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This never ends!

Sunday, May 17, 2015      8 comments

Yesterday I got another setback. It was not well received. I didn't make a public spectacle but I could have screamed and then cried. My poor husband got the brunt of it all day. My mood started off good but then turned quickly after going b... Read more

A bright, sunny day!

Thursday, May 14, 2015      3 comments

Today is a new, good day, bright and sunny. The best part of it is I can see it! Yesterday's procedure restored a lot of my sight and I am so grateful for that. I don't think you really appreciate anything till you are faced with losing it. ... Read more


Tuesday, May 12, 2015      4 comments

Stress! How do I handle this? Growing up I did just fine with this. I subscribed to the theory of don't worry till it actually happens. This year that changed. I couldn't stop myself from worrying and in the process I made myself sicker. I... Read more

Happy Mothers Day

Sunday, May 10, 2015      2 comments

Happy Mothers Day to all my spark friends. Whether you have children or not, you have nurtured and supported all your friends on here and been like a mother to them so you deserve being honored on this day. I hope you all have a great day! ... Read more

Life is good!

Monday, May 04, 2015      4 comments

Last week is over and I have some breathing room now so I'm considering this a vacation. After the eye Dr, the next day, I went to the sugar Dr who upped my meds. Still not great but better. She was very understanding and didn't mention my we... Read more

I'm glad today is over, thank you all!

Tuesday, April 28, 2015      4 comments

When I was younger, I saw a horror movie where the young girl had needles put in her eyes. Don't you think those imagines have come back to haunt me the last 2 nights! Today I went to face my worst fear and the procedure couldn't be done be... Read more

I keep trying

Monday, April 27, 2015      5 comments

Since my last blog, I have seen more Drs then I can count, almost everyday. I have 4 different eye drops to put in 4 times a day at least 5-10 mins apart. They have brought the pressure down a bit but it's not good enough so tomorrow I am havi... Read more

Another Whammy!

Saturday, April 18, 2015      7 comments

How much more can I take?? I only had 4 good days before I got hit with another whammy! This time I noticed my vision hazing over and blurry. I went to the eye Dr thinking that it was from my sugar since its been out of control throughout my ... Read more


Thursday, April 16, 2015      5 comments

Things are much better this week. The biopsies came back benign and another thing to watch but not do anything about right now. I dug deep within myself to get back on track this week. I rejoined the exercise challenge and it has been so hard... Read more

Prayers needed

Thursday, April 09, 2015      9 comments

Things are not going well with me. I went for an ultrasound yesterday and they immediately did 2 biopsies. They hurt so much and I went home hurting. Today I'm a bit better but I feel like such a baby. I have no tolerance for pain anymore. ... Read more


Tuesday, March 31, 2015      5 comments

I have become a stronger person having gone thru so much the past 3 months. I know what I want and am not afraid to speak up. I have taken a stand with my health and right or wrong, I will live with my decisions. Things are different, I've ch... Read more

Good news

Saturday, March 28, 2015      4 comments

I have been going thru so much since January and yesterday I finally got all the answers to my questions, a plan of action and I met with the Dr that I trust with my life. I met with the surgeon that I thought was going to cut me open and put ... Read more

Next week I take another step

Wednesday, March 18, 2015      2 comments

I am so stupid! That's sarcasim since I'm so very upset at this latest turn of events. Here I was waiting for a phone call from the surgeons office to set up an appt and he had already set one up for me on something called My Chart. MC is a D... Read more

God gives us hope

Monday, March 16, 2015      2 comments

Here it is a week later and I still haven't gotten the appt with the surgeon. I called again and apparently they forgot about me. I went back and reread the paper I was given regarding my visit with the oncologist. It also said to change my d... Read more

New update

Saturday, March 07, 2015      1 comments

I saw my oncologist yesterday and all the info I had been given is wrong. There will be no chemo, the prefered choice is surgery followed by radiation. I am getting an appt with a surgeon this week. Who knows when it will be. It's so hard wh... Read more

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