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I can ...

Monday, November 03, 2014      5 comments

I tell myself that a lot ... "I can ... ". Sometimes it helps me get with the program and sometimes I'm saying one thing while my brain is totally calling me a liar. Quitting isn't easy, starting isn't easy ... good thing Mama always said "Lif... Read more

Grief is sneaky

Tuesday, October 28, 2014      5 comments

Usually Sunday is my tough day to get through but this morning I was laying in bed, waiting for gal I'm sharing the hotel room with to wake up, and my mom floated into my mind. Instead of the really harsh, sickening memories of her passing that... Read more

Had fun today!

Monday, October 27, 2014      3 comments

Started this morning out with a walk in the very chilly dark. Good walk ... Had a good day of training even though not all of it makes sense yet. Even at that, at least I understood some of it when it came to the areas that I'm most familiar w... Read more

More training

Sunday, October 26, 2014      3 comments

Long drive ahead for today. I'm heading to the Whidbey Island area of Washington. Got my day started with a great healthy breakfast, have healthy snacks and water for the ride AND planning to have a simple chicken salad while on the road. One... Read more


Saturday, October 25, 2014      3 comments

It's been a long, long journey but I think I'm starting to level out again. I think the past 2 years have broken just about every single belief I had about myself but not my faith in God. I think the path to being put back together has been ha... Read more

Sundays ...

Sunday, October 19, 2014      6 comments

I am still in the stage where I measure my losses by weeks ... and Sunday is the day Allen and Mom passed away ... Sundays are hard for me. emoticonRead more

Last week in Salt Lake City

Tuesday, October 07, 2014      4 comments

I had a great time learning last week in Salt Lake. The conference was 4 days of work related classes and fun. I was delighted to get my records administration certification after having to take the test twice. I'm such an over achiever that ... Read more

What a day!

Friday, September 26, 2014      4 comments

LOL ... thankfully my good mood continued into today even through my sleep last night wasn't as great. It was still okay. I feel like I got good, deep sleep until my darlin' got up during the night ... Yawn. Today was one of those days ... Read more

Mental changes

Thursday, September 25, 2014      5 comments

It's very interesting to me that just starting back running I already feel better. I feel like my posture is better, my core tighter and my attitude is brighter! It helps that I got 7 hours of straight sleep last night which is more than I've ... Read more

Day 3 of getting back to running

Tuesday, September 23, 2014      7 comments

So ... it's not as hard to get back to as I thought it would be but ... it's not what it used to be either. Interval running right now, every other day, at a pretty slow pace is keeping my knees happy. Nothing hurts overly much after any of my... Read more

Slowly ...

Sunday, September 21, 2014      6 comments

I'm working on finding a balance to everything on my plate right now. I find it humorous in an objective way that having more free time is causing me more problems right now than when I had too much to do and not enough time. The difference (i... Read more

Friday, Friday, Friday

Friday, September 19, 2014      8 comments

Happy Friday, my friends ... Hope you have a fabulous weekend planned!... Read more

More training ...

Wednesday, September 17, 2014      9 comments

Today promises to be a long day with a different class today followed by a meeting. The meeting is my first one with the whole crew of ladies that I supervise. The intent when I planned it was to give them a little insight to who I am and how ... Read more

Reality can't wait

Tuesday, September 16, 2014      5 comments

I got about 3 (maybe) hours of sleep last night. Today I'm headed back to my real life ... sort of. I'm going to some training that finding was the equivelent of finding the golden ticket in Charley and the Chocolate Factory. I don't want to ... Read more

Reviewing my goal board

Monday, September 15, 2014      7 comments

I pared down the things that flash through on my goal board to the following few: 1. Be grateful - I work hard at living in a state of being grateful for every thing that I have. My husband and I have been diligently working on the gift ... Read more

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