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OMG!!! or..what the heck is wrong here?
Wednesday, April 08, 2009      3 comments

Okay, I have been away from here, like............FOREVER. I have managed to somewhat maintain the bit of weight I'd lost. I have joined Weight Watchers. I haven't QUIT Weight Watchers though I have REALLY wanted to QUIT. I am going to ... Read more
Crazy or Lazy?
Monday, February 02, 2009      3 comments

Last week I stuck to my plan perfectly. I didn't go over my calories at all. Sunday we were invited to a Superbowl party and it happened. I ate chicken wings (only 4), salad, then the potato salad came in (German Potato Salad) soooo good. I had ... Read more
25 quick things about me
Saturday, January 31, 2009      2 comments

I saw this somewhere else & thought I'd try it. Here goes; Things about me you might not have known: 1. Think being in "like" is much more important than being in love 2. Love to sing out at the top of my voice 3. Imagine that I si... Read more
Wisdom from Coach Dean 12/17/08
Saturday, January 31, 2009      2 comments

I wrote to Coach Dean a while back & was reviewing his answer tonight. I thought it was so good I just wanted to share his input here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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~~~~~~~~~~~ Hi Coach Dean, Okay, this is p... Read more
No Quick Fixes
Thursday, January 29, 2009      3 comments

I am the Queen of fad dieting. I have binged, I have purged, I have starved, I have exercised. I have taken phen-phen, I have fasted for weeks at the time, I have gone on no-carb and low-carb diets, I've done the cabbage soup diet, the all fruit... Read more
Running on Fumes
Thursday, January 29, 2009      2 comments

Wow! I was doing so great for a couple of days and....wait...., I'm still doing great so far. Last night one of those "people" who LOVE their drama started trying to get me all caught up in their own crazy drama with a family member. I won't go... Read more
Contract for success: Part 1
Wednesday, January 28, 2009      4 comments

My Mother drives me bonkers. She gets off on her crazy whirlpool of depression and tries to drag anyone close to her into that swirling mass of complete destruction. (I'm her general target) If I let her know I'm on a diet, she bakes me a cake. ... Read more
NEVER GIVE UP!!!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009      6 comments

Today is a new day. The last couple of months (around the time I joined SP) have been EXTREMELY DIFFICULT. I suffer from bi-polar type II (severe depression) and the fact that I lost my son in November 4 years ago adds to this in a way most can'... Read more
Ashamed yet here.
Friday, January 23, 2009      5 comments

I had such high expectations of myself when I joined SP. I wanted to be one of the poster girls who would PROVE to everyone that it can be done! I told myself THIS TIME it will be real, THIS TIME I will become who I know I am inside. THIS TIME I... Read more
How did this happen???
Wednesday, January 07, 2009      4 comments

I have been so down because of falling off the wagon when my friend visited. (previous blog) I have been TRYING to get back on my eating plan & I have been doing somewhat better I suppose, at least making effort. I'd gained 3 pounds during her v... Read more
Back and BIGGER
Thursday, January 01, 2009      3 comments

I started out with a bang. I read all the blogs, posts, articles, etc... here on SP. I was DETERMINED! I was GOING TO DO THIS! I was, I was, I was. Fast forward to NOW. January 1, 2009. A friend came to visit me for the past 9 days. My dear f... Read more
Stuck scales & 4 mile walks
Friday, December 19, 2008      2 comments

Wow! Today I walked a total of 4 MILES!!! & baby I ain't talking a stroll!!! I can't believe I did this. My legs are aching, my feet are BURNING, MY BUTT HURTS!! LOL I stuck to my diet all week, yet, the scales aren't showing anything, the... Read more
Blah, blah & Tomorrow Starts TODAY
Thursday, December 18, 2008      0 comments

I am still feeling down. I only slept maybe 5 hrs last night, so I'm blaming my attitude on that ;) I'm getting ready to get in bed before 11:30 yea! but b4 I go off to bed, I wanted to record what I did today. I joined a challenge "no eating... Read more
Bummed and confused, but NOT giving in
Wednesday, December 17, 2008      1 comments

I want to EAT today. I want cakes, ice cream, noodles slathered with butter, bagels dripping with strawberry cream cheese. Anything that will KILL this feeling. I have this one "friend" who calls when she wants something from me. Is that a f... Read more
Never enough....
Tuesday, December 16, 2008      1 comments

Tonight I was able to get on some ACCURATE scales. I'd only lost about 3 or 4 pounds in the past week. My first response was to start beating myself up. I'd hoped it would be 10 pounds (like my husband, who is dieting with me) Instead of the neg... Read more

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