My niece left today. I am going to miss her a lot! Life sucks!!!
last night at work I had another episode - pain in my abdomen and trouble breathing - ended up deciding to go to ER this time. Following that - spent this morning having my blood... Read more
Taking the good with the bad...
My day started with my niece and I going for a walk. Oh, and the dog. It was really nice. Wish she could stay and do this with me. She's a beautiful young woman and it breaks my heart to see her overweight and allowing stupid people (like HER) t... Read more
have my "cake" and ate it!
Has anyone ever been to Germany? I have. They have THE BEST bread in the world (what little I saw of it LOL)
We get some of that prepacked stuff here in Croatia. It's sooo good! It tastes like a cake to me! Such full taste! And so healthy! I ... Read more
early mornin' bloggin'
So...first day at work...
I was very nervous but tried to hide it. I did the inventory. Now to clean up the store...Hope the inventory went ok...had to do it by myself as always, being the only one working in the store. But my coworker - lady ... Read more
1st day at the job...OMG
I am a nervous mess. Last night I got such a scare! I took the dog out around 9 and met a man, a vascular sergeant. We talked and he told me stuff about thromboses. I guess it scared me a lot for I got a strong pain in my stomach and then it mov... Read more
My undercover operation.
It has been a month and no slipping. None! From somewhere, the strength to do this - eat right and keep moving - it keeps pouring in. And I keep going.
But LIFE won't cut me a break. As if some force out there is wanting me to falter.
So it... Read more
I hate my life!
I have no time for my old blog any more. And Once I start working I'll have even less time.
So, here it goes, my journal...
Some time ago, a book publishing company started sending dad some You're about to winn big $ ...every once in a whil... Read more
Another victory! Love SP!
I got my period yesterday and I thought, maybe even with that, the scale might be kind. I would be happy with 1 kilo down.
But I was prepared TOM may mess up my go, and th... Read more
rain won't quit. neither will I! so there! :-P
Yesterday was such a great day! After a lot of rain, the sun shone! So a few of us 2legged friends and our 4legged gang spent the afternoon harassing the locals and tourist... Read more
broke. I see no way out :(
I am really scared. We are in serious money trouble. I don't know what to do. i know we're going to have to borrow. Dad maxed out at the bank. I have to wait till july to get any money. So, may and june.
I hate asking people for money, I don'... Read more
bad dog - good dog ?
Unrelated, or related to my efforts to lose weight, I had gotten so angry at my dog (and myself) this morning!
I started serious walking every morning and of course, I take the little hairball with. Usually she is perfection. This morning - no... Read more
Ah-ha! Oh, yeah! I did it!
I started dieting on 16th of april. For 3 days I ate nothing but bananas. I had no idea what to do, where to start, how to tame the beast. So I did what I could, hoping that, by eating as many bananas as I needed would help my body adopt to less... Read more
Hiding the shame
Today I said to dad "Wonder what the scale gonna show tomorrow"
He said I ate a lot (!!!!) and so...because I stopped buying yogurt and buttermilk and started eating milk. Milk costs twice or even three times less then the other stuff.
that ... Read more
I should winn the lottery! ;) and about the "boobs"
Yes, well, until I buy a ticket (and winn, of course) I am going to have to find a way to survive this one and the next month.
After that, it should be a bit smoother for a couple of months. grrrrr
When I was a little girl, my father bou... Read more
Friday sucked! And that's ok!!!
I was VERY upset on friday, saturday and today I am still a little upset. But getting over it! Part of being very fat is gettin abused because of it. It happened to me lots of times and only made me turn to my food for comfort. I would eat unt... Read more