning warm again. I look so forward to biking and walking. Who would have ever thought my idea of having a good time would be that!. I started getting vit b-12 shots and I do see a difference in energy. At o... Read more

eat my dust!

Monday, April 04, 2011      2 comments

Mother-daughter duo is unstoppable after Bariatric Surgery For many, bariatric surgery is the best option to kick off a new lifestyle of healthier eating and exercise. "I was always the one who was watching the kids while everyone el... Read more

Love/Hate cold weather.....

Sunday, December 05, 2010      2 comments

I have a love hate relationship with cold weather. I love the fashions, Iv'e never been one to wear sweaters and lots of layers before because I didn't want all the extra bulk and besides that I was way to hot. I never wore a true winter coat, a... Read more

It's been 1 year, what a change!

Friday, November 05, 2010      11 comments

I can't believe it......1 year has already went by. I would have never dreamed a yr ago I would be this size. I am living my dream. However that doesn't mean its like I always pictured it. I have had alot of eating issues. Last week I went in ag... Read more

sorry, I've been missing

Friday, October 08, 2010      6 comments

sorry I have been missing, I am having a real hard time. I lost my dad.......my dad has been living with me for the last year on and off. He was very sick with strokes, dialysis and other health issues. I always thought his sickness would be wh... Read more

living my dream....

Saturday, September 11, 2010      4 comments

I went on vacation with my husband all last week. What a great time it was. We visited family and did river rafting and zip lining!. Our first stop was to north carolina to see my brother, then to tenneessee, then Illinois to see my sister, then... Read more

I am so happy! and I have so much to be happy about!

Saturday, August 14, 2010      8 comments

I am so happy, I feel so blessed at the opportunity to feel like this in my life. I always imagined how it would feel. On my computer I have a rolling screen of all the pictures I have taken that continually plays. As the old pictures role by an... Read more

169 can you belive it!?!

Monday, August 02, 2010      9 comments

169 ......wow I can hardly believe it! I weigh my self everyday on my wii. It is so encouraging to keep track on. I have 14 more pounds to lose so it says...thats normal. I can't wait I can see it in my future! Read more


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